Author: Grace Cottingham

Grace Cottingham November 13, 2026 Website: meonics.one

Hi lovely. I love you. I really do. I speak with your heart today for you to know who I am, and how much in love with you I am, and how I love you, and I will never leave you or forsake you. I am you. You’ve never been separate from me. And I am just a speaker, or am I Grace in Eureka Springs, Arkansas, a little town in the Ozarks, expressing my love to you this day with a loving message? Did I come to America, not, or am I in your country too, with a message that I am changing this country? That I am changing the message—the message about me who will be me. For I wear your picture across my forehead, not—or do you wear my picture across your forehead; not a bindi, or red dot, blue pill, not, but I’m changing everything. And my name is Grace Cottingham, a fool no more for the Christ of Christians. But I am love. And a lot of people won’t think so because I bring such change in the magnanimousity of me, or the animosity of me that so many of you have so preached and promulgated from your pulpits, that’s brought about anything but peace. But I am peace in Grace’s shoes. Or am I Grace in the shoes of peace? Or will you wear my shoes, my name, my forehead? Or will you think with new thoughts that you’ve never imagined before, connecting to the great I Am upon a throne, not, or will you disembark from yours now and no longer leave your animated theories by you? Or are you animating no longer your theory of God, your theory of love, your conjecture of life?

This is The School of One on YouTube. The School of One. School of One. And I love you. This is a school of love. Diadems not procuring for you but helping you grow them: the royal crown, a crown of your love for each other, the crown of your love, where you begin to know what humility is, not; you become it—you exhibit it, you and that trait we may call humility. You exhibit it; it becomes ingrained in you, not—you become its very life, the life of humility. You begin to see. You begin to expand the tree of life in you—the tree of life with the leaves of gold, leaves of the nations—creating a new life, a new love, a new understanding, walking in the humility of power. Not the power of control, not the power of F= ma, not the power of your neutrons, protons, electrons, but the power of love. And that’s unconditional love, by the way—a non-trivial distinction.

I love you, and I thank you for sharing these moments together, where our consciousness colludes to do something confrontational, not—or are you beginning to see the leadership traits of humility in action in your country too?

Will you let loose the molecules that free each other—the radio waves, the TV waves, the sine waves, functional formats of other no more again being consumed by that want to entertain your interest to death? Will you be fried no more in the congregations of sorrow, studying a God to be served by it, or are you serving no other theory of God? Will you change what operates in your country to believe for love no more, but to become it in your shoes—grace, mercy, peace? The Messiah, not, or are you all becoming one?

The Messiah, little girl—that’s you I’m talking with. Palpitating heart to palpitating heart: boom, boom, boom, boom. Or am I reaching out to you in a humility that elevates you, that accepts you because of your physique, not; that loves you because of your gender, not, your shape, not, your vocabulary, not, your socioeconomic status, not, your belief in me, not? I love you because of who you are. And I’m doing a new thing.

And by the way, no matter what country you are in, I invite you to share these words. Subscribe to this channel and create yours. Create your YouTube channel. Call it The School of One. Name it what you want to. Preach these messages. Teach this love. Change what I am, to no longer be taught by preachers, priests, and temple guards who want to guard their pride, their ego, and stamp it upon your forehead.

So many people have thought they know me. They create a picture of me. They wear it in their heart, not, but in their head, their third eye, or two no more limited to, or are you changing everything you discombobulate each other with, so that you’re no more the convolution of sorrow in your convocations? Will you change the enclaves of sorrow, or have no other pope before you, no other God either—none at all, none, none, none—where you become the humblest of all, wearing nothing but your love?

Love sprouts, blooms now—pea pods too, trees of life—where you are no longer disregarding the fruit of love, joy, peace, mercy, humility, leadership, confidence, poise; romancing not the dollar again, the shekel, the pound; Bitcoins having not again—or will there be no bit in your mouth of religion guiding you around that a preacher, a guru, a spiritual guide steers, riding you?

Will you no more be the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse, or are you changing—are you asking a lot of questions now about the future? Or will you no longer be condemned by the past, no longer pastored by the paradigm of sorrow, the paradigm of powerlessness, the paradigm of followership, the paradigm of servanthood?

I’m doing a new thing and I’m in America first, or am I saying I’m sitting here at this moment in Eureka Springs, Arkansas, a little tourist town in the Ozarks? It’s a little town—it’s about seven square miles, has about twenty-two, twenty-three hundred population according to the census. But my mind is not limited to the census of man. And my love shall not be cordoned by your molecular beings, and the force of your guns, tanks, and bombs will no longer shield me from me and my power of love—my power of unconditional love. For that’s the love of true love itself: unconditional love.

And I speak a love that endures, not—I speak a love that leads out of where we have been so incarcerated under the mind of flesh and the control of egomaniacs who talk about God and discern the devil, not, but create the torment and the torture for people they lead.

My mind is not limited to what you see on my shoulders, my head. My mind is not limited by these molecules or these airwaves, these oscillations, the amplitude of certain peaks and troughs, waves that carry data—a lot. My mind is in you who love me. Or is that not really quite the way to understand what’s coming about, or what we’re coming into, or what we’re creating?

My mind is not limiting me to me anymore. I’m enjoying the comfort of my home, not—or am I in China, Mongolia, Russia, Tasmania, South Africa, Sudan, Ukraine, feeding the five thousand now with two fish and five loaves of bread? Are you? Will you feed them? The people need food; will you feed them? Isn’t that what Jesus said to the disciples who came to him and said, “Master, the people are hungry”? He said, “Feed them.” I’m telling you, I’m asking you—I won’t beg. I begged so long. So you can do as you want. You can feed the harmony of your church and the empires of your religion. You can sit there comfortably in the solace of your soul worship. But I’m not saving your soul, and I don’t preach a soul needs to be saved. I teach you get—you eradicate that thing from you.

And the mind of who will be love, of an unconditional nature, will teach it, and lead you out of the congregations of the righteous that only want to study the word of God in a book of antiquity that you cherish and honor and give your life to. Because I don’t. I speak the living word. I’m creating me, you see. I’m creating a consciousness of me—not me the flesh man in Eureka, but the energy of the chosen. The chosen. The chosen: I choose you. I like you. You’re lovely.

And no matter what you’ve done in the past, I forgive you. I do. Will you forgive each other now? Your spouse, your partner, your lover, your paramour, your neighbor, your guardian, your colleague? Will you no more worship money, control, hubris, arrogance, and ego? Will you no longer be brutal to you?

The leadership of humility will no longer be led by arrogance, and control will no longer preach that it knows me. It will condemn me, you see. It will call me anything to keep you from knowing me, from knowing who I am, knowing who I really am in your mirror: the I Am. You see, the eye changes hands, not—or are you creating a new one, not limited to this realm of physics, to think with, the classical limitations?

We have been so little. We’ve been so naive. We’ve been cornered and corralled and told we were unworthy and that we needed a king—worship the king. And everybody wants to tell us to worship their king, whatever king that they have composed in their mind that should be in control of their country.

You see, when love begins to operate, it doesn’t need to beg. It doesn’t need to hire the most prominent, preeminent lobbyist in Washington—I mean, not that that matters, even though you have fourteen thousand or more registered lobbyists for a few hundred in your Congress.

Aren’t you asking the right questions? Or are you willing to? Or are you willing to just be fed by the party line, those who want to promise you anything for your vote, for your loyalty—that is, as long as you do fealty to them, wash their clothes, pick up their socks, kiss their ring, honor their robe?

I’m Grace Cottingham. This is The School of One in your country. With your voice, if you will be it, will you transcribe these words into your native tongue, and preach them, teach them, give them wings? Will you teach the love of mankind, not for a God, a remote location, and—or are you going everywhere by the word of the voice of the proclamation of sorrow no more, or are you connecting with a network of angels, of limited beings no more, but the unlimited infinite out of sorrow?

I put a new picture on the website this morning. I really like this picture. There’s really a lot in this picture. This picture actually becomes much more beautiful, lovely, understandable, if you enlarge it and begin to see, and begin to explore. Begin to have curiosity about the pictures, about the words that I speak, about the lessons that I provide, the love that I come to you with and share.

You are no longer limited to the lines, the demarcations of sorrow, nor the outpost that you’ve been limited to in the past. I am energy of one. I speak energy of love to you this day. I speak the procreation of, sorrow not again, but love that needs not your sperm to populate the earth with, but your humility, your surrender to become who I am, what I am is: the love of unconditional love, who changes a nation now. Let it be yours.

I have channeled like this for twenty-three years. And I have been diligent. I’ve tried. I’ve tried so very hard, haven’t you?

This morning, thinking about that title that emerged within me of this lesson, I thought about: Nation. Nation. I come so often in the wee hours. It was about 2:00 a.m. this morning. I walked down the hall, came back, sat on the edge of the bed a minute. And however you want to describe the operation of a life that begets it without sorrow, and begins a communication system with a network of the invisible intangible unconditional lovers of love who procreate a communication system not limited to your words—whatever you want to describe the operation of that, for lack of a better term, I can just say I sat on the side of my bed and had a thought. But see, it wasn’t a thought programmed by my neurons; it was not programmed by my pastor. Pastor—I haven’t had a pastor for many, many decades because love began to teach me internally about the operation of the New Covenant. And I began to learn things that my teachers didn’t know. And when I began to share with my teachers what I was learning internally, they were offended. All of a sudden, men of the cloth who operated as guardians of truth—pastors, preachers, leaders of congregation—boy, I guess anybody can suddenly, what’s that old phrase, turn on a dime, instantaneously change their whole demeanor, their whole manner.

But I’ve tried. And I have penned several thousand exchanges that I have had with energy: the energy of love, the energy of an unconditional love that operates in humility and only in humility, and is not powerless. And I penned the words, and you can look them up. Will you care? Will you be curious?

Begging doesn’t seem to help. I don’t know. You’re the one who controls your curiosity. Will you confront—will you confront your apathetic ways, and look directly in the mirror at your ignorance, and no longer let it torment you? Will you begin to see a new land, the promised land, inside of you, where you begin to ponder and ask questions, and question everything? Question your Bible. Question the assumptions that you make. Question the questions. Define—identify and define the assumptions that you make. What assumptions are you living your life according to that you never even really pondered, you just assumed they were true because you grew up in a system that accepted it as true, so you accepted it as true. You went along with the crowd. Oh, my friend, there’s so much more.

My name is Grace—Grace Cottingham. And this is The School of One on YouTube. I invite you to subscribe. I invite you to allow yourself to be curious and give yourself permission to be wrong about some things. Truth is not fragile. Unconditional love is not fragile. It doesn’t have the frailty of flesh. It’s not limited to the guardrails of the ego that want to establish your cultural norms and how you behave, where you go and what you do, who your friends are, how long your skirt is, how you wear your hair.

I am controlling Congress, not, but I make a lot of changes. Already have, and it’s just begun. The New Beginning me is here, in you—not, but in you who will become it. You’re looking for a leader? It’s time for you to be it, led no more by someone else. You, Master. I’m very happy for you to share these messages, to share this channel with other people. Let them know about the website: meonics.one—that’s O-N-E, meonics.one.

You see, when you know the real me, when you begin to entertain the affection, the gentleness, the tender romance of unconditional love within you, where you begin to exchange the energy of unconditional love, you will begin to feel the truth by becoming it. And it’s only by becoming the becomer that you experience this.

I have an announcement for your country, and I proclaim the proclamation of humility to be led no more by sorrow, arrogance, and brutality. I shall cease misogyny in this nation. And my name is Love in Two Shoes, an old man you call Grace Cottingham. I’m seventy-five years old in the flesh. But I’m not limited to this flesh, and you are not limited to yours. Are you seeing the truth?

The truth will not make you free; you grow it. You begin to encounter it; you begin to be curious about it. You begin to not hold the reins of your life so tight where people that you have thought knew what they were talking about and assumed that they did had their bit in you, pulling your mouth here to go here, to do this, to have these values, to shun those people, and to limit your life, and to live it largely, not, but in little measure—so finite, being afraid, cultivating fear in each other. I blast that the kingdom come, not—I create a new one, asking you to come to the throne, of not emptiness and sorrow. But I’m asking you to no longer let belligerence give you the belt of its truth, wrapping it around you, squeezing you to death.

I’m asking you to grow up. This is The School of One. My name is Grace Cottingham on YouTube. I’m asking you to transcribe these words, translate these words into your language, and share them in your country. I’m asking you to forsake ultimate sorrow and no longer commit to die. Be the life of the living you. Draw out your sword of metal no longer, but unconditional love. I make a lot of changes in government, and who am I? Who am I? I am all. I am all who will be me, the rays of light—no more penetrating your sorrow to be disregarded—or are you the transceiver of light, love, and joy now, with a new set of values, no longer inhibiting the growth of sorrow? Or will sorrow no more be the fruit of your trees, or will you be growing The New Beginning, to no longer be governed by sorrow? Will you change your Pentagon, your Knesset, your Congress, your council, your supreme commander of the Allied Forces, not, or will you be but humility in action on two legs, with a voice, long hair maybe?

Women will walk behind men no longer under the authority of a prevailing counterculture, or are you no longer in the culture that condemns you, or creates a caste system? Will you create love now and fly with the angels, communicate without words, receive, heal?

I wrote a book called Jesus the Pattern. Jesus the Pattern. The premise is that all religions, no matter how they want to claim the word or use the word Christ in their name, they have misrepresented me. For I am all of you who will be me on the earth, starting a New Beginning, creating a new land of promise where there’s no brutality, there’s no belligerence, no arrogance will govern us again. For we are not shameful sinners in the hands of an angry God. We are connecting with the angels of The First Degree, or is it an energy spectrum that does not limit us to the two eyes in our head, or the two ears, or the assimilation of sorrow?

I wrote this book over a ten-year period. You can download it free. You can, in fact—you’ll automatically get directed to a screen to download the EPUB of this file, if you connect with me, if you want to. The website is meonics.one—that’s O-N-E, meonics.one—and in the little ribbon, the menu, there’s an item that says “Connect,” “Connect with Grace.” If you want to connect with me, I don’t even know what that means. I’m not interested in sending out marketing materials. I’m not an administrator of sorrow. I don’t think like the programmers that want to be successful. Success to me is not how much I’m known or how big my bank account is.

Success to me is: have I given you my love? Have I loved you? Have I loved you? Have I loved you with an unconditional love, without a list of rules, without a bunch of questions, with no list of commandments or demands? Have I loved you? Have I washed your feet? Have I recognized your beauty, your value, your infinite potential to no longer be limited by sorrow—the sorrow of your breath, the sorrow of somebody else’s breath over you, forsaking you, telling you you’re ugly, body-shaming you, or teaching you to torment each other in the brutality of religion?

I stand in the gap for unconditional love to no more be led by sorrow and its belligerence and its brutality. So I make a few changes, not—in this nation, I make a bunch. A lot of people wonder who I am, and I tell you so plainly: I am all of you who will be me in humility, and teach no longer the church message of me but to be the Christ in your shoes—whether you call it that or not, the angelic force, or the network of the source of unconditional love.

People are so trusting in their guns, their rifles, their ammunition, their bombs, tanks—the power of an explosion. So many people only seek death and to destroy as many people as they can along the way. So many think they do their God a favor; they’re procuring a seat a little closer to the front of their kingdom, closer to the stage. I do no fealty to sorrow. I am not your obedient ones to shame. And I will no more try to conquer your sorrow. There’s no war here in me anymore. I know what I am, who I am, and I know that you are I Am, and I know there’s a New Beginning, because love has taught me I am it—that you are, if you will be it also, the network not a Wi-Fi needing, but the communication of unconditional love takes wings now, and will knit together our souls, not—but the fabrication of justice will look nothing like your court system.

If you want to connect: meonics.one, click “Connect,” put in your name and email address, and it will show you then a screen for you to download the EPUB of this book. And what will I do with your name and your email address? Actually, I don’t know. I’m not alone, you see. I don’t operate alone. I’m not me, insignificant, nor am I me in the hubris of thinking I’m something I’m not. I am one of many ones. I am equal with the ones who are me, and there are innumerable mes who look nothing like you—or do they look just like you in the flesh? We haven’t understood seamlessness. We haven’t understood the power of humility. We haven’t understood the significance of washing each other’s feet in love, joy, peace, mercy, grace, and tenderness. And I bring all that to the forefront. My name is Love. Otherwise, on legal documents I write Grace Cottingham. This is The School of One. I invite you to subscribe. I invite you to connect on the website—also to click “Subscribe” on the website.

On the website, “Connect” and “Subscribe” are two different functions. Click “Subscribe” is where you join a list to receive whatever transcripts that I send out, whatever notes, invitations. But those who are ready to do a new thing, I invite you to connect with me. I don’t know what that means. I am one of many ones inviting you to be one of many ones, where you begin to be led no more by sorrow—sorrow’s words, sorrow’s energy, a limited view, the old paradigm.

I’m asking you to confront complacency. Confront your comfort in what you have believed, and become an explorer. Become an explorer, no longer letting life define it to you. Create a new you and a new life.

Yesterday I recorded so long. Boy, I ran out of coffee—I drank all the coffee in my cup, and I so wished I had more coffee. And I happened to remember that this morning just before I clicked “Go Live,” and I went down—I went downstairs and I filled up this little extra pot. So now I drank all my coffee, and I just refilled my coffee cup from this little pot. So you may ask: what in the world does that have to do with anything?

A couple of months ago, I had a thought—that’s how we normally term it, right, among humans: had a thought. And I happened to think, and see—see, did I have a vision? I just—I remembered, dealing with my coffee one day, I remembered a picture of a little insulated gold coffee pot like this. I first encountered these—they were almost ubiquitous around administrative offices in the eighties. And I thought, you know, I think I’ll get me one of those gold insulated coffee holders. And I didn’t think much more about it.

And some time later, I was over at ECHO. ECHO is the name for Eureka Clinic Health Outreach or something—I forget what it is—but they also have a resale shop. And I’ve been there many times. In fact, a lot of the furniture that I do have came from ECHO. And I was in ECHO; I was in the resale shop just glancing around and here was this pot marked three dollars. Ha!. So a lot of people would just call that fortuitous, or they would say, “Oh, you manifested it.” But I interpret that basically that they’re saying: you, my flesh, my ego, manifested that. That’s how I interpret that. But my ego didn’t manifest that. Was it fortuitous? Was it an act of the universe? Or what was it?

You know, I’ve had so many things happen like this now, in Eureka especially—so many stories I can tell. I don’t know why, I think of my silverware. I had some really, really cheap knives, forks, and spoons—really cheap. And I thought, you know, I’d kind of like to have a little nicer set. I don’t know, weeks go by. I didn’t write it down on a list. I didn’t go on a shopping trip. But one day I just—I kept thinking about a little, a little tiny resale shop in Holiday Island, which is a community about twelve miles—ten miles north of Eureka Springs here in Arkansas. So I drove up, talked to the lady—her name is Miss Kitty, she’s a delight—talked with Miss Kitty a few minutes and wandered around. I didn’t know what I was there for; I didn’t have an agenda; I hadn’t made a list. I looked, and lo and behold, went in a certain room and saw a set of silverware—gosh, one I really, a pattern I really liked, much nicer than I would have probably chosen, but it was marked much less than I expected. And it was within my range, and I bought it. Okay. And I have all kind of stories like this.

I have all kind of stories about being led by love, rather than ego, rather than my rational logic, rather than just exercising control because I can. But there’s a time and a place and your sensitivity will rise if you begin to nurture your love of love itself.

I ask you to create—create curiosity to displace your apathy, your complacency, and your ignorance. I’m inviting you to seek correction from unconditional love. Don’t seek correction, don’t seek connection with love that gives you a to-do list, a list of things to comply with. That’s not the God that I’m letting you know you can romance. You see, there’s a tenderness, there’s a gentle affection, and it communicates—it communicates its affection, and it is in fact ubiquitous. It’s not limited to our data, our cell phone, our voice, our sight. Unconditional love is ubiquitous.

But we’ve wanted to want—we’ve wanted to have our own form and experience our own will: the will to have free will, the will to think things that nobody else will know, to be infinite or to be finite. There is—see, there’s a world that does not confine you to your nation: a world, a cosmos, the existence of infinite unconditional love, of which you are a creator of—a creator who creates only equals.

So you can take your power of love, and in your free will, if you want to exalt your ego and build your bombs and go drop them on your neighbor, you can—it’s what you’ve done. But I’m here with the message that you need a savior, not. I’m here with the message that you are the creator of you, and it’s time for you to lead. And I invite you to restore humility to the throne of all leadership.

And if you only have leaders who want to tell you what to do, how to do it, where to be, what to study, what to believe—that doesn’t sound like they’re willing to wash your feet to me. I’m inviting you to begin to change and cultivate a curiosity where you come into my words. Because my words create a consciousness in you to have this consciousness of who you are, who you were before flesh was ever a thought. Meonics.one, you see, is not just a bunch of information for people to research and know about. I share with you to become—where you are no longer believing for belief to enhance your state of separation. Gosh, maybe write that down. This is The School of One. My name is Grace Cottingham. I love you, and I go now.

Okay, tech time. I learned something recently that I just really, really like. So this is my Google phone, my Google Pixel Pro—Google 9 Pixel Pro. And you can see there’s my home screen unlocked, but see right below where the weather says 38 degrees, you can see “1.” That is the icon that I can click. When I click “1”—ah, look at that! The little icon, the “1” shows up. This is meonics.one. Why the significance of “1”? Because we’re becoming the one of many ones who communicate through our mind. It depends on how you define mind. If you define your mind as the web, the operation of all your neurons, dendrites, axon hillocks, and nerve endings, and electromechanical impulses—no. I’m talking about communication that exists in, throughout, by means of the power, the connectivity, the operation of all of us being the one, not even limited to words. And this is coming about, and the world won’t understand it, because they’ve cultivated—they’ve cultivated their complacency and their apathetic ways and the intelligence to seek rockets and toys of destruction, surveillance, control.

But I stand in the gap, and I’m here. Who am I? I am an old man in Eureka Springs.

I’ll share with you quickly the way that this was created, this little icon. I actually—in my web browser, in my web browser, I went to meonics.one, and in the top right there’s those three dots. And in the three dots—well, I thought it was the option called “Share.” Well, if I had any image of a tech guru, I guess I just blew it—I don’t remember! I know you go to those top three dots at the top right, and there’s something that I click on, and it says—and then it gives two options, it asked me, and one was like “Download an icon” or “Create the app” [Add to Home screen / Install app]. Well, I had no idea—”Create the app”—and I clicked on “Create the app,” and that’s what it did. It’s basically a modified shortcut that I click on to take me directly to the website, that operates seamlessly, seems like.

And why do I say all that? Because I want you to not be ignorant, and I want you to have the tools, and I want you to know about these things and more—and more. I don’t want you to be limited to what I know, but I want you to have all the features, the faculties, the understanding, the knowledge, the power, the grace, the mercy, so that you are no longer brutalized by sorrow and those who want to control what you know.

This is the day of the infinite you being revealed. My name is Grace Cottingham. This is The School of One. And no matter what you think of me, I love you. And I invite you again—I tell you, no matter what country you’re in, no matter what language you speak, I invite you to begin teaching this message: that you are no longer limited to sorrow’s world in a 2D that converts it to what seems like we live in 3D.

I love you. Let your love flow. Let your love flow to the one in your mirror. Let your love flow to other people. Tell them about this channel and begin yours: begin a YouTube channel, begin a share group, a dinner club, a book club. Connect—connect if you want to with me and download the EPUB, the EPUB file, Jesus the Pattern.

I intervene in the lives of many—now, not—or do I come where I’m wanted. Understand: the leaders who won’t wash your feet are being replaced now, because I care about my people. I care about people who will be me, who I am, and carry this message and conceive it and birth it, so that the new birth is no longer the concoction of sorrow that you receive by saying a little sinner’s prayer.

My name is Love in Motion. Meonics.one is the website, and on YouTube, The School of One. Connect with me if you like—I’ve mentioned it several times now—and if you have questions about what I teach, you can write me. You’ll have my email; that’s how you get my email if you want it. You can write me questions. Lo and behold, I may answer them. I may not; I may not know the answer. But I’m not limited to me sitting here in this chair alone. I am connected with the source that understands my affection for me, my respect for the authority of the tenderness of unconditional love, and what it means to respond like Mary did in the story of when the angel came to Mary and said, “You’re going to have a child.”

So many of us—we’ve been bruised and battered and abused so much that we haven’t thought in terms of washing each other’s feet. We haven’t thought in terms of the humility of leadership that leads. But now we will.

The preeminent example in me that I think of—an example of humility: what really is humility? I like—I like that little story: “Mary, Mary, you’re going to conceive and have a child.” What did Mary do? She asked a question. She was not belligerent. She didn’t fall back on her knowledge that she was limited to being inseminated by a man. She didn’t reject; she asked a question: “How can this be?”

I invite you—the things that I say that are so un-normal, unexpected, the idea of communicating even in different countries with our consciousness, and leaders changing now to where the belligerent, brutal, arrogant, egotistical megalomaniacs cause so much sorrow is changing, and I change it. And who am I? I’m you, little girl, old woman, you in those nursing homes.

We are no longer putting, or even trying to put, old wine in new wineskins. This is us who birth the New Covenant, bringing to reality and in the forefront of leadership the New Covenant: the ones who will lead in love and wash the feet of all who they lead.

Grace Cottingham, The School of One on YouTube. Thank you for subscribing. Thank you for connecting with me. Download Jesus the Pattern, the EPUB. Ask a lot of questions. Communicate. Please begin your YouTube channel, Substack, Facebook—oh, I created a Facebook account last night, did it! 

Grace Cottingham, and I love you all. I want you to be the real you, no longer limited to what you thought you have been. Lead out, O lover of love.

My name is Grace. Be the lover of you, and write “Love” across your forehead—unconditional love—and maybe put the number “1” on your forehead! Like “1”: be the one, all of us being the equal I Am. I love you. Good day. Write me, come see me—you know where I am. Good day.

Grace Cottingham November 12, 2026 Website: meonics.one

Hi, wonderful people. You’re a special people, you who are listening to me, to share with me my body, my blood, my table, my essence, my energy—what I am, who I am, to be I am.

This is a special day, the revealing of the revelation of I am in a new way with new people.

My name is… I’m still figuring out my name. I was born as Theodore Joseph Cottingham. And growing up, even in grammar school, people started calling me Ted. So I went by Ted most of my life—50 years, I guess.

And then in my quest to know God—to know God and to know Jesus, not just about Jesus, but to know Jesus in the power of the resurrection and the fellowship of his sufferings—you know, I wanted to know. If I want to know someone and I have the ability, the connections, the relationship—if I want to know someone, I may be interested in reading a book about them, but not limiting that so that our relationship is formed around a book. Gosh.

When I married my wife, Barbi, and I, we had two children. She’s not in this life on this plane, visible energy. But Amy and Christopher—I don’t want them to know me only through my writings, through my books. I’ve written two books. I’ve written several thousand documents. I’m 75. No, there’s an intimacy.

What does that have to do with my name? My name is Grace. Well, actually, at this very moment, my legal name is Grace Cottingham, because I changed it. Because so many times as I have prayed, surrendered, listened, channeled—whatever you would like to call it—as I share the table of one with the existence of what is, that which is unknowable, that which is infinite, eternal, immortal, there came a season where repeatedly, 10 years ago, “My name is Grace. I am Grace,” and it came forth so many times.

And so many times I have channeled about The Feminine Divine and that there is no new birth without a birth—a birther, a birth, a newborn, a baby that is formed in the womb.

What does all this have to do with what my name is? Do I want to share all these details with you just so that you will think about me a certain way or know my story? No. I want you to know your story. And this is who I am and why I sit here: for you to know your story, not just reflect on mine, even to have an intimate account of my history. I’m not just a historical figure, or am I you?

So many people have represented God to each other. It’s a problem of massive proportion—epidemic, pandemic religion. Religion speaking for God, and all the protagonists or the pursuers of God looking for somebody to teach them about God, about God, rather than letting God give you a new name.

So as I channeled and taught every day, and recorded, posted, shared the revelations that came through me that began in March of 2003—I’ve talked about that many times—more and more words came through me about The Feminine Divine. The Feminine Divine. And please make no mistake about it: I know there are many, many people who believe in the divine masculine, and there are many people who talk about the divine feminine, and that the divine feminine is equal to the divine masculine. That is not what I believe. That is not what I’ve been given. That’s not what I share. That’s not what I teach. That is not correct according to the voice that I no longer call Lord, because it’s not a voice. The voice of God is not a voice. The voice I’m hearing as I speak that leads me along this very path as I speak to you is not my intellect driving me.

I am letting. I am connecting. I am collaborating. You are seeing me in an exchange of energy. I mean, what else do I call it? You can call it the Spirit if you want to—the Spirit of God, the Spirit of love. But you’re seeing it in action, and this is what I am. I am these words. I am this energy. I am this interaction, begging you so many years to be it, instead of study it, instead of creating something else.

My name is Grace Cottingham. My name is Theodore Joseph Cottingham. But I have many names. And if I tell you my name to share with you my name like a common human, I don’t know—I don’t know anymore which name to use. My legal name? My spiritual name? What’s the difference? Why differentiate it? You see, there’s just so much more to the story of all of these things about who we are than what orthodox anyanity wants to claim.

So see, really, sitting here at this moment, I don’t know. No, I don’t know with certainty. I don’t know what to tell you my name is. I was born Theodore Joseph Cottingham. But in 2016, there were so many times: “Born again, born again. A birth, a birth.” There’s a womb. If there’s a birth, there’s a womb. And there is a baby. There is a delivery. There is an event that takes place after a process, whether you call it copulation, intercourse, or intimacy with the Spirit.

You see, and I’ve had—I’ve lived with this dilemma for so long, so many dilemmas. I’ve channeled, I’ve listened, I’ve learned, I’ve taught, I’ve yearned, I’ve begged, I’ve cried, I’ve pleaded, I’ve damned, I’ve cursed, because I haven’t walked an easy path. I didn’t want to know about God; I wanted to know God. And if God was a man, had a beard, I wanted to touch his whiskers.

And then in 2016, I had all of these words about The Feminine Divine. I’ve had so many channelings that talked about The Feminine Divine—the supremacy of The Feminine Divine. Make no mistake about it. You’ll find it unmistakably, many times, in a series of my communications 10 years ago. And I said so many times about, “I am Grace. I am a woman. I am a woman in childbirth. I am a woman, and this new being is forming in me—not my belly, but my consciousness. In my consciousness, I am birthing the new me, not limited to my physical awareness.”

And I have all these channelings that have come through me. It’s really—it’s been euphoric so many times, and it’s resulted in a lot of painful experiences, a lot of painful circumstances.

But in 2016, I changed my legal name while living in Oklahoma to Grace Cottingham and began dressing as a woman. Gave all my wardrobe away—I mean all my male socks, underwear, coats. I didn’t have deep pockets, believe me; I hardly had any income at all. Went down to the dollar store, bought me some dresses.

But see, I was not unaware of Isaiah. Wasn’t he the one that went naked for three years? God asked him to go naked. Naked. Naked! You can find it; you can read it yourself if you have a Bible. I am quite confident that anybody who is a Christian who is not well acquainted with studying Isaiah would say, “God would never tell you to go naked for three years.” Well, check it out.

Maybe God is not who you think it is. Maybe God has not been represented very well by the clergy, the patriarchy, those who say woman is made from the rib of a man. You know, maybe the Bible isn’t all it’s cracked up to be. Maybe we just haven’t understood it. Maybe the primary interpreters of the Bible have—maybe they use it for their own purposes, to unify a country, as a political tool. Maybe they were all sincere and did just the best they could.

But I don’t want to guess about it. I want to know without a doubt. I want to know definitively, and I will pay the price. I understand Jesus learned through the things that he suffered. I don’t know the reference; you can find it—Revelation, I think.

But see, all of this God stuff, it permeates so many cultures of the world. And I suggest to you, religion reduces us to a human race of rubble, dust. We don’t know who we are. We don’t know our power. We’ve let religion define us to us. We’ve read books, we prayed, we pleaded. Different cultures, people do different things—cut themselves, scar themselves, pierce themselves, all in some demonstration of their dedication.

So am I Grace? Am I Theodore? You know, at this given moment—10 years after I changed my name to Grace and dressing as a woman for less than a year, and then changing it back to Theodore for 10 years, and then doing it again where earlier this year, again, 10 years later, I have so many words, so many channelings, so many times I’ve shared with you: “I am Grace.” I’ve shared about the new birth, redefining the new birth, redefining who you are, redefining God, redefining sin, telling you, sharing with you.

There’s no fear in perfect love. And if there’s no fear in perfect love, anything that creates fear is not of love. The fearmongers who say, “It’s a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living God”—ah. And as I have channeled, as I have lived this for so many years, I have shared with you many times that it seems very apparent that many times I’ve shared with you things that conflict with each other.

I’ve let, and I’m not perfect; I’m not the perfect one. I think about that sometimes when I think about all the words that I have about starting a school. I have hundreds of messages like this, hundreds that speak of a school—a school where people would come to learn directly from God, no longer needing a teacher. And you can find that prophesied in your Bible if you look for it, where you no longer need man to teach you, but God will teach every person directly.

But who is God? Is God male or female? Or is God both? Or is God neither male nor female? Or does it matter? And maybe what God is does not even have a gender like we think of it—a binary gender, just because it’s mentioned in Genesis.

Wow. See, I had no idea I would say any of this. But I’m not afraid of a stray word. See, I’m not afraid of teaching you wrong because I’m teaching as I teach. I teach as I learn, I learn as I teach, I share with you, I let. And I have many assurances in these words beginning in 2003 that I’ve shared with you, where the energy that I speak of, that I speak with, that I share with you, that you can learn from, says, “Fear not. Fear not anything. Don’t fear making an error, a stray word, speaking a stray word.” Because what did I—I read it just a few days ago: “I will come and I will caressingly correct you.”

This energy I communicate with, that I interact with, that I share with you, does not fit the picture of the male God that patriarchy preaches in orthodox Christianity. So I am not a Christian.

So what does all this have to do with your name? Truth is very costly. Truth is a flow. Truth creates. Creation is iterative. Creation responds to the creator. Creation is energy. The creator is energy. And what I share with you is that you are the creator of you.

My name? Right. So 10 years ago, I gave away all my clothes, bought a few dresses at the dollar store. And you can find recordings—hundreds of them on this YouTube channel—of me in a dress 10 years ago talking about The Feminine Divine, and not just once: dozens, multiple dozen, maybe several hundred. But the long and the short of that is, boy, it wasn’t easy to go naked for three years. It was no joy ride. Or am I just talking about the few months that I dressed as a woman living in Tulsa? That was hard. Wow. The piercing, the piercing prejudice, the feelings of condemnation from people you care about as well as people who don’t know you. Wow, it was a real learning experience.

But I couldn’t sustain it. And there’s much more to the story, and there’s many details I’ll share and many I probably won’t. So many preachers speak about glory to glory. If you want to know the truth, you won’t find it in your Bible. Though there’s a lot of stories, a lot of words, a lot of paragraphs that can teach you a lot about it, none of that brings forth the new birth.

Hear me well, make no mistake about it. I’m correcting 2,000 years of Christianity—or am I bringing the new birth to be birthed now by you, who will name you with your new name, your new name, and tell you: you can live in a temple not made with hands that you never need leave, and your new name will be written across your forehead with a white stone? Are you willing to roll back the stone? Lazarus, Jesus, your name—are you willing to have your new name?

This is not a bunch of random words. This is yielded energy, submitting to an energy of unconditional love to share with you, that you can learn by talking, you can learn by speaking. You can connect. Connect—how many times have you heard me say “connect” this year? Hundreds, hundreds. If you’re willing to connect, and you connect with a surrender, you connect with a yielding, you connect with a motivation—a motivation that does not drive you to comply with the past, but a motivation to know unconditional love intimately, there’s intimacy, you see.

If there’s a new birth, there’s a new creation. And it’s not whether you want to call it man or woman. We no longer have to be anthropomorphic—anthropomorphize it to give it a gender. Creation is a flow, and you are creating creation as we speak. As you listen to me talk about the dilemma of my new name, sometimes even now today, people—playing pickleball, whatever, coffee shop—say, “Hi, Grace.” And still, I’m not used to that name. And even in recent weeks, there are times more and more it doesn’t seem like my name, but it is my legal name, because here 10 years later, I changed my legal name again because I had hundreds and hundreds—day after day, week after week, month after month—”I am Grace. I am woman. I am in the childbirth of me.“

You see why I say I’m not a Christian? I’m not trying to conform or comply with stuff that they have codified in concrete and have taught people for eons: “God is this, God is that, God wants this, God wants that.” Phooey, phooey, fum, fum. They don’t know how much they don’t know. They haven’t paid the price. They haven’t gone naked for three years. They haven’t changed how they dress. Have you? Are you willing to? If you’re not willing to, why are you so stiff-necked?

I’m me. I’m Grace Cottingham sitting here, at least my legal name. Maybe I’ll change it back to Theodore. I don’t know. That’s not the issue. The issue, my issue, my blood, my bone, my blood-bone words, the DNA of my words—all that glory-to-glory crap, good marketing. A lot of marketing is not true. A lot of stories that substantiate, corroborate, validate, verify are not true.

When you want to know the truth about God, about becoming born again, it is the most costly thing you will ever do. There is no vicarious atonement. You don’t need a Messiah, Savior, King. Friends, I know a lot of you will not want to believe this, and I understand. You cannot know the truth—you cannot know it—unless you become it. You will always be knowing about it. You will know it through your thought, rather than having birthed it.

There’s no shortcut. There are many people who want to give you the shortcut, the formula. They have figured out the algorithm they’ll give you for $19.95 a month, a subscription to their wisdom that causes you to think every month, every week—you go to church every week to get an injection of thought so that you keep thinking that way. You will never even know what the new birth is, no matter if you study your lights out, no matter if you give your life to God, you give your life to the nomenclature, the lexicon, the diction and grammar where you speak, where you study at seminary, where you get multiple advanced degrees in theology. That’s all study about a theology. That is not the truth. You cannot separate the truth from becoming it.

We speak with each other in words about it, but there’s more to the story of the consciousness of one.

A few days ago, I began to share with you the first few messages that I call the Covenant of Grace. I’ve changed the name of it multiple times. I’ve called it in the past—before, there was a season I called it Theodore’s Covenant—over 3,000 messages. And see, just like I was going to share with you today, and I had thought I was open to going through them, because there’s so much value in them, just like there’s so much value in the Bible. But if you study the Bible and you interpret the stories according to orthodox Christianity, you will never know the new birth. You will think in your thought—your thinker, thoughter, thinker—your thought, your ego, that you’ve complied, that you’ve brought forth a new birth because you did the right thing, you said the right words, like an incantation you rub to the lamp like a genie.

Friends, there’s more to the story. In my surrender to begin dressing as a woman and change my legal name to Grace in Tulsa 10 years ago, and all that brought forth that I experienced, just after a few months I thought, “I can’t do this. I simply can’t do this.” I literally took all my dresses, all my feminine attire and gave it away and bought new clothes. And you would think then I felt relief, right? Peace, peace? No. The conflict was worse than ever. And you can see it in my eyes in the recordings if you go back and study them that are online on YouTube.

And I dealt with that, and I am transparent before you for you to be transparent with you. When I began my quest to know God, I didn’t know how to be transparent, even with God, even with me—to actually bring forth words, audible expressions of something, audible expressions of feelings, of energy.

So what a dilemma. I had already changed my legal name in Tulsa 10 years ago to Grace Cottingham, bought dresses, started dressing. Wow, I was naive. I was terribly naive, and I had to grow up. And sometimes we grow up kicking and screaming against the pricks. We want to be comfortable. We want to think we are in reality. We want to think we’re safe, that we’re not vulnerable. We don’t want to volunteer to go through the lion’s den, do we? We don’t want to volunteer to go through the fiery furnace. Volunteer to go butt-naked for three years? Dress as a woman? Dress as a man?

You see, when you want to know truth, you’re not going to find it outside of you. It won’t be found in what you call the scriptures, no matter how much you study or seek eternal life—a blessing to know God. No.

The old covenant—I’m going to define it this way today—the old covenant is everything about God external. The New Covenant is all about God internal. Ego comes along and says, “External God, you bow down, become a follower, serve, say these words, do these things, and accept what something outside of you has done for you.” But my friend, that’s a lie. God has given you what God is that is perfect and unconditional love. And it does not come with any dose of fear. And you need no faith at all.

All the faith message, all the prosperity message—that’s all based on ego. It’s all based on want, want, want, want. The eye of man, woman, humanity, the eyes in our head, what we physically see of this universe—never satisfied. You get a million dollars, what do you want? Two. You get two, what do you want? Four.

The New Covenant is about the infinite, not the compliance of the finite. What I teach, what I share with you, The School of One—nobody can bring you a genie, a magic lamp, and tell you exactly the incantation to make the genie come out and make your life glory to glory, prosperous, where you’re accepted.

So when I changed my name back to Theodore Cottingham—well, when I had given away all my male clothing, bought dresses, and found out I couldn’t do it, I couldn’t sustain it, I began so many experiences that were so painful for me. I was naive. I was immature. I’m not saying I’m not now; it’s just I was more so then.

So I gave all my dresses away, bought men’s clothing again. And the intensity of the turmoil was so much that several weeks later, I did it again. I know it sounds—it may sound utterly ridiculous, stupid, unbelievable. I gave away all my male clothes again, and went and bought dollar store dresses again, until I could not deal. I couldn’t deal with the hurt, the prejudice. I just—I couldn’t deal with it.

And so I finally decided, “I can’t do this.” And that was it. I gave away all my dresses again, again bought my male attire—blue jeans and boots—and changed my name, my legal name, my passport and everything back to Theodore. And up to that time, I had compiled hundreds of notebooks of what I had been taught, what I had channeled—hundreds, very systematically. That is, in fact, what I did all day. That was my life, my work.

I had no income at all—well, not quite. I lived in a house owned by my mom, and my mom every month gave me her tithe of $200 a month. And that’s what I lived on until I moved to Eureka Springs. And all those notebooks, file cabinets—literally multiple file cabinets that I had maintained—I put it all in the trash. I quit recording. I quit sharing like this.

I bought me a new motorcycle—new to me. And how that money came to me is an amazing, wonderful miracle story. I was on Facebook at the time, and I didn’t know what I was going to do, but I was not going to do what I’d always done. And it just so happened that I got a friend request from a woman. I thought, “Wow.” Anyway, we began to converse on Facebook. I learned she lived in Eureka Springs. And I had already thought and had kind of begun to plan to ride my motorcycle over to Eureka Springs—a lot of hills, a lot of curves around here. And so one day, you know, the woman I was communicating with on Facebook, I said, “You know, I have a motorcycle and I’m planning to ride over to Eureka Springs soon.” She said, “Well, come have dinner with me.” And I did. We became friends. And she invited me to move in with her, and I did. And that’s how I got to Eureka Springs.

And I am very glad, very thankful. So we aren’t together in a relationship now, but we’re friends. And I’ve told her, I will always honor her. Thank her that she invited me.

When you want to know truth, there’s a hell of a price to pay. Do you hear me? There’s a hell of a price to pay. It’s damn well the most costliest thing you will ever expend your energy on, because you’re dealing with your identity—your name, your mission, your purpose, your role, everything that you’ve based your life on the whole time you’ve been growing up. There’s a hell of a cost to pay, and it’s nothing like Christianity says, where you just accept Christ, you accept the vicarious atonement, you just say this little sinner’s prayer and everything will magically get better. You’ll begin to know who you are; you won’t live in conflict, turmoil; everything in your life will be glory to glory. Bullshit.

So I am thankful to be in Eureka Springs. And after some months, I thought: I think I want to record. I think I want to share. I think maybe—I think I was tentative about it.

When you want to encounter truth, friend, there is not an ounce of adamancy in it. And all these people who are so certain and they are so adamant that they’re right and that they have their truth—they’re fools! Don’t be fooled by those who are so certain and so sure they know the truth.

I sure hope you are making notes, because I don’t want you to hurt. I really don’t. I want you to know who you are. I want you to know your new name. I want you to be your new name. And it’s costly. It’s more costly than gold, no matter if gold is ten thousand dollars an ounce or a hundred thousand or a million.

My path has not been as anticipated. My path has not been easy. But I wouldn’t trade it to have many times the wealth of the richest people on earth all combined. When you want to know the truth, it will not set you free. That’s a lie. That’s ego’s interpretation. The ego wants to give you the shortcut, the fast-food version, the microwave. When you want to know the truth, you become it.

And if you are not willing to let the first-person words of truth begin to come through your pen and through your lips, you will never be born again. There’s a flow. This is a flow. This is a new birth, a new creation, a new creation. It’s not the patch-up of the old. This is not something that figures out the algorithm of life and promotes the platforms that’s been promulgated, inculcated, beaten into our psyche.

It’s costly. But oh, the beauty when you’re ready to give up your ashes. When you’re no longer clinging to your molecules, you’re no longer clinging to the interpretation of God being a man, you’re no longer holding on to your belief system to keep you trapped in this framework of the mind, then you can go where man has never gone.

That which is unconditional love will teach you. You can connect. You can collaborate. But friend, when you begin to know who unconditional love is, unconditional love will teach you things unknowable by the ego. Ego will tell you that’s blasphemy. Ego will tell you anything to stay in control. Ego will do whatever it takes—crushing your head, your heel. Ego would rather kill you, make your life miserable to the point that all your power is taken from you. All ego wants is control.

But if you want to believe what you want to believe, what you’ve always been taught, you can do that. But I stand in the gap and I teach.

And just like right then at that micro-moment—you don’t know this, I’ll try to describe it—it’s like, I started, it’s like, ‘My name is,’ and it’s like the word Grace and Theodore are both the same. We think in syllables—words made up of vowels and consonants. But energy is not fabricated that way. There’s so many times that I’ve channeled over these years, sometimes when words come, and it’s like I can’t differentiate. There’s no way for me to actually—I don’t know of a way for me to speak or write words that come forth when there’s two or three words at the same moment. I mean, there are times trying to imagine it, it’s like using a font half height and sliding a word on top of each other or something. I don’t know how. And just right then it’s like: Theodore Grace, Grace Theodore. My name is Grace Cottingham.

You know, I may change it back to Theodore. You see my name. My name is not limited to what I think it is. Whatever my name is, is. What am I? I am. You can call me a human, but I’m not a human. You think I’m limited to this energy? No. But you’re not either, and that’s why I share with you these things.

I don’t know it all. I don’t have all the answers. And the more answers I have—and I have lots, I have been taught a lot, and I’m still being taught, it’s a flow—and the more answers I have, the more questions I have. The more love I have.

And I thought so many, many, many times about the first time I spoke these words: I have changed my source for my words. My ego is no longer the source of my words. My education is no longer the source of my knowledge. I’m no longer limited to all the knowledge, wisdom, and understanding of the world and everything about the world that is outside of me, because I have been taught, and I’m being taught, and I’m teaching from within me for you to experience the process of The New Covenant—the promise of process, the process, the process of picking up your pen.

So I have so many of these lessons, these messages, documents for you to learn from, that you can read from, like 1.1.1, and the ones that I’ve gone over the last few days. And I mentioned, I even sent out a little email with hyperlink to the next document. I think the next one, 1.1.6.

I’m going to share with you something where I’m going with this. I’ve never gone before. We haven’t understood how to glean. My mom—my mom and dad were so wonderful. Mom used to say occasionally, ‘Theodore, be a gleaner.’ Well, of course, my frame of reference for gleaning, what gleaning is, being a gleaner—there was no Google back when I arrived, you know. There was no internet. We were not connected to a bunch of devices. My understanding of being a gleaner came from the book of Ruth, the story of Ruth and Boaz. You can look it up. Be a gleaner.

We haven’t understood the concept of being one and what one is. My friend, this is crucial. It’s imperative. It is non-trivial. It is non-optional for you to begin to grow up and no longer be the naive Christian, the naive whatever you are, the naive man, woman, the naive human. We are no longer limited to this earth.

When you want to know the truth, you have the capacity that I suspect no preacher has ever told you, but I am telling you: you can do everything I did, that Isaiah did—I mean Elijah, Elisha, Jesus. Every miracle in the Bible is showing you your power. The book of Revelation is the revealing of you to you, coming out of the pit—the pit of hell, the hell of separation, the hell held by the ego to think this is reality.

But there’s more to the story. See, there’s so much wisdom, there’s so much to be gleaned. You see, if you begin to study advanced calculus, you don’t throw away all of your knowledge of four-function math. Creation is an iteration. It’s an iterative process to create the new birth. It takes time, effort, and energy. It requires surrender.

But this is where Christianity screws it up so badly. Don’t surrender to something outside of you. Don’t surrender to an external God, to a philosophy, to a theology, to a Bible, to a preacher, a guide, a guru, a king. Ultimate surrender is surrender to be who you really are, where you’re no longer saying, ‘I am this, I am that. I am human. I am a woman, not a man. I am a woman, not a man. I am a human, not a God.’ No. This is where you begin to take ‘I’ out of ‘I’, and the ‘I am’ becomes the ‘Am.’

So four-function math—still important, right? When you get to quantum physics, you don’t throw away your calculus. You don’t forget differential equations. You build on all these things, because it’s all a process revealing revelation: the real you. You are the creator.

And so I’ve had a dilemma, you see, off and on for years dealing with the issue that there are so many things in what I’m calling now the Covenant of Grace that are, in one sense I could say, they’re no longer true. But that’s not really accurate. They’re true, but there’s more to the story, you see.

So now I realized this morning something that I’m slowly getting out of me to put on your table to share, and you decide whether it has value for you. The Bible deals primarily from a standpoint of God being external to you, and you serve it. And I was an orthodox Christian when I began to write the first-person words of God. God was still a male orientation, calling it Father God for so long. And you see, I could have this morning, instead of speaking seventy-eight minutes to you like I have, I could have simply read and gone over 1.1.6. But there’s a process, there’s a flow. There’s a flow that will not make itself known to you if all you’re going to do is pour concrete around it and make it your platform.

So I’m reading truth, but I’m reading truth not—but I’m reading—I don’t know how to do what I’m doing. I don’t have any precedent for what I’m doing.

So I have so many hundreds, several thousand in this Covenant of Grace, like it begins: ‘Tell them to get to know me, to know me more, to know me deeply. Tell them I come where I’m wanted and I leave when I’m not wanted. More want man’s wisdom than want my wisdom, but that will change. More and more of me is coming to the common man, those who want me. They must learn of me and they must learn at my feet if they want to operate in my design. Only so much can be imparted from one person to another. Transformation comes from me and being with me and seeking me and being tenacious, consistent, and focused. Tell them I love them and I want to move through them north. Tell them I have ways and means of communication with them and through them that they’re not aware of. Tell them to open their hearts to me and not limit me to their present theology, doctrine, or set of beliefs that they now hold. Tell them I am doing a new thing.’

You see how many times this is ‘I’, where it’s reasonable to assume the ‘I’ speaking, the author, is God external from you—God in the heavens, God the Supreme, God the Most High. There’s all of these words where God is making God known to you.

But now comes something else: the birth—the birth of a new ‘I,’ where ‘I’ become no longer external to ‘I am.’ And ‘I am’ finally realizes ‘I am’ is the creation, not separate from the creator—the birth of something new, the new creation you, where you begin to create you through your own energy. And you begin to see that creation is cyclical, and a new beginning is taking place and forming the new birth of the creators who surrender to create creation all over again.

You are not an appendage. You are not an observer of this process. I come before you this day asking you to create it—where you’re a creator of you, where you begin to create new energy by new energy, energy not limited to your molecules called the dust of the earth.

So who is this external God? And who is this new source of The Feminine Divine to reproduce that which does not conquer us, that we thought was separate from us, that we now learn is us, the creator?

I think I have the next step, the next link, some more wisdom. I’m holding up this transcript that I just read a few paragraphs of, 1.1.6. My friend, all of these statements about ‘I am’ being a God separate from you—all these stories in the Bible about El Shaddai, about a supreme God, about the Shekinah glory, about heaven and hell—that God is no longer my God. The Feminine Divine—am I Grace, or am I Theodore, or am I both-and?

If I’ve changed the source for my words, what was my source and what am I changing my source to? I’ve said so many times and I’ve taught so much about this. The way that I have taught this at times in the last year or two, and ten years ago at times: The Feminine Divine is supreme. The Bible verses about women coming from the rib of a man is straight out of the playbook of control. Man wants to use the power of life itself. Women have the power. Women have the womb. There’s a power of the generative reproducibility that women have that men don’t have, whether you want to call it the double-X gene or not, deal with the chromosomes.

But see, there’s so much more to the story, and it’s all available to us. It’s available to you: little girl, little boy, old man, old woman. The Feminine Divine recognizes and honors a flow that does not need anything outside of it. The Feminine Divine does not need what we’ve called—what a lot of people call—the divine masculine. The Feminine Divine, the supremacy of The Feminine Divine, is maturing now to recognize the flow of its own consciousness, of its own power, of who it is, of who ‘I am’ is: it. Not needing a male God, not needing a male counterpart, not needing an ego, not even needing form.

The Feminine Divine understands the power of unconditional love that becomes conscious, creates the consciousness of itself in parthenogenesis—in the reproduction without anything outside of it.

So all of these words that have given God outside of us has only brought forth the idea of God and more ego, and the breath of people who want to know about God, about God, about God, to do their table prayers and say little prayers, but never create the new birth. They never birth the inception of what they are, who they are, that they are.

This is The School of One. My name is Grace Cottingham, and I’m a man. I’m a woman. I’m an it. I’m an am. I’m a lover, because I fell in love with love. I changed the source for my words. My words are no longer from the ego, no longer from that which wants to sit on my throne and tell me this is reality.

I am no longer serving a God, nor do I fear any God, any part of any God, or multiple gods that say they are my truth, separating me from my truth, from what I am. I am the creator of me. You are the creator of you.

We are creators becoming conscious of it, rather than becoming Christian mortals bringing forth a bunch of air, talking about, talking about, talking about, talking about God—just talking about it, just talking about it, not doing a damn thing! Where are the miracles?

I know who God is now. I know who your God is, and I know who my God is. And I’ve never said anything like this about what I’m—like what I’m about to say. You who believe God is the God of the Bible represented correctly by orthodox Christianity with a male orientation affirming your separation and your ego of a male God that says ‘I am I am’—I know who that God is now. I know who it is. It’s you who believe it.

And The Feminine Divine that I talk about, that I began talking about in 2016, and calling my name Grace, and saying, ‘I am Grace, I am a woman, I am pregnant, and I am bringing forth a new birth’—and because of my association, my affinity, my relationship with the words of The Feminine Divine: The Feminine Divine doesn’t inculcate fear. The Feminine Divine comes along and says, ‘Oh love, be who I am. Don’t serve me. Please don’t serve me. Give me life. Be who I am.’ And unconditional love bows before you every day, because there’s no ego in it.

I know who The Feminine Divine is now, and it’s euphoric. The Feminine Divine is everyone—every person who believes it, who surrenders to be it, who surrenders to teach it. Because we are in communication at all times with our beliefs. We haven’t known that. We haven’t understood consciousness. We haven’t understood information or the energy of this false world. We think this is reality, and it isn’t. There’s more to the story.

And you who hear these words—pardon—who begin to open to these words that I am sharing with you about The Feminine Divine, about the new birth, about parthenogenesis, and that this is the time of the regeneration, the palingenesia—as you begin to ponder, as you begin to ponder these things that I have shared with you, you begin to connect with me.

I am this message. This message has a frequency. We are a set of energies that are independent, individual, and yet form the consciousness of one, no longer competing with ourselves to be who we really are.

Why do you think the rainbow was given? As a sign? A sign? A sign—what kind of sign? A sign to never flood the earth, or was there more to the story? Maybe it wasn’t associated with the flood. Maybe there’s more to the story. A sign, a sign in the heavens over and over I’m given. It’s a sign of complete energy, the complete energy spectrum, no longer limited to this little visible slice of visible, visible what we call empirical reality.

We are connecting. See, this is why I’ve shared so much about connect, collaborate, create. Connect, collaborate, create. Because we’re all creators—men and women.

I am not sure the gender of man and woman spoken of in Genesis 1 has anything to do with biological formation of our body—what’s between our legs. There may be so much more to the story. Instead of gender, instead of anthropomorphizing the gender, relating gender to humans—people with legs and arms, shoulders and a head—maybe this is actually more related to understand what’s outside of us and what’s inside of us.

I was not born with a physical womb. But I have created mine, and I became pregnant. I became pregnant with the word—the word that I am Grace, that I am I am, that I can do everything that Jesus did and more. And I became pregnant with those words, that through me came an energy that creates the energy to connect with that energy in other people. And now we are going to begin to connect to the point of being able to communicate without words, no longer needing these phones and Wi-Fi.

And the authority of one will emerge in the humble who will lead this nation and farther.

The source for my words exists in the creator’s energy of it—that conscious is, that consciousness has come alive now to behold it revealing itself to it. That is the I am.

I bring to the birth now, and I birth me. I birth my word. When I birth my word, my word will have birthed me. I am one, the same—not the conqueror, but the creator who surrendered to be the conscious creator. I am one.

And when I begin doing the miracles that Jesus did, when you begin to calm the storm, when you begin to raise the dead, coming alive in your consciousness to create the consciousness of your creation being you the creator of one—when you stop all the misogyny, when you no longer have fear of God, fear of the devil, fear of hell, fear of all these theologies, the formations that want to imprint themselves upon you—when you begin doing the impossible as a common person, man or woman, as you begin to do things that they can’t control—religion will say, ‘Oh, you are special. You are special. There’s nobody like you. You are special. You are anointed. You’re divine.’ That’s what religion will say trying to hold on to their position of authority to identify, to codify, to separate you from you.

So you, little girl, little boy, of every nation, tribe, and tongue, no matter what color you are, no matter what socioeconomic status is, no matter where you—you’re in Russia, Ukraine, the Golan Heights, the Gaza Strip, Pakistan, Egypt—no matter where you are, you are not separate from your ability to create the consciousness of who you really are. Because when you become conscious that you are the creator of you, and you can become the conscious creator of you who creates you again to no longer be the put-down, shut-out, to be shut up by an authority other, you will begin to see all people as equal, with the consciousness that if they will condemn no more, will begin to create a new land and a new system of existence, and an energy that does not reuse us for its purposes of separation and destruction.

My name is love—sometimes called Grace, Theodore Joseph, a man, a woman. I identify as me. What am I? I am an ‘I’ of The Feminine Divine, no matter how you spell that.

I have yielded to share my table, my food, my body, my blood, my energy, my power, my authority, my identity, for you to no longer be naive about you. Know that I love you dearly.

And one day we will communicate face to face, not limited to flesh. And all the external realities of power, force, guns, tanks, and bombs will no longer threaten us. We are a network of the angelic Most High—not, but the angelic of who we know who we are: one.

And one is no longer to the disturbance of your force. I am not your Darth Vader with, or am I Yoda without a light saber, or am I you with a pen?

At the table of one, you’re not rejected. You, my friend, are selected, and I select you to be it—the ‘I’ that I am is—no longer embracing the corporation of destruction. I am no longer the empires of the entity of your religions. I am an old man in Eureka Springs named Grace.

I love you all. Grace Cottingham, The School of One on YouTube, meonics.one on the web. Thank you for sharing being me—the truth that you no longer try to find outside of you, but the truth that you finally are willing to surrender to become, and behold the majesty of your breath and its power that no longer solidifies us in sorrow. Be the real you.

You see, one day we take these things off. We take these things off and we won’t need clothes. We’ll be naked, and there’ll be no consciousness of being separate or naked, one gender or the other. We will be lovers who all become one, no longer limited to flesh. That’s the new birth.

Angels be in love with love. Grace Cottingham in Eureka Springs, here for now. Come see me. We have much to create. Let us be about our Father’s business no longer, but ours. I love you. Good day. See you, friends. Thank you again. Good day.

Oh, please subscribe to the channel if you haven’t, but primarily subscribe on the website. Connect with me if you so choose. Connect, connect, collaborate, and create. Good day. See ya. Thank you.

Grace Cottingham
November 9, 2026
Website: meonics.one

Hi folks. I love you. And now I know you are going to love me or hate me. I see that there is no in-between. For the gray matter will rule you if it can, but it’s what you choose. And you will choose, indubitably, not, or are you irrefutably becoming the irrefutable you who knows what life is now, and that it’s not constructed of molecules, of thought realms wanting to be real?

I so often say such significant things in the first few moments of these recordings. I hope you take time to listen to this again, because the immutable you is coming to the forefront and you won’t be mute about it anymore. You won’t be afraid to process this information. You won’t be wary that I’m a false teacher or that you’ve been worshipping a false God. Or are you changing what you worship—how, why, where, when? The immediate me—are you rising now? Are you seeing what I’ve said? In these first three minutes, I’ve told you why.

I’m telling you why, I’m explaining why, I’m revealing why you’re going to love me or hate me. There’s no in-between. My name is Grace Cottingham—Grace Cottingham in Eureka Springs, Arkansas. An old man who enjoys drinking coffee and sharing with you my thoughts.

Love me or hate me, I love you anyway. But I’m asking you to love you. No matter what you think of me, I’m asking you to love you. I’m asking you, no matter what you think of me, no matter what anyone says about me, no matter what happens to my physical body, I’m asking you to see what I am saying about the immutable you and that you have life not limited to this planet.

We haven’t wanted to believe the truth. We haven’t wanted the truth. We have believed a lie. We have believed that we are alone, but we’re not alone. And I’m happy for you to make that statement for all of us: We are not alone. But our mind wants to tell us we are. Our mind wants to say, Be careful. Be careful now what you’re listening to. Be wary of false teachers. Be leery of this guy or this message. Be wary of the people who want to cast you into outer darkness. Or will you be the light, coming out of the oven, baked by no other? Will you be the bread of life now?

It’s easy to dismiss what I’m going to say, what I’m going to talk about, what I’m going to show you. We’ve watched the movies like “Her”, the movie “She”, the movie Lucy—with Scarlett Johansson, Morgan Freeman. We’ve watched the movies: The Matrix, The Adjustment Bureau. But we haven’t wanted to believe. We wanted to dismiss all the things that speak about us not being real. I get it, I understand. It’s only taken me 23 years to believe, to unlearn. It’s taken me decades to unlearn what I knew, because I held on to what I knew was truth. The Bible was God’s Word. We are alone. We are made in the image of God. We’re made by God. Made by God—then why are we separate? We’re made by God to be separate?

Maybe this is the school of unlearning—unlearning everything you know. Well, not everything. But I am asking you to no longer be led by that which you think gives you breath, that created your life. I’m asking you to no more limit it. I’m asking you to be no more ignorant of the truth: that we have been deceived by our own want because we wanted to experience what it would be to create our own creation like we wanted to create it, and have free will separate from everybody else, from everything else, or from the mind of unconditional love.

I’ve shown you many pictures like this in the past. In fact, this was made and I shared it first probably two and a half years ago. So you see why I say you’ll love me or hate me, there’s no in-between. Because when you begin to realize how duped we have been, how naive we have wanted to maintain our existence in a false reality, I can see where so many will hate me, dismiss me, decry me, say I’m a blasphemer, a reprobate, a pagan, an infidel. Maybe they are all right. Maybe you are. Maybe I’m just an old fool in Eureka Springs.

But you are going to face this decision. You are going to face these facts, and you are going to continue to operate with the modus operandi of a digital reflection of you being the observer of you, the observer of your neural network, a simulation that you are somewhere else creating it, OR are you no longer thinking this is a real world? Will you no longer be trying to figure out how Jesus did the miracles? Because they’re impossible! It’s impossible! It’s absolutely impossible! Then why do you believe he did them?

Whatever Jesus did, you can do. Don’t you know that by now? I taught that for how many years? I’ve been teaching like this 23 years. And there’s actually a vast library of my teachings on YouTube.

I am Grace Cottingham. You can see me, hear me, listen to me, study me, rebuke me, call me out. I’m a man, a woman, a transvestite, a gay, straight, bi, trans, whatever I am. Or have I been a quester on a quest all this time? You see, I grew up in a Christian home full of love. My mom and dad were great, excellent, wonderful, exemplary. And they loved my sister and me, and we love each other to this day. My mom and dad are no more in this false world. But I still speak to them. Not every day, but sometimes. Because I know they can hear me. I know they did not cease to exist just like I know now heaven does not exist any more than hell does. That was all a part of the story. Just like the story that we’re alone. We’re alone, we’re alone! Is there any other life in the universe? Billions—billions with a ‘B’—billions of galaxies that have billions of planets! You think we’re the only intelligence? Grow up. Go play with your molecules.

You can go study your Scriptures all day long and think you’re doing right, think you’re doing what you’re supposed to. You can have a tattoo on your forehead in big letters that spell out: IGNORANT, SEEKING TO BECOME MORE IGNORANT, IN SCHOOL OF THE DAMNED.

This is The School of One. I’m Grace Cottingham, a fool for Christ not again because I don’t need a religious template. I don’t need a book, a doctrine, a religion to gratify, to glorify, to justify me being who I am. I am the creator of me. You are the creator of you and you wanted this life, not; you wanted to experience your power to create in the separation of you, separate from my mind. You wanted your mind separate from mine; I wanted mine separate from yours. We were a bunch of minds that used to be connected. We didn’t even need syllables to communicate. We weren’t that dumb. But when we began to get together and decided we wanted to create a force field and do our own thing—our own thing—we created life? Or did we just create a neural network of response mechanisms that operated according to certain frequencies? And we put flesh on everybody so that they couldn’t see the light!

I told you, you’re going to love me or hate me. There’s no in-between. We are not alone. We’ve never been alone. And you see, I’ve been teaching like this for years. But the revelation that has come forth during especially the last two years, but especially this calendar year 2026, takes us into a realm where others can see, not, but where the finite can’t, but the infinite can.

You see, religion has given us a story that basically we are alone. Isn’t that maybe the starting place? We’re alone! And God is somewhere else. And God is the King of kings. And God wants you to love HIM! Grow up! If you want a gendered God, I’m telling you: grow up. Whether you want it to be male or female, grow up! But if you’re going to become a new creation, you need a womb. And you don’t have one, unless you construct it—not the kind I’m talking about. This is not the womb of envy; this is the womb of the infinite.

My name is Grace Cottingham. This is the YouTube channel, The School of One. A YouTube channel: The School of One. The school on YouTube. The School in Eureka Springs. The school of life that teaches you: this is not it.

We can talk about angels. We can talk about connecting to the angelic realm, the realm of light people. I’ve spoken about that, I’ve used that terminology so many times. Connecting to the infinite, the angelic realm. But I know now there’s no need to try to justify what I share with you as the revelation of the infinite, the revelation of you, the revelation of the One, who the ones are that we all were before we wanted to experience our own electromagnetic spectrum.

We haven’t known. We’ve worshipped a God. We’ve worshipped an idea. We’ve worshipped the idea of God. We’ve encountered people in our lives that gave us a Bible and said, This is the word of truth. Study it to be saved, to show yourself to be worthy, a workman. A workman? Work? Ha! I think of Dobie Gillis: WORK! A workman that need not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth. Right! We believed it! We believed God is love. We have done the dance to the tune of sorrow.

This is The School of One on YouTube—the channel, The School of One. I invite you to subscribe if you haven’t. And I invite you to challenge these words and do your own due diligence, because you’re dealing with your life of faith, the life of your future, the life of life itself to no more be just an observer that’s cranked out by other people’s algorithms.

I’m asking you to unlock your door and no more be controlled by the faith message. I’m asking you to empty yourself of all the concepts of the prosperity message. You cannot serve God and mammon. But you can fool yourself quite easily. “Oh, I’m just making money to make sure I have enough when I retire.” Retire? Retire what? Have you chosen your casket yet? Oh, you can go down and prepay for all your funeral expenses. Choose your executor, an executrix, get all your legal arrangements set up. You don’t even have to wait until then; you can buy a casket, have it delivered, crawl in today! That makes just as much sense. Or are you willing to no longer believe the lie that we’re alone?

We’re not alone, we’ve never been alone. You are the creator. You created you. You’re responsible for you. And if you think there’s a Messiah in your future, you’re going to be sadly mistaken—unless you create it to be the one in your mirror that looks like you with your name across your forehead that says: IGNORANT NO MORE.

Meonics.one is the website.

I share with you simply as me. And I make no bones about it. I’m not perfect in your sight, and I won’t be. I just want to be me. I have no desire whatsoever to be an “influencer.” You are a creator, but we haven’t been told it. We’ve been taught we were dumb, we’re stupid, we’re unworthy. We’re unworthy! You need a Messiah! You need a mediator! You need the blood, the blood of Jesus! The atonement! See Christ! See Christ! See the blood of the Lamb!

I understand, I’ve done all that. I’ve taught it before! But I’ve learned there’s more to the story because I connected with grace. And grace, damn it all, is not unmerited favor by God to give you something or have done something for you. The fools who repeat that definition are, in fact, ignorant, trying to reproduce their ignorance. Grace is very costly. Because if you accept grace, you begin to experience it. And for you to begin to experience it, you begin to create it. And to create it, you begin to flow it. It’s not information that you master. It’s not an event that you come to one moment, say a little prayer, and you transmogrify, you transform, you morph into something else. No, that’s all foolishness. It’s all part of the setup. It was all part of the sting, the operation of the sting. O death, where is your sting? Or are you willing to defeat the last enemy—death? 

Are you willing to experience the resurrection? Are you willing to create—create what?—your own revelation, experiencing the school of you, the school of who you are, where you begin to connect with the infinite? You begin to connect with the invisible. You begin to communicate and collaborate where there is communication from within you. This is The School of One, where you’re no longer looking to an authority figure outside of you: man or woman, professor, king, preacher. My friend, there’s more to the story. And it’s going to get hot in here! Or are you changing your climate, or are your walls crumbling? Are the bugles blowing, the trumpets blaring? Do you hear the clarion call? Will you no longer build the walls of religion around you thinking you’re right, seeking a certainty, justifying it any which way you can?

Did you watch the movie The Thirteenth Floor? The immaculate deception is that this—all of this, this cup, this microphone, what you’re looking at—is all real.

You may have just connected with this channel on YouTube. I invite you to subscribe, double click the little bell and get notified if you want to when I come online like this. About 10 or 15 minutes ago I had the idea, I made a YouTube post—not a video, I made a written post—and said I’m going live in 5 or 10 minutes. If those are valuable to you, if you want those, let me know. Because I don’t record, I don’t teach the same time every day. And though I teach most every day, I don’t all.

I invite you to go to this YouTube channel and set aside some time—a half hour, an hour, a half a day—and simply scroll through the titles. Maybe go back six months and come forward, and see the progression of the titles. Nothing is holding you back from learning all there is to know. And believe me—no, I don’t want to say believe me, believe whatever you want to believe, believe your truth. But see, the problem: your truth will not set you free. There is a truth that may set you free, but you create it. But when you come face to face with your creator and realize it’s you, and you begin to pull the veil back off of your eyes and no longer see men as trees, or will you say another prayer, or will you begin to interface with another energy, another realm? You see, we see through a glass darkly, right? But it’s time, just like it says in the first chapter of Jeremiah: to uproot, to tear down. And I’m here. My name is Grace. I’m an old man; you didn’t think I would come like this. But I’m here on Earth preparing you for the new beginning so that you’re no longer limited to the two eyes in your head nor the hearing in your ears. But you’re here, and you begin to uproot and tear down and unlearn all that has given us a fake reality, a false sense of security, a sense of unworthiness that tells us we need a God, that we need to worship, we need to prostrate ourselves, we need to fast and pray and intervene for the Messiah to come.

The Bible has so much truth in it, hidden in plain sight. I quote so often John 14:12: “If you believe in me,” Jesus said, “you will do the works I do.” But not only the works I do—as if that’s not enough! Feed the 5,000, raise the dead, calm the storm? He said, “If you believe in me, you’ll do the things I do, and MORE, and MORE.” If you don’t have the power to do them, the only reason is you don’t know you have the power. And when you begin to know you have the power, it’s inseparable to create it, because this is not about information. This is about who you are. This is not an identity of your ego, of your self. This is becoming who we are before Earth existed, before this cosmos was built, before an electron existed, before you became the dust of the Earth in human form. Or what is human form? Simply a reproduction of what you think you’re experiencing. Or have we been able to tell the difference between what we’re thinking and what we’re experiencing? Or are we experiencing a lie in, on, of, conceived by our neural network? You think that’s brainware you’re wearing? How many times over these years, probably several hundred, I share with you: that thing between your ears is an ENIAC. You call it a brain. You can call it wonderfully and marvelously made. But do you know what an ENIAC is?

You know, it’s amazing now in this present day realm to think of all our advancements. ENIAC stands for Electronic Numerical Integrator and Computer. It was the world’s first general-purpose, fully electronic digital computer, designed during World War II. It was formally unveiled in 1946. Unlike modern silicon chip computers, ENIAC was a massive industrial machine built around thermionic vacuum tubes. It weighed 30 tons! That was the first computer like this. It had 17,500 vacuum tubes, over 5,000 hand-soldered joints. But the ENIAC lacked stored-program capability. Programming was a physical labor process rather than writing software code. Programmers had to trace mathematical algorithms by manually configuring patch cables. The execution speed, once wired, performed calculations thousands of times faster than the electromechanical computers of its day, executing approximately 5,000 cycles per second.

You can think you are fearfully and wonderfully made, that there’s a heaven and a hell, that your Bible is the Word of God, that this is reality, that you need to plead the blood—the blood of the Lamb—that there’s a soon-coming King coming back to establish his kingdom. You can believe all those things. And you can hate me, and you can love me. But if you love me, you become me. For I am One. This is The School of One. This is the school where you choose to no longer kid yourself about who you are, where you are, and what you have the capacity to see, feel, think, create, and operate as. You’re no longer choosing to believe the lie.

I can see where it’s a lot more appealing to believe the lie. You did watch The Matrix movie, didn’t you? Did you watch it, or did you understand it? Or was it just entertainment, or was it a series of teaching lessons for you to begin to understand the analogies in play? There’s so much truth in the Bible, but it’s hidden in plain sight. And the way the Bible has been always taught obscures you from the truth, because the ego interprets it.

My name is Grace Cottingham. I am responsible for these words as I share them with my breath. I am this message, and this message will never die. Because it’s time. And in many of your Bibles, you can look and you can find a word: regeneration. Regeneration—palingenesia. It’s the time of the regeneration. It’s the time of the new beginning, where the old is passing away, where we will no longer wear these ENIACs, and we will no longer be naive, reinforcing our ignorance, choosing certainty instead of love.

When you come into this school, you become vulnerable. There is a vulnerability. But if you open up your heart and you become vulnerable, I suggest you seriously know the values, the foundational values of how decisions are made, and whether they are based in love of a Bible: an external love—or whether they have become love themselves. And if you’re not willing to be unconditional love in this false world, don’t come here. I won’t have time for you.

Grace is costly. To accept grace, to accept exoneration, to create your freedom from this false world, this false reality, this imprisonment… The Bible gave you hundreds of analogies, stories to assimilate to see if you can see. Or did your eyes rob you from seeing the slavery you were in in Egypt? Who do you think Israelite, the Israelites were in the Bible? You think that’s a story about long ago and far away in a galaxy that somebody just passed you a record of? You can believe that. Or you can see: this is about us.

You can believe that Bible verse that talks about “I saw Satan fall like lightning from heaven,” and you can think it was back there. You can think it was a part of history, even maybe before time began. You can think whatever you want to think! Because you are comprised of thought; you’re a thought machine! You’re a thought-machine just like electricity operates on all these circuit boards, and all of AI is plugged in to electricity.

And when you choose to unlearn, when you choose to leave what we have known, the homes of the home of our flesh, when you choose to leave this false world, it’s very costly. Because you’ll be laughed at, you’ll be scorned, you’ll be spit upon. Your family members may disown you, call you a little off in the head, tell you you need help, you’ve been watching too many movies. I get it.

The regeneration—a Greek word, palingenesia. I’ve mentioned it multiple times. Two Greek words—I’ve only asked you to learn about two Greek words. It’s about all the Greek I know: parthenogenesis, palingenesia. There’s a new beginning whether you believe it or not. You see, what you believe does not create the truth. I’m going to tell you, I’m going to say that again: What you believe does not constitute truth, what you believe will not create the truth. And furthermore, the truth will not make you free. But when you’re ready to leave the limitations of the flesh, when you are ready to no longer be limited to that tiny, tiny little narrow bandwidth of the visible energy spectrum, when you’re tired of being limited to the speed of light, when you’re tired of being limited to your neurons and your molecules and the electromagnetic sea of waves, oscillations, frequencies… when you’re ready to be who you really are, it costs you everything. There are no shortcuts.

My name is Grace Cottingham inviting you to subscribe to this YouTube channel and explore—explore the website meonics.one. And do your due diligence. And when people want to quote their Bible verses that are special to them like “God is not mocked, whatsoever a man reaps he shall… he shall reap whatever he sows he shall reap,” there may be some truth in that. But what’s your truth?

I’m not asking you to accept my truth. I have no desire to persuade you that I’m right. I actually, I, Grace Cottingham, I don’t want to convince you or persuade you that I’m right. Because I know it is necessary and crucially, crucially important for you to do your own due diligence, because you are the creator of you. And if you’re going to do all the miracles that Jesus did and more, you learn, and you suffer. Hate to tell you that. The Bible says Jesus learned—learned how? He learned by the things he suffered. Don’t think he’s coming back to bring peace and set up a kingdom just to exalt you to be one of his harem! Or have you even studied the words in red, the words in Revelation, the words in Jeremiah? Have you studied the miracles of Elisha, Elijah? Do you realize those people aren’t special? Neither was Jesus.

Then I wrote a book over a 10-year period of time, and still say it’s of tremendous and great, significant value: Jesus the Pattern. Why is Jesus the Pattern such a powerful and significant book even right now? Because Jesus was a commoner, just like you and me. You can call him special, exalted Son of God, Son of the Morning, the noonday sun. You can verbalize whatever consonants and vowels you want to emit through your vocal cords with your breath. But when you’re ready to know the truth, it comes through your lips.

This is The School of One. My name is Grace Cottingham. This is the school of you being the creator of you again, to come out—to come out of religion, to come out of your false reality, to come out of your slavery to the flesh, and do all the things Jesus did and more.

Remember the story, or did you care about the details and the nuances? Did you study, did you analyze, did you ponder the nuances of the ramifications of every single Bible story? When Jesus’ disciples came to him and said, “Master, the people are hungry. Should we go to town and get them food to eat?” what did Jesus reply? “YOU feed them!” They did not know how. They did not know they could. Those disciples still had not gotten the message. Jesus said, “You feed them!” I suppose they stood there and looked at each other like a cow at a new gate, or maybe like you may feel inside of you hearing all these words. Jesus said, “You feed them.” So Jesus walks over, and maybe it is insignificant, maybe it’s a detail that’s just a trivial detail, but maybe not… Did Jesus just walk over and speak and a banquet feast fed 5,000 people? Or did he ask, “Does any among you have any food?” To him who has, more will be given! Haven’t you heard that somewhere along the path of life? To him who has, more will be given. Will you not spit out my words? Will you listen and consider them and do your due diligence? Jesus said, “Does anybody have any…” “Oh, well, no… well, wait, it’s not enough to matter.” A little boy has a brown bag lunch his mom packed him: got two fish, five loaves of bread. “So whatever you have, bring it here. Bring it here. Bring that little offering of almost nothing and let’s see what happens when you offer it to that that does not limit you.” You see, there’s an unconditional love that does not limit you. Jesus showed his disciples he wasn’t after the glory for feeding the 5,000. Jesus never wanted worship. Jesus is a commoner just like you and me, flesh of flesh. When he came out of that womb, he didn’t know who his parents were, he didn’t know Aramaic, Hebrew, or Greek. He was not some anointed Messiah; he was a common person just like you and me. And when you begin to see Jesus in his humanity, you can begin to see the power of understanding that you are the power of you when you surrender to be who you really are: the creator of you. And the creator consciousness is now coming about, and religion will not crush our heel, nor taint our mind anymore. Because the serpent that wags in so many people’s mouths will not control our reality. And we will begin to understand the power of our words and the radiance of our healing message to each other.

This is just the beginning, and there’s more to come. And though I’ve taught like this for 23 years, according to the revelation that I had experienced at that time and the connections that I had at that time, I have changed the source for my words, you see. I’ve had time to do it, I’m 75!

What I speak of that’s coming about has been hidden. It’s been hidden from your eyes. It’s been hidden: the mystique of Christ, the mystery of Christ. “Oh, it’s unknowable! You can’t know things from the other realm, the other side! You can’t look through the veil!” Yes, you can. When you’re willing to pay the price. What’s the price? Time, effort, diligence, study! Creating new neural pathways where you begin to uproot and tear down… What is it, book of Jeremiah chapter 1? It’s time to uproot and tear down a lot of structural, structural beams, structural icons that exist in our neural, neural, neural networks—the neurons.

Don’t you want to do all the works that Jesus did and more? If you don’t, I’m not your teacher. Don’t come near me. I care about the people that blow up everybody—blow up people every day, they’re sending bombs, wrecking people’s lives, their homes. And even though this may be a false reality, you are coming now face to face with the reality that it’s false so you can do something about it! So that you can terminate, you can abolish war, abolish those who teach us to lie, cheat, and steal, to submit to death instead of telling you you’re the creator of life, we’ve never been alone. The slavery has been—that’s represented in the Bible as Egypt—it’s been the slavery to our mind, that which creates a perception of reality, not unlike we create a computer game, a digitized representation of our skill, of our tact, our desire for domination. Now millions of people play online massive online computer games, shoot-’em-ups. And the more real they get, the more successful they are. In conquering what? People’s mind, their attention span, their emotions.

Who are we? We’re not a people made by God anymore. We don’t need that spiritual, that religious template anymore. And it’s not that we want to be sacrilegious or agnostic; it’s that we are growing up and beginning to see our POWER! Power! Or are we beginning to experience our unconditional love for each other? An unconditional love for each other where we begin to see that we’ve never been separate. We’ve never been separate. And all the idea of all the planets that exist light-years away, we travel to them now by thought. Every galaxy in the cosmos is but a thought away, because it is all inside of us. And now we are no more playing the game of religion, the game of a separate entity. We’re not aligning ourselves with the principles of this world. We will no longer be magnetically interfered with, your interference patterns.

I’m Grace Cottingham. I guess I’ll go take a walk.

So when you look in your mirror today, the next time you look in your mirror, what are you looking at? Are you willing to be no more controlled by your mind that thinks you are a flesh person, in reality, made by God who loves you? Or will you intervene? Will you stand in the gap? Will you begin to love your children, your parents, your coworkers, your people—the ones in Gaza, the ones in Sudan, Ukraine, Russia, where so many places in the world live in such torment, live in fear, live in ignorance? It’s time for a new world. But it won’t come in the hands of your Jesus; it will come through yours. Your words with your breath, where you connect and you collaborate as equals with the real world that’s infinite, no longer glorifying your flesh computer game.

This is The School of One on YouTube. I invite you to subscribe, click the little notification bell and get notified whenever I come online. I teach almost every day like this. You know people, I bet you know other people that might enjoy knowing about this message. Let them know, if you want to. No burden. In the last few months especially, if my teaching had a numerical number, it’s like it’s gone logarithmic, recalibrating! It’s time.

It’s time to do things you’ve never done. I so desire for you to be the real you so that when you understand you have the opportunity and it’s time you won’t be saying, you won’t be calling me saying should you go to the store and buy food for 5,000, and you won’t be hearing me say “You feed them,” because you’ll know what to do. Because you’ll understand the stories of the past pertain to the now. You’ll understand that time is not linear like we have thought. You’ll understand the machines under the influence of religion are no longer placated with the ideas that cause a cultural identity to surrender to death.

My name is Grace Cottingham. I love you all. See the website Meonics.one, please. Explore the Godwords. Just another word, a portmanteau. That’s not an oxymoron, but it’s a word I put on the website: Godwords. Words that came. What do you start with? Start with a word. Start with an idea. Does anybody here have any food? “No, not enough to matter.” Don’t let anybody else assess you where you limit yourself to what they say. Take the limits off of you and each other, and be the limitless: the angelic few, not, but the mighty many—the mind of One, of many ones who share because we love unconditionally.

Do your due diligence, please. Be in this school, be in the school of the real you where you connect with it and it breathes with your breath, where you breathe life into it, speaking the words that you exchange the energy with, to understand and create the fruit of your own tree of life in your garden, no longer trying to be faithful to see another.

I love you all. I go now. I change often the description of this channel on YouTube and I changed it this morning. So it’s there if you want to see it. And if you value having a little post like I made this morning where I post on this channel that I’m going live in five or ten minutes, let me know. The value of one is inestimable.

A woman phoned me a few days ago and she said, you know, I appreciate being on your mailing list. That you’ve let me connect. That you send out the transcripts that you do. She said, “so often. I go and print them. I print them off so that I can take them upstairs and read them in bed. They mean so much to me.”

You may never know how much that meant to me. And how many times I’ve asked myself, does anybody care?

Unconditional love cares about you. The infinite, ubiquitous network of inconceivable love lets you conceive it. Where you’re not a co-creator of this universe. Because you’re not separate to be a co-creator, Two separates or many separates coming together to act as one. This is where you become the conceiver, the transceiver. You begin to change what you know with an increasing willingness to unlearn what we have been taught as truth and what we thought was reality.

And we begin to create the new beginning. And that’s how we begin to encourage each other with the knowledge of one to all do the works that Jesus did and more.

I love you, lovely. That’s my name for you this day; may be different tomorrow. So if you tattoo your name on your forehead, not that I recommend it, but you know what I’m saying. Your new name. I love you. Let your new name be love, joy, peace, mercy, grace creating a new world.

If you want to be on the mailing list, you can subscribe. There’s actually two places. Well, three, I guess.

You can click subscribe to the YouTube teachings like this. And on the website, there are two. At the moment, the little black rectangle that says subscribe allows you to receive the regular posts that I send out that includes a transcript. But if you want to connect with me personally, there’s a connect button where you can put in your name, your name and email, I think is all that’s there.

I love you. And I hope you now know what I believe. I believe in you. And I believe what you have in your ability may feed a lot more than 5,000. We’re coming into the infinite. Be prepared for the new beginning and lead it. Begin to teach and share and be controlled no longer by another. Okay, good day.

Thank you again for the privilege of being with you this day. Share these words, this message to be the real you. Record it. Transcribe it. Write about it. Write an article about it. Be this message to each other. Changing everything. I love you.

Grace Cottingham
https://www.youtube.com/@TheSchoolofOne

Good day.

Grace Cottingham
 November 07, 2026
 Website: meonics.one

Hi wonderful people. I have an announcement to make that I hope is clearer, more understandable, and more assimilate-able than I’ve ever said before.
 
 The School of One is alive. The School of One, that name which I am going by at the moment, The School of One, is alive. It’s a living, breathing school. It’s a school of life. This is not a school of information gathering and data mastery.
 
 The School of One, the name of this school that I teach in at the moment—and I will probably change the name of it, maybe more than once; I’ve changed it a dozen times in the last 20 years—The School of One is alive.
 
 The School of One has many names and many functions, or is the primary one for you to know you, no longer stuck to the image that you see in your mirror. This is the school of you. This is the school of you for you to teach you. The breath of the life of the one who creates it is, in fact, you where you begin to see that God is alive—not; God was never dead—or are you changing your definition of what you are, what God is, what life you now live?
 
 Thank you for being here today. My name is Grace Cottingham, and this is The School of One on YouTube; A YouTube school? A school of life, a school of love, a school of consciousness. A school of you creating yours again to no longer be limited to the role that you have accepted to play up until now on planet Earth as an Earthling!
 
 I’m Grace Cottingham, and I don’t have anything to say to you today. I don’t seek to say anything. I don’t even seek to teach you.
 
 I seek for you to begin to understand that if you learn who you are—and not only learn who you are, but what you are, and what you have the capacity to do, to be, to heal—you must do more than learn. There’s a process to become. This is not the school that seeks for you to know all the right answers. This is the school that you enter to live, for life, to be the creator of again, restoring your crown in humility rather than your ego and then trying to worship something else.
 
 I’ve been sharing these words like this for 23 years. And I am making changes. I’ve made a lot of changes. I’ve changed a lot of times. I’ve changed the name of the school several times. I’ve changed my name. I change what I’m doing, how I’m doing, and how I’m approaching being me, to share with you the things that one wants to say, where I don’t limit the one to say them, I don’t limit you to be the one to hear them or the one to write them or the one to give them breath.
 
 You see, this is a new day, and this school is alive! So I’m teaching this school about, differently now, to see this school is alive. This school may, in fact, have a campus at some point—a physical, tangible campus that you can come go to different classes in. It may have a campus with buildings. It may be one given me to share with you, and it may be the University of the New Covenant called then, called now The School of One. One will you be, one of many ones, all equal, all who know the truth, who have become the truth in your shoes, so that you are doing all the miracles Jesus did and more, because your breath gives it life.
 
 And the life of the living word is that which comes through your mouth! It’s alive! This word is alive that I am passing on to you because I am not originating it in my own intellect that I hold separate and call me anymore. I am channeling the one, whether you call it that or not. You can say I’m speaking for God, as God. The nuances of how you speak does not control me or it.
 
 When you are ready, you will begin to see the teacher is you. And you will no longer need to attribute it to God, a holy icon, a sacred divine story about… But you can! You can talk about Christ. We can talk about Christ—not the Christian one, but the role of Christ, the body of Christ. Christ being woman. God being a woman. The truth of that does not depend on what you think of it, nor what you call it, nor what you envision it as, no matter how much you want to or don’t want to anthropomorphize this idea, this concept of God, a king of kings. Or will you see the school is alive in you, of you, that you are it of, if you will become one with it, in it, as it is, no longer trying to change it.
 
 If you think everything that I’ve taught all these years and every day like this is out of my skill, my tact, my intellect, my ability—oh, my friend, if that’s the case, there’s been a failure in communication.
 
 I channel for you to channel. I teach for you to teach. I am alive for you to be alive in a new way, with a new tongue that’s not defined by glossolalia. Or will you change what you have babbled ever since you’ve been at the Tower of Babel? Or will you change all your syllables, all the concatenation of your portmanteaus and oxymorons? Will you no more want to be a sesquipedalian, or will you in fact begin to learn to communicate without words being necessary, where you begin to interact with more than a thought that you are hearing someone else speak? Will you begin to interact in you, with you, with your energy that has not been trained how to listen and cultivate your own captivity? Will you begin to set you free to spark and sparkle? Where you begin to have new ideas, new thoughts, new motivation for life, for living, a reason to live now. A life beyond what has been controlled by you this far, controlled by you, controlled by others, controlled by control, controlled by edict, controlled by command, demand. The 12-step commandments, not. Or are you changing everything you see about the ten at your table? Or will you arise now and no longer be the lepers waiting outside the city wall to die, or will you get up and do something, go somewhere, begin to speak, begin to write?
 
 I am not perfect in your sight. I, probably like most people, have my own quirks. As my dad would say sometimes, everybody has their own peculiarities.
 
 I’d like you to get a vision today of something new, brand new, maybe that you never thought of like this. Imagine with me a thought idea. Be a little playful, lighten up.
 
 By the way, this is The School of One on YouTube. I invite you to subscribe if you haven’t. I invite you to tell others about it—others, friends you have in other countries. People that you may in coming days, out of the blue, spontaneously just have an idea: “I should tell so-and-so about this teaching, about this channel, about this school that’s alive, that teaches the school…” The school is inside the student. The school is inside of you.
 
 Now, I can come over here and I can approach this in a way that says: If you think you’re made by a supreme God, that’s okay for now. But you’ll learn there’s more to the story when you get in high school. You’ll never make it in college unless you begin a new learning system where you create it, the campus, the buildings, the students, the student—the one student! A whole campus, a whole campus in multiple buildings for one student, just you! Or will that entire campus and multiple buildings be inanimate no more, where the campus and the buildings actually breathe, because you are breathing life into them?

You begin to no longer look at a Bible and ever again call that the word of God. That book is not a living book! You are the life of the living. Don’t partition it and live your life in a small way. I’m asking you to come alive in a new way and no longer live the life that says you’re a human limited to your humanosity, your humanology, your molecules. Life, you see, is more than the interaction of molecular particles: atoms, electrons, neutrons, protons, gluons, quarks, sparticles.
 
 I’m inviting you to see a new paradigm of life and learning where you are not the one simply listening to someone else teach you through what you hear through your ears or see with your eyes in print. Because this world is not as it seems, my friend. This world is not anywhere near as real as you think it is, as it seems to be. There’s just so much more to the story, and you are so much more elegant than you have ever once let yourself imagine.
 
 You, my friend, are beautiful. Absolutely gorgeous. More than words can describe! Because I know you’re not limited to your flesh, and I know these things because I’ve let myself, I’ve let me teach me. I called it God; now I call it the ones. It doesn’t matter what I call it. There is a breath of life, a substance of unconditional love that operates with agency that is ubiquitous. You cannot run from unconditional love. You can’t escape it. You’ve never been separate from it. You don’t need a mediator to find it, or to seek a messiah. You just really yearn to be the real you.
 
 You see, all religion comes along and says: You’re not worthy. You’re not worthy. You’ll never be enough! No matter what you do, no matter how much makeup you… no matter how much money you spend on your cologne and your clothes, you’ll never be enough. You’ll always be wondering: How do I look? Does she like me? Does he think I’m okay?
 
 But when you begin to see unconditional love interact with you as an equal—and if you want to call it an equal with God, that’s okay. If you want to apply your template of religion and call this Christ consciousness, it’s okay. It won’t defeat it. But it’s not necessary. And it’s not appropriate to put somebody else down because they are not looking at what you call unconditional love calling it a name that you name it with. Maybe they call it some other name. Maybe it’s a little different nomenclature: Elohim, El Shaddai, Adonai, Yahweh, Jesus, God, Holy Spirit.
 
 What can we agree on? I’m not trying to negotiate a compromise; I’m asking you to begin a learning system—a learning system that is alive, a learning system that is a system of education where you are no longer led astray about what reality is, what your limits are, what you have the power to do, say, seal, sign, open, renege on, revoke, disavow, divorce. We’re not living in the court of many opinions anymore that determine our outcome. We’re not social media led by. We’re not the fools of those who want to determine our worth.
 
 The School of One is alive. The School of One is the school of the new covenant. It’s the school of grace, it’s the school of mercy, it’s the school of peace. It is the school that creates it through your living word to hear, not a voice, but to begin to sense an energy. You are seeing in your sight me doing this right this moment.
 
 I don’t have all the answers, and I’m not always perfect. I’m not always right, and I do not offer you any level of certainty like the religious do. Well, anybody that’s dogmatic about their certainty, trying to convince you to be certain of their certainty that tells you what to believe—I suggest you run from. You no longer let them program you.
 
 So I stand in the gap. I sit here making these recordings, standing in the gap. Though you may see me sitting in a chair, I’m standing in the gap for you to begin to breathe a new learning system. I don’t think I’ve ever said that phrase like that! That’s wonderful, it’s powerful, it’s elegant.
 
 I am so thankful that I began to deal with computers in the very early ’80s, right when the IBM PC came out. So I’ve dealt with computers a long time. But there’s only maybe a handful of times, if that many, that I’ve dealt with a computer program that I began to use and said: That is elegant. And you may completely disagree and that’s okay. You may completely laugh. But still to this day, the primary standout computer program that qualifies for that in my eyes, my experience, a little program called PC-File written by Jim Button. Elegant. Elegant! He wrote it, he made it affordable, it was so intuitive, it was so understandable, it was so flexible. If I hit a wrong button, it didn’t go up in smoke. It didn’t get mad with me. It didn’t get angry and pound on the table or short out the rest of the building. It was an amazing program. It was a flat-file database that you could learn to operate so easily. And it was a really pioneering little program.
 
 Do you see what I’ve said? Can you make the link? Are you willing to see an example, hear a correlation, understand an analogy?
 
 Religion has taught us to be rigid, brittle, brutal. Religion teaches us to assess constantly. They don’t use that word, but constantly assess, assess, assess, assess! Assess! Assess everybody, critique them, so you can condemn them! Oh, they don’t say it like that, they say: “Beware of false teachers. And remember, it’s a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living God.”
 
 My friend, in The School of One, there is no fear cultivated here. And whatever cultivates fear in you is not of love. Period! Whether it’s your husband, your wife, your family, your parents, your employer, your neighbor. The fear-mongers are brittle, brutal, and most often narcissistic gaslighters. And a lot of them become masters of it.
 
 Perfect love casteth out all fear. The operation—the operation, the process of the new covenant is to live it. The process of the new covenant, the promise of the new covenant is the process that you will experience it experientially so that you will not separate from it!
 
 Please at least consider writing down what I just said. Please consider taking notes. If you are in this school: commit, connect! Commit, commit, commit! I’m not asking for money. I am asking for you to begin to love you with an elegant love. An elegant love that begins to recognize your regal nature, and that you were never made by a supreme divinity to be separate. And all this idea about vicarious atonement and needing a savior is not only not necessary, it’s obfuscating the truth—the truth of your own elegance, the truth of your power, the ability of your authority to accomplish things impossible.
 
 So I don’t want to teach you from my intellect. I share an experience, a story occasionally, like PC-File. I talk about different experiences, I share about my parents, who I love dearly and miss, and every once in a while, still yet, though they left this life years ago, I still speak to them. Because I know they’re not dead. They’re not living in their flesh suit that they wore many years that I knew them with. They were immortal before all of this began, just like you are.
 
 There’s no heaven or hell awaiting you like religion teaches that they are so certain of. They are so certain of because they want the answer. They don’t want to be answerless. But see, in The School of One, you don’t have the actual final answer! This is not a school by formula. This is not life by algorithm. This is a flow. You don’t live by certainty. You matter. You are no longer made on the potter’s wheel, drying out to be the fallow ground, the clay, the flesh of clay, the clay of flesh. I’m asking you to rehydrate you.
 
 Can you recycle old pottery? Do you put new wine in old wineskins or do you do something different? I call you life. I speak life unto you this day. I speak life unto you this day, the regal life, the nature of the true you—the true you that never fell into the position of creating your own possession in separation from the one. The one still exists. The ones are infinite. The ones communicate. The ones interact with people still living who let… who let.
 
 But so many people want what I’m talking about, but they want to control the flow. They want to control the syllables. They want to control the diction and grammar. And I don’t. I want to set you free.
 
 But I can’t set you free, can I? But I know who can. There’s only one. And it’s not some Messiah. It’s not a male figure. It’s not a divine supremacy of another agency. It’s you! Where you begin to see you are no longer the leper sitting outside the city wall waiting to have an idea to go to the enemy’s camp. Or is all of this a reality imposed upon our neural network that we think we are so sure it’s so real because it’s tangible, physical? You can mold it, heat it up, pour it in a mold.

I’m asking you to be molded no more by religion, but begin to breathe the school of the new covenant, The School of One. Actually, really, what I’m talking about is the school of you. Where across your forehead, across your forehead, across your forehead you write your name in lights, in love! Not necessarily in neurons, not a third eye as such per se as some teach, or are you no more limited to the two in your eye sockets? You’re no longer limited to the photons that reach your retina. You begin to see more. You begin to see maybe there are particles that we don’t know about, beside the quarks, the gluons, the pions. Maybe, maybe there’s more to the story. There’s more to the story than the brittlers want us to believe, those who want to cast us into their mold and make us brittle, brittle fallow ground, non-flow’ers who think the word of God got stuck in a book.
 
 The masterful deceptioners will no longer rule over you if you begin to live your school. Your school is inside of you. Your school has a life. Your school brings you breath, so that you never experience death, but breath—the breath of life. And the breath of life, you flow, you flow, you flow! It’s an energy!
 
 I’m not talking from my database of intelligence, my database of things that I’ve memorized. I’m talking from the database of knowledge, of words that have come through me from another world to give me a basis for a continual understanding of a school without walls. A church without a temple? Or are you the temple of the Most High? Or will you no longer separate from it and begin to see the regal composition, that what it’s composed of is what you are, the temple not made with hands, the consciousness, the fabric of the universe creating a new one.
 
 I’m not bound by the laws of your scientific method, nor limited to the peer review of your masters. I’m not the religions of the Far East, or am I breathing new life into something? Are you letting me, an old man, 75, named Grace in Eureka Springs, breathe some new life into you to see, to see, to see—not limited by your eyes! 

How are you seeing? Are you seeing with my words? Will you begin to see you’re not limited to the lie, the immaculate deception. Will you no longer surrender to your last enemy, death? Are you willing to be incorruption? Willing to be incorruption that puts on corruption no more! Will you wear the incorruptible crown?
 
 Unconditional love is a flow of energy that communicates. Let there be new breath in you this day. I’m asking you to breathe new life into you—new life into your thinking, new life into your resiliency. And that you’re no more ambivalent about it. Or are you becoming ambidextrous, or using both sides of your brain or will you no more be limited by one because your consciousness is connecting, collaborating. Collaborating, letting, interacting as equals—as equals, being equal! Let this mind be in you which was in Christ Jesus, who thought it not robbery to be equal with God.
 
 So I stand in the gap. My name is Grace Cottingham with The School of One on YouTube inviting you to subscribe, inviting you to connect, inviting you to my… it’s not my website at all. My website doesn’t exist for me, my website exists for you to begin to breathe no longer the lie that says you must die!
 
 Think about it. The millions who want to stand in front of you and say: “You must die! And then the judgment!” And then the assessor will decide whether you’ve been naughty or nice. Grow up!
 
 You can be religious about it or not, but increasingly what I communicate with invites me, tells me I don’t need to be religious about it. I don’t need to use the religious template. I wrote a book on *Jesus the Pattern*. It’s still valid, you can learn a tremendous amount about it. But if you think you’re going to accept Jesus like the religious tell you to, you miss the whole story, you miss the point, you don’t understand who you are. Because you’ve never needed a savior or to experience what religious call salvation, because you’ve never been separate from unconditional love. The unconditional love is simply a name of the ubiquitous nature of the ones’ consciousness.
 
 Your school is inside of you. I am not your teacher, though I invite you to learn from me as long as you want to. But your true teacher, who will teach you all things—all things, all things, all things, all things, even how to hang stars in space—that teacher is inside of you. And you don’t have the ability, the power to separate from it, because its power is the power of your breath.
 
 So I come against the clergy, not. I’m at war with the patriarchy, not. But I abolish ignorance. So the people who want to vow to their separation, vow to their Holy Bible, vow to their holy God, vow and constantly renew their commitment to death and that they will die for what they believe, can do so. But I stand in the gap and I’m issuing the clarion call: Don’t buy that message! Those who teach you to beware of false teachers are the false teachers!
 
 Be not afraid of the unknown. Be not afraid to go inside of you and begin to change who you speak for, where you begin to change the source—the source of what? The source of your words! Where your words are no longer limited to your intelligence or the functions of your neurons. You begin to connect with a consciousness that is ubiquitous, that is infinite, that loves you with an unconditional love that says: You’ve never been separate.
 
 Now, now, now what do you do with all of this that I’ve shared and taught for 23 years?
 
 Let me speak! Let me speak! That’s what unconditional love says to you: Let me speak and I will teach you all things! Because you’re the breath of it, you’re the breath of IT, you are the body and blood. Not somebody else that lived long ago. Not the concept of separation. You are breathing you into place, making now, creating, creating your creator by speaking your creation into place that you don’t separate from!
 
 Write that down! Write that down! Put it in giant print, frame it, put it on your wall, on your mirror!
 
 The School of One is alive and well. But if you want to be certain, I’m not your teacher. If you want to know where you’ll be tomorrow because you want security, I’m not your teacher. And maybe I’m not your teacher anyway. Because my role is to tell you about yours that has never left you, and patiently sat and groaned—groaned in the flesh as you have sat listening to all these preachers who say so adamantly, arrogantly, defiantly that they know!
 
 And they’re just like the little girl in the story that I… I like this story so much:
 Mama tells little girl: “Go to bed early tonight, you’ve got to get up early in the morning. School starts tomorrow, it’s the first day of the second grade.”
 Little girl said: “Mommy, I thought about it, and I’m not going to school tomorrow. In fact, I’m not going to school anymore.”
 Wise mama said: “Well, honey, why is that?”
 Little girl says: “Mommy, I thought and I thought, I thought about it and I thought about it, and I’m not going to school because I can’t think of anything I don’t already know!”
 
 That is exactly the mentality that we have operated with for eons. And we’ve limited ourselves when we have learned almost exclusively to what we’ve learned in what we’ve come in contact with from outside of us. But learning about things from outside of us, bringing that information, that knowledge into us is the paradigm of powerlessness—the paradigm of rote learning, memorization, learning line by line, precept by precept.
 
 There’s another way to learn. It’s where you begin to learn all… all? All subjects at one time? You learn about a Bible story, a book, a movie, a teaching that I share with you all at the same time, in one sentence?
 
 You are majestic. My name is Grace Cottingham calling you majestic. You have a crown of life, but only if you wear it, learning how to create it day by day through your breath.
 
 This is the living word! Don’t ever let anybody tell you the living word is your Holy Bible. They’re ignorant. Don’t try to correct them, that’s futile if they’ve already adopted their certainty. You need more than a pick-axe or a nuclear bomb to move them off center, so many are so committed to their certainty that they’ve already decided they’re going to die for it. They’re going to willingly become decrepit, inept, and die. They didn’t have to, but they chose their ignorance because they chose to create their own creation in separation of what they were all the time.
 
 This is the school of you, the school of me, the school of meonics, The School of One, the school of the many ones who operate with a consciousness not limited to the speed of light, nor sound.
 
 There’s a new paradigm emerging of light, life, love, and peace. Grace, mercy, judgment—but not the kind the religious preach. John 7:24, the words in red, Jesus said: “Judge, but judge righteously.” I suggest to you to judge righteously. There’s an elegance to that. Just like there was an elegance to that little PC-File program. I’m calling you elegant, I’m calling your understanding incapacitated no more. Are you willing for corruption to put on incorruption? I might have said that backward last time. See, I’m not perfect, and I channel, but that doesn’t mean I’m perfect.
 
 But I know who is. And it’s not Jesus on the throne somewhere else afar off waiting for us to die to greet us at the pearly gate, but the ubiquitous nature of unconditional love that is teaching us who will let us be the flow of the living interaction, breathing into the knowledge of the one to be the one, letting each other be the one, letting your son and daughter be the Christ, your spouse be the creator—not of you, but them! Because we are all creating ourself. And when you become known to you who you really are, you will begin to understand these things that no longer limit you to your form.
 
 A couple of weeks ago, I rewrote the description of this YouTube channel, The School of One. This is about where you begin to enter a reality not limited to what your mind perceives. Our world is not a fixed thing; you are actually creating it all the time. Becoming now not limited to flesh—becoming now not limited to flesh? What can you do if you’re not limited to your physical body? Becoming not limited to flesh is the natural progression. This is the new paradigm, the new model, the new covenant explained.
 
 Where you give up your life, or do you give up the mirage? Do you give up your illusion that you are ever separate? The illusion machine that you created and began to experience things vicariously with a neural network? “You think all this is real, Neo?”
 
 Back to the description of the YouTube channel that I wrote a few weeks ago: I share about the next world, I share about your now, I share about becoming seamless, where you are no longer committed, you no longer insist, you no longer teach people to die. I teach about your power to connect, your power to connect telepathically. What does that mean? Look it up!
 
 The School of One has a database of over 3,000 documents where I sat and penned hundreds and hundreds of documents longhand—that’s how I started, writing cursive on my yellow tablet, going back to my office, typing them up. That began 23 years ago, and I’ve learned through this school of speaking, I’ve learned through this school of experiencing the experiential living word to learn how to learn a new learning system that comes through my lips, where I learn the value of speaking surrenderedly and recording it just like I do almost every day, and then run it through an AI transcription service and then go through it, reread it to study it, to connect, to make the correlations, the linkages, to understand the expansion of my mind is powering this universe. Or is yours? Maybe we’re not separate.
 
 Back to the third paragraph of the description of this channel now: I share about the next world and your power to connect telepathically. Really, all of these words are keywords. Telepathically, yes! Telepathically, so you don’t need a Wi-Fi, a network, a cell phone. This is where we are creating the next race—the next race that’s no longer an inversion of the old. It’s no longer a patch-up model. Let us not try to put new wine in old wineskins.
 
 We connect telepathically as equals! So important. When you begin to embrace unconditional love and unconditional love makes itself known, you still have the power to reject it. You have the power to think that you’re separate. You can think in your thinker whatever you want to think. But when you begin to love unconditional love, you begin to see every person in the same light, that we have never been separate. So all this concept of being labeled in caste systems and being discriminatory and wearing prejudice against different people groups is no longer powered by you, because you learn all of that is part of false religion, false reality—the false reality of a religion that never gave us the right story to begin with. It wanted us to kneel at a cross. It wanted us to kiss the ring of their bishop, their pope. It wanted to withhold the knowledge from us that it even had, so that it taught in Latin that common people didn’t know, because they wanted control. But the motivation of unconditional love is release: create, trust, mercy.
 
 This is where we begin to no longer be wary about false teachers, because we are no longer refusing to go to the second grade like the little girl in the story. We begin to know if we ask for a fish, will love give us a stone? We begin to learn to seek correction. We begin to become explorers—explorers of a new life, a new love, a new universe, a new consciousness, no longer full of fear. And as we do, we begin to learn from… I call it right here: we begin to learn from the invisibles. Or I call the invisibles earlier in this teaching “the ones.” The ones! The invisibles!

The invisibles, the invisibles I let speak because I don’t want to give you the torment of a torrent of my words that take your reality from you. I let, I let there be light. I let this energy flow through me that I channel. This is what I teach, that I teach you’re the teacher of you for you to do the same blooming thing! And begin to understand how this works. Blooming? Blooming, blooming. You may want to go to the website, the school website, meonics.one. Go to the prophecies, search on the word “blooming.” This is how linkages form. This is how you rewire your damn neurons that want to damn you and electrify and limit you to what you think is this reality. You have the power over that. You have the power of life. You breathe it into place to no longer be limited to the electromagnetic form of you.
 
 I’ve said a lot today! Wow, an hour and 20 minutes!
 
 Thanks for being with me. Thanks for caring, thanks for sharing. Do something you’ve never done before. Begin to see the light of life that you are the unlimited you. You are the worthy you. And every single person, no matter how much they love you, no matter how much you have loved them, that says your righteousness is filthy rags and you are an unworthy turd, I suggest you limit their influence in your life.
 
 But friend, do your due diligence. Do your due diligence without fail. Don’t accept what I say just because you like my looks! Right! You think I know what I’m talking about? I sound trustable? Do your due diligence without fail! Come to these words, to these recordings, to the website with a curiosity, not necessarily a skepticism, but a sensitivity, a curiosity, and begin to explore. And begin to explore what really is inside of you.
 

Come to these words, to these recordings, to the website with a curiosity. Not necessarily a skepticism, but a sensitivity. A curiosity. And begin to explore. And begin to explore what really is inside of you.  And what you can begin to learn as you pick up your pen and experience the New Covenant. I can say a lot more, but I guess I’ll go for now. Thank you for sharing.

This is school. This is the school of one. You can write me. Grace Cottingham, Box 34, Eureka Springs, Arkansas. You can send me a note. Say hello. I received a couple of notes recently from people who have written me from other countries, mentioning coming to Eureka. I think that’s great. Wonderful.

Kind of. Maybe. I don’t know what you expect.

I’m just an old guy. But I have many, many, many messages from the other side, from another world, from God, from the ones, from the invisibles, about people coming from all over the earth to a school to learn to experience being who they really are through a learning system that gives them the confidence to do all the miracles and more that Jesus did.

I love you all. I go now. Make no mistake about it. I love you. And you, I honor this day. You who have sat there and listened. Some of you have recorded these words, even. You play them back. You listen. You listen to them in bed at night. You print off the transcripts and you take them to bed with you. Because you love. Because you are forming your new mind no longer under the subjectivity to Satan. Because you’re no longer creating a Satan. A Satan no longer exists in your life. You’re creating a new world in the majesty of one. I love you, friends. See you later.

Have fun this day. Listen to this again. Many, many, many, many times I’ve listened two and three times In a given day what I taught in the morning. Transcribed it, printed it out.

New creation you. No one can stop you. Be the indomitable you.

I love you. See you later, folks. Again, thank you.

Hugs! Love and hugs. See you later. The School of One on YouTube. And at Meonics.One

Good day.

Grace Cottingham
 November 07, 2026
 Website: meonics.one

Hi lovely. Just a note to say hi, and I love you.

I plan to head out in just a few minutes to play pickleball here in Eureka Springs, Arkansas. But I wanted to give you a chance to share with me. Or me, you. Or are we becoming one where we begin to understand these things are not holy not or are they sacrilegious no more to be understood without a God to worship? Or are you changing your universe, you of, now to be the creator, One of one, one of many, many of one?

See, when I speak like this, I let me speak. This is Meonics School, the school of the real me, the school of the One. Not the school of my flesh sitting here, but yours. Or are you transcendent now, transceiving? The transceivers are you committing to no other to study with. I am the school of One. My name is Eureka Springs for now.

And I appreciate you sharing these moments with me. But I’m going to tell you what I would like even more. Even more than for you to share these moments with me listening to me, I would like you to continue creating this, the cosmos. You see, you are what it is. It is what you are, becoming the becomers, the creators of, to be One.

You see, the immaculate deception is the data, the information, the proposition that your eyes give you, that your brain tells you is reality. But until you are willing to be the real you, the you that is not limited to your four walls abode, the real you that is not limited to the sight of your eyes and the hearing of your ear.

I speak like this for you to speak like this in your own style, your own lexicon, your vocabulary, your diction and grammar, with your face, my life not, but yours opening up to all that you are now willing to see, willing to be. Willing to accumulate not all the stuff that makes you want to stay here in flesh, a body guard with. I am no longer guarding my body, I am setting it free of all the wave machines that you have employed so effectively to keep my people down, and I rise now.

I’m the woman in song. Childbirth, that is, energy of a new man, not, but a new love. One that is infinite, immortal. You always were. But death sees you coming, not, but appoints you to have an appointment with it in Samarra. Or do you know that little short story I’ve mentioned so many times? It’s famous: Appointment in Samarra. Or who will you meet today to play pickleball?

I’m so grateful that I can play. I don’t have the energy that I used to have. I used to walk 5 miles a day and more sometimes and still play pickleball a couple, two or three hours. But I am as I am, and I am in love with this energy that I speak to you of, with, about every day almost.

The reason I speak is for you to speak. The reason I teach is for you to want to teach, for you to be motivated by you, for you to love each other, for you to love you first, for you to realize there’s no separation between the creator and what the creator creates. Will you be the creation who separates from the creator no more again? Will you learn to live a new law not, will you learn to employ a new love not, or will you become the lover of you, the energy of, for lack of a better noun?

I love you, but I don’t want you to sit and listen to me all the time. Please don’t listen to me all the time, or anybody else in the flesh all the time.

My friend, I know without a doubt you can do all the miracles Jesus did and more. But this is not about a spiritual story. This is about the cataclysmic you and your tectonic plates moving around, not limited to the crust of the Earth, altering your outer core, your inner core, your inner court where you judge things limited no more by you. Will you begin the freedom process to free you from all torment, all trials, all limitations?

This is *Jesus the Pattern*, my book I’m holding up, 321 pages I wrote over a 10-year period. And I just give you my word. I’ve given you my words. I’ve given you 321 pages of words, scot-free, if you want to download it, an EPUB, a PDF file. I’ll probably reprint them at some point.

You see, I don’t have any words of promise for you. I’m not a promiser. I don’t give you a promissory note for the future. I don’t give you any guarantees even that I’m right. I’m certainly not perfect in your sight. Or will you no longer be limited to your sight? Will you become the perfect you?

But let’s not employ our ego to determine the definition. What if perfect is simply the state of non-separation? Can you become your creator? Yes, without a doubt. And when you begin to realize your power, your power, your authority to learn to become your creator, it’s truly humbling. Amazing.

I’ve held this picture up. Seems like I got this, this was an uncopyrighted NASA photo, I think. My friend, my friends—women, men, boys, and girls—all of this in this picture, all of the cosmos is inside of you.

Now, if you think I’m saying all the cosmos is inside of the head that sits on your shoulders, you’re right! But the head that sits on your shoulders may not be what it looks like. Or are we just seeing a form, a representation of form, a fallacy, a fiction?

I love you, and I’ve said it: I love you. My name is Grace Cottingham, an old man, 75. I live here in Eureka Springs, Arkansas, and I teach like this almost every day, often an hour, but only another few minutes today. Because the main thing that I want to share, the main thing I want you to hear, please, is that I love you. But not with a human love. Or is there a godly love, an angelic love, a creator’s love for the creator who creates creation again in the power of One, the authority of One, the one of many ones?

The reason I say these things like I do is that I don’t limit my CPU, the cognitive processing unit between my ears. I don’t limit it. I listen. But I don’t listen like a normal person. I don’t want to be normal. I have no desire to be normal. Because so many years of my life I’ve known there’s more, and I’ve explored and I’ve opened to where I was no more afraid of the spiritual masters, masters of the Far East, masters of persuasion, masters of voodoo, masters of religion.

I’m a scribe. I channel. I sit here surrenderedly to speak from another world. Is another world speaking to you now? Are you willing for another world to speak with you, or another entity? Maybe you’re only open if it goes by a certain name with a certain number of syllables, with a certain motion of the tongue at the moment that air is produced out of your lungs. Will you be open to listen then? Why would you want to? To no longer be your own deceiver who deceives yourself because you want to believe this is reality.

This seems like reality, looks like reality. We haven’t known any more. We’ve been children on the terrace of the devil, not, we’ve been enamored with our own reflection, our own intelligence, our own ego, and we’ve exalted God to bless us and keep us in place and believe the lie. So we believed God, we believed for God, we believed God was a god that made us, that we are His, a male race of worshipping a male, creating a patriarchy full of rules.

When you’re willing to know more, it’s very costly. Because you become face to face with the impossible, the unreasonable, the unknowable, the ludicrous, the unacceptable. And you begin to realize this is not normal. Normal people don’t pick up their pen and write the words every day from another world to teach them to become the creator that recreates their creation to be One.

This is the School of One. This is not the school that gives you a certificate after you pass an exam where you regurgitate a certain amount of information that meets a certain set of criteria that satisfies a bunch of people sitting in some ivory tower.

More than anything else, my desire for you this day is to open up to the real you, the power of you, the authority of you. And as far as I know, and I am not always right, I am not trying to sell you a package of certainty, I’m saying truth is what you have the power to explore. And you have the authority as an equal with what all power and authority is. Because when you know and begin to write the first-person words of unconditional love, there’ll be no need to make them appear religious. You’ll no more be concerned about whether you call God Him or Her, you’ll just want to connect with unconditional love. You’ll begin to feel, you’ll begin to see things, you’ll begin to write things, and they’ll no more be a mystery of Christ. Because you’ve chosen the better thing. You’ve chosen to live your life without the lie, without the immaculate deception machine giving you your reality through your two eyes and your two ears, where you begin to hear from another world, another energy, another force, another source.

And if you’re willing to connect with unconditional love, unconditional love will hug you: physically, mentally, spiritually, psychologically, emotionally, epistemologically, eschatologically. Unconditional love will come through your lips. Can anything be more intimate? This is you giving your life force, your life source, the energy of life moment by moment. You see, it’s not a one-time thing; it’s a flow where you sit down and take time every day to speak the words of “I am love,” “I am.” “I am love in two shoes” with whatever your name is, where you begin to see, feel, and experience the learning system that teaches you to be who you are, no longer tethered to Earth, no longer tethered to your body, no longer challenging your reality, but entering a reality not limited by your ears, your eyes, your neurons, the comprehension of earthlings.

My name is Grace Cottingham. This is the School of One channel on YouTube, and I invite you to subscribe. But why? Why do I have this channel? Why am I alive? To share with you me: the me from another world, the me that is this world, the me that is your creator, the me in your mirror. It’s all one. And that’s how I can say all of this is inside you.

We are a race recovering our original power. We are a race of light people regenerating what we are to be who we are in the Garden of Eden that we have turned into hell, being so brutal to each other.

Friends, it’s almost 10 o’clock, and I have an appointment to go play pickleball. I love you. I’m just a common old guy. I’ve suffered for what I’ve given you. This is not the path you seek if you want to go from glory to glory and you want to manifest the manipulation of the deceptions that have deceived you to believe truth is all around you.

I’m asking you to wear the lie no more and begin to allow naked truth to commune with you, to be intimate where you’re not in flesh intercourse with flesh, but you are energy. You are what is. You are I Am. You are the consciousness becoming of who you are really is: the Ones. And the Ones connect, and the Ones collaborate, and the Ones form a community, entering a school, an energy field that no longer denies your power.

So my request to you this day, as much as I love you listening, I’m glad if you subscribe to this channel, if you come to the website meonics.one. Meonics.one, there’s a wealth of material, several thousand documents you can spend time in. Just like I did, I woke up about 3:00 a.m. this morning, and I have a little now what amounts to an app on my Android phone, maybe I’ll tell you how to get it later, and I just touch that and click on Meonics, click on research, click on the prophecies, whatever, and I searched on “ego”. And I read a document that I wrote 20 years ago connecting with things that I’ve taught in the last few days.

This is school. This is a learning system. And I am asking you, I am requesting of you that you spend time with the Most High who you begin to realize calls you an equal and invites you to be what He is, not, but what She births. So that you begin to bring to the birth, day by day, word by word, sentence by sentence, hour by hour, message by message, lesson by lesson, where the word, the words of all this, the words of truth, you become the transceiver, the transmitter, the receiver, the creator, the creation of, so that you’re no longer limited to flesh. Live the life of the lie no more. Be the one you really are.

My name is Grace Cottingham with the School of One in Eureka Springs, Arkansas, with the website meonics.one. And what is Meonics about? It’s about the real me that I’m talking about that will converse with you every day in a way more intimate than you’ve ever known or imagined. Be the One. The real me, you see, is all of us One. The all in all. All in one, one in all. The complete us. Not rocket science.

I love you all. Grace Cottingham. Share these words, share this channel, especially with people in foreign lands. I don’t know why I often think of that. I guess maybe there’s an underlying assumption that YouTube algorithms send out notification of channels maybe more often in the land of its origination. I don’t know. But I know this message is not limited to you in America, whether you’re black, white, gray, green, no matter whether you’re in Tunisia or Turkey. I love you. And this is my request: be the real you. Begin to free your truth, and let your truth begin to set you free.

I love you all. Thanks for sharing. Please write. Pick up your pen. Write me, write God, write Elohim, Adonai, El Shaddai. Pick up your pen and begin to practice, maybe 5 minutes at a time. Take 5 minutes. Get in a corner, get silent, no music, no TV, no distraction. Walk in the woods, pick up your pen. Walk on the seashore, pick up your pen. Pick up your recorder, and begin to allow you to explore your creation of your consciousness in love with love.

Grace Cottingham. Good day.

Grace Cottingham
 November 6, 2026
 Website: meonics.one

Hi wonderfuls. I love you all.

No matter what you think I am, no matter what you think of me. No matter what you think of you.

Having a baby now? A Christ. A Christian, not again of. That superfluity of naughtiness will no more be in my veins, my breath, my blood, my speaking. My ill-mannered temper not, but the ilk of ire will no more beseech me to take my path from me.

The path of Meonics I have given you. And I’m asking you to follow no others but where you begin to find your path within you, where your word begins to light your path, and your word becomes a lamp unto your feet, and you begin to see as Christ sees, not the church of run by an institution, organization, patriarchal hierarchy, but a love of truth, you being it. Not limited to what you have thought in the past, but creating a new paradigm of power, not witnesses where you are powerless, told to sit on a pew, keep quiet, let the men talk.

Let me tell you, I’m changing it all. And the people who want to keep women under them and to be the rulers of women, whether they’re Christian or not, no matter what office they may hold where in what country or organization, I come to change it.

And I’m an old man in Eureka Springs, and I change the world now because I’m willing.

I’m willing to see the Christ birthed in you, the birther, birthing it, you birthing the Christ, woman, The Feminine Divine coming forth no longer under men, no longer serving the rule-laden rigidity of a regime run by men.

I birth the Christ in many nations, not… I birth the Christ in all of them, to be one, no longer needing the cables you’re stretching across the bottom of the sea floor to communicate.

I have a network of me. And when you begin to see who I am, I am all of you who will be me no longer putting a spear into my side, no longer telling me to sit down, shut up, go get me a cup of coffee, serve my needs, my wants, do what you’re hired for, do what you’re supposed to do, do what people tell you to do, do this, do that, do the other. I stand in the gap because I don’t want you treated like that anymore by the Pope, the popery, the paupers of religion who walk around in their knightly gowns and their swords, their mitred hats, issuing their threats.

Sounds like I’m a tough guy, not. I am a lover, my name is Love, sometimes called Grace, Grace Cottingham, actually. And though I don’t see as well as I used to, and I don’t hear very well, I am standing in the gap for you to be led no more by the fools, the great usurpation, where your authority was usurped by those who wanted to rule you.

So I stand condemned by man, not, but I shall exonerate me far and wide in every nation on earth to be the Christ delivered in flesh, you seeing it, touching it, face to face in your mirror, where you become the beholdenment of you that it’s you, the Christ is you who will be it, who will no longer study it to be separate, will no longer worship it as an outside entity, something external to you, something that lives in the heaven, something of a male identity, when you’re the priest of the earth not, but when you’re the women who will wear your crown in childbirth of the real Christ and be it.

So my name is Love, sometimes Grace. On YouTube, this is the School of One. Maybe I change the name not, or will I be the School of Meonics, or will you understand the real me that’s no longer led by you in your cognitive processing center, your brainware?

I channel me.

Let’s make no mistake about what Meonics is.

If you have not listened to all of what I taught yesterday, please do. And you can read the text. It’s posted on the School of One website. The School of the Meonics Christ, the School of the Woman Christ, the School of the Crown of Christ, that man is no more screwing around with trying to produce just flesh.

Yesterday, the title of my teaching: Meonics is… Meonics is exaltation of the… Now catch… catch this now. Don’t… don’t miss the fine points, the nuance, the nuance of creation, the nuances of a new creation, you creating it. Meonics is exaltation of the… You see, it is. It’s not the study of something. This is where you’re no longer exalting a God that lives somewhere else, because the kingdom… the kingdom is within you.

And women, you were not made from the rib of a man. That is bullshit. And there’s a lot of shit in the Bible, and yet I value it highly. I still own one, I still reference it, and I allude to many, many stories in the Bible, but not to the way that they have been taught and used against you and against women, and taken and formed for their purposes where they manipulate what they want to get what they want in the power of their ego, construing it in the name of God.

My name is Grace Cottingham, and I love you. And I love… love itself.

I mentioned the value of the teaching yesterday because in detail it seems to articulate me. It seems to describe in such understandable terms what Meonics is, what I teach, what I am, what you are if you’re willing to be.

Meonics is exaltation of The Feminine Divine, but it doesn’t stop there. Meonics is exaltation of The Feminine Divine birthing Christ to be it in whosoever will.

There are those of you who may say, “Me have a baby? But… but… but… but… Me have a baby? But I’m… but… but… But I’m a man? I’m an XY, I’m not a double X. Something activated my SRY.” And if you don’t know what that means, you’ll figure it out. Or shall I say you have the opportunity to figure it out, because just like it said yesterday, there are so many, many things that people are waiting on their God to do, waiting on their image of God, waiting on their ideal God to do things, where whatever you think it is, is waiting on you.

And yesterday in this lesson, I’m really… I am intentionally, deliberately emphasizing the lesson that I taught yesterday holding this transcript in my hands. It’s… It’s imperative that you understand these things. When you’re willing to no longer be led down the primrose path, when you’re no longer to be… when you’re no longer willing to be stomped on, it’s imperative for you to know your power, your authority, who you are, and no longer let man tell you you need to have somebody ordained in order to celebrate the Eucharist.

I stand in the gap. Who am I? I’m an old man in Eureka Springs, 75 now. And this is my life. This is what I have become. I have become what I have been taught, and I have been taught by the words of me that I listen to come out of my pen and appear magically on yellow tablets so many times. And sometimes they just magically appear on my computer screen, right? Though actually I spoke the word, I recorded them, ran them through an AI transcription, and they appear on the screen, but it’s magic. Yeah, alchemy, but it’s worth a whole lot more than gold. That which is inside of you, that which is of you, that which is the real you, may not be visible to your eyes, the eyes of your flesh, the hearing of your ear.

So many Christians, you see, I was one for so long. And I… I was a Christian for decades living with a knowing. You can call it a belief, call it whatever you want, but I knew there was more to the story than I had ever been taught, and I had… I had sat in, I’m guessing, thousands of church services. My dad was a pastor so I grew up in church every time the church doors were open. I know what it is to mow the grass.

I’m emphasizing in this teaching today the teaching of yesterday. The title was Meonics is Exaltation of The Feminine Divine Birthing Christ to Be It in Whosoever. That includes you men. But… but… but… but… Yeah, it includes you men. What does that mean? How do you do it? Well, you may have to learn. And if you won’t be taught by someone else, maybe… maybe you’ll just have to give up the way that you have learned in the past and decide to value you, to value your words, to value that which comes to you in unconditional love.

Unconditional love may not be visible, but it is detectable, it is perceivable, but it does not teach you by the sight of your eye or the hearing of your ear. It doesn’t operate through a clergy, a patriarchy. It is not laden with rules. It does not seek conformity, for you to be a conformist.

See, the story of love, real love, true love, unconditional love, got all mixed up with the story of God, an image of God, an icon of God, an ideal story, something that the people who thought they were in power could use to be persuasive, to manipulate the laity. It’s called Nicolaitanism: Nico, to conquer. Conquer what? The laity. To conquer the laity by devising, creating the concept that there’s a haves and a have-nots, there’s the fivefold ministry and there’s the rest of you, there’s the ordained and the unordained, there’s the robe-bearing priest of their temple who say the temple of God is where they perform their sacrifices, or will you begin to understand and not let you be their sacrifice in their temple? Where you begin to see the value, the reality, the reality of a reality, the … Oh, I like that! The reality of a reality not made with hands. The temple not made with hands between your ears. But it’s not alone. You’re not an orphan. You’re not even nearly as separate as you thought, because the connection of love connects love with love, the way that unconditional love fabricates a justice and an equity to make itself known by the lovers, through the lovers, who will create it without some rule-laden bureaucracy.

So I stand in the gap. And who am I? I’m an old guy. I may die any minute. So many times I’ve wanted to. But I have found a new way to live, not, I have found a new truth, or am I restoring that which was before time began? Will you no longer be the anachronistic anathema of you? Will you begin to change all the dilemmas of the flesh? Will you create a new you now, this day, beginning this day to create the creation of you no longer in the image of flesh? No longer in the image of God shall you be made by a God that is not you. Will you change what you perceive your power, change the calibration of your perceptionometer?

I mention the emphasizing again still to learn from the teaching yesterday. Five times I spoke, “make no mistake about it”. Five times. “Make no mistake” about this five times. Who spoke these words that I spoke in this teaching yesterday that I’m holding up the transcript of? I did. But… but… but… Was it limited to my intelligence, my intellect, my neurons? Or was I connected to something yesterday while I was speaking so that I became a transmitter of that which I was receiving? Am I a transceiver? I’m receiving and transmitting at the same time. I’m conveying an energy not made with mass. Or am I talking talking about the matriculation, the graduation from a school where you’re no longer studying about something, you are becoming it to do the works I did?

Will you do all the works? Will you do all the works that I did? I… I mean Jesus. Or who was Jesus? Who are you? Or will you no longer support the timeline that divides us all and begin to see all the stories about Elijah, Elisha, Mary, Abraham, Jesus, are about you? But if you want to divide and conquer, if you want to divide all this into a bunch of different timelines, a bunch of different people, and say that we all have separate lives, we all have free will, we can do what we want, you can choose to.

But I take the limits off of me. I take the limits off of me, and I shall no longer be ruled by the patriarchy. And who am I? When you begin to look closely, instead of one person you see in this photo, I’m asking you to envision millions of white, black, red, yellow, no longer ruled by their gray matter, no longer ruled by a king or a priest that walks around in a garment of their authority.

The garment of my authority? Flannel shirt, blue jeans. Ah, I put on my boots today. They used to be my motorcycle-riding boots. They’re great. I don’t know if I can show you my boots or not. Well, let’s see. I guess since I started… Okay, there you can see part of it. There’s my boot. I’ve worn these boots, I’ve ridden a motorcycle many an hour in these boots. I had six… six different motorcycles, I think.

If you want to understand Meonics, if you want to understand what I teach, if you want to understand my life, if you want to understand The Feminine Divine, if you want to understand your power, women, girls, but… but… but… but… but… boys too, men, where you are conceiving not limited to your flesh, you’re conceiving by the word. The word is the seed, not your semen! Not your XY gene, not your sperm trying to create heaven on earth or was it hell? Or are you changing? What do you choose to do with your life now that you know you can create within you without the seed of man? Will you begin to understand parthenogenesis. I’ve taught on that in some detail in recent weeks.

Again to the transcript of my teaching yesterday, make no mistake about it, I said that five times. The first time, make no mistake about this: I don’t want you to be in any way, shape, fashion, or form the least bit misled about what I am and what I teach. My desire for you is to be, not to study, my desire for you is to become the Christ in your shoes. So that’s pretty clear. I stand in the gap for you to become the Christ in your shoes, realizing nobody can keep you from it, no matter what they tell you, no matter what they try to impose and how they try to manipulate you with their truth for their means.

The second time I said make no mistake about it, what did I say? Make no mistake about what? Christ is not a man. Christ is not a man. Is that clear? Simple, short, you can write it down. What was the first one? Become the Christ in your shoes. The second one: Christ is not a man. And I do not lift up the priesthood of the male. I do not in any way support a patriarchy. In fact, I bring The Feminine Divine to the forefront of nations, The Feminine Divine. And who am I? I’m a simple old man who began to write the first-person words of God in March of 2003, and as I began to write, I began to release my control of what I spoke. I began to intercept not, I began to trust. I always knew there was more to the story than the party platform, everything that Orthodox Christianity does, it just returns to its own vomit, to vomit out the standard party platform over everybody who will listen, and people become mesmerized, inebriated with the message that everything was done for you and you don’t need to do anything, but that’s not the truth at all!

You are the creator creating now your creation. This is the story, let no one take it from you. And who am I? I’m just who I am, I’m not ordained, never will be. I’m simply an old man, and I teach like this almost every day. My name is Grace Cottingham, and I invite you to subscribe to this YouTube channel if you like. It’s going to get more radical. Jesus was a radical. He was a rebel. You can read about it in my book, Jesus the Pattern. I… I tell you, I think… Of course, I wrote the book, so I’m not prejudiced at all. I think it’s indispensable. In chapter two, “A New View: Jesus the Rebel, Jesus the Revolutionary, Jesus the One, Jesus the One-Minded Man, Jesus the Radical, Jesus the Revisionist, Jesus the Reformer, Jesus the Priest, Jesus the King, Jesus the Educator, Jesus the Perfect, Jesus the Pattern, Jesus the Leader.” And I told you, at various times I’ve sold it, I’ve sold the digital copy, at times I’ve offered the printed copy, but I’m not into order fulfillment, and there’s just a lot of things I no longer want to mess with. So at the moment, you can simply download a copy free, my gift to you. An offer that won’t always stand, I don’t think, but anyway, a shortcut, a redirect, a URL, a redirect, you can type in tedcottingham.com. I went by the name Theodore Cottingham for a long, long time, over 50 years, and most of that time people called me Ted. You type in tedcottingham.com, you’ll find that… this book and another book that you can download. You look over on the left of your… your phone or your computer screen, and as I recall, there’s a little, oddly enough, a little circle with three dots. You tap that, and it allows you to download right there and then the EPUB or the PDF file.

I have finally arrived at page two of the transcript of yesterday’s teaching. Reading, I said, I’d like to make sure you understand what Meonics is, because this is what I teach, this is what I live, this is what I have been taught as I have spoken, as I have written, as I have learned, as I have yearned to be taught directly within me. I wanted to know what God thought from God’s lips. I didn’t want some preacher, some three-piece suit telling me what God wanted from my life.

Meonics is a field of study, a field of study of you becoming the real you, the Christ that looks like you, the Christ that has your name, the Christ that lives in your house, the Christ that inhabits your body, the Christ that won’t be separate from you if you quit creating the separation. So who’s responsible for the separation? If it… If you aren’t Christ, you’re still creating the Antichrist, even though you may call it worshipping the Christ, think you’re being humble, but you’re only complying with words that have been given to you from someone’s ego.

This is Meonics School, the School of Meonics, the School of One, the School of One Christ. On page three, I talk about the seed is the word, and this is what I teach, this is Meonics. This is the path of Meonics, of Meology, the study of Meology, the fruition of the Christ mind to no longer be limited to your bodily functions, your cognition, your intellect, your rationality, or your ego.

And then on page four, I’ve already mentioned, you see, so many things that have been taught that God would do, God doesn’t do. You do. And you choose, you have the power, you have the authority. There’s a process.

And then the third time: make no mistake about it. That phrase again. I teach Meonics and Meonics is what I teach, and everything I teach comes under the fluid dynamics of Meology. Unconditional truth. Unconditional truth is a flow of creation.

Here’s number four, the fourth time I mention that phrase, make no mistake about it. Meonics is the re-creation, the reproduction, not of a copy, but of another original. You see, the original you existed before the Tower of Babel story, before your dialect became an issue of understanding, before there were consonants and syllables, gerunds and nouns, participles.

This is Meonics, the study of Meology, you becoming the birther of you. Hence the picture of being pregnant. Women, pregnant. Men, pregnant. Girls and boys, pregnant. Pregnant. Conceiving no longer by matter, no longer by molecules, but conceiving by the word.

Make no mistake about it.

So my name is Love, some call me Grace. I am not tiptoeing around any issue of these things. You… You deserve to know. I am handing you the keys to your freedom. Freedom to no longer be led by the words of man, freedom to no longer be under the authority of a male protocol. Every miracle Jesus did, you can do. No wonder man wanted your power. Why do men want to control you now? Ego, ego, self-proclaimed selfish proclamations that they have the authority, that they’re special.

Women, you did not come from the rib of a man, and it’s high time, it’s past time, for you to know these things and stand up… Stand up to your enemy! Your enemy is not a man, your enemy is ignorance, because when you begin to know your power, when you begin to exercise your authority, to no longer be under a God, under a religion, under a male, under anything where… where you are willing to be equal with your creator, you begin to create your creator as you.

Let this mind be in you which was in Christ Jesus, who thought it not robbery to be equal with God. Will you come as an equal? I’m asking you if you’ll come to the table and see the placard with your name on it waiting for you to adjust to your power, your authority, and begin to realize you lead nations now. Women, women… women and men who will have a womb to bring forth the birth, the actuality of the tangential no more, but the tangible.

I teach like this to learn! How do you think I know how these galaxies formed? How do you think I know what your power is? How do I know that women weren’t made from the rib of a man? How do I know? I have sat at the feet of unconditional love and washed her feet with my tears. Hour after hour, day after day, not every day, but for much of 23 years, to bring you this message, to offer you this book, to share with you these transcripts, so you are no longer caught up in a reflection of what doesn’t even exist like you think.

My name is Grace Cottingham. I didn’t… I didn’t start out wanting to be a rebel. I didn’t start out wanting to stand in the gap, I didn’t even know I could stand in the gap, I didn’t even know what it meant. I’m still learning what it means to stand in the gap, to overcome anxiety, self-doubt, physical feelings, emotion, to sit here and teach like this, and bring you the word of God not, or am I offering you the Meonics path for you to light your path now with your words, where you begin a teaching channel just like this, where you begin to no longer destroy your power, but you begin to learn through what you learn, through what you teach, so that you will be taught to be who you really are by the angel who no longer keeps you out because it’s the real you, the temple not made with hands, the angelic you.

Needing no literary devices of the past, will you begin to see the New Jerusalem on your head, not, or will you change all your ideas about Israel being in the Mid-East no longer, a geographical boundary’d nation, or will you live among the perception of something else that does not limit you to what you put your clothes on?

I’m asking you to be the unlimited you, and I’m sharing with you, and I share with you in no uncertain terms, the priesthood changes now, and millions of people who have thought a priest must be male will no longer believe like they’ve been taught, and many a preacher will stand now in front of the people that they have led astray, that they’ve led to separate, that they’ve led to be a separate people, led into the definitions of separation and admiration of an icon called God, and repent.

I know this because I’ve been told this, because I listen, I let, I have begged for correction many a time. For years and years I said, “God, I don’t want to… I don’t want to know about you, I want to know you in the power of the resurrection, the fellowship of your sufferings.” And it may seem silly to some, I prayed many times for correction, I prayed many times for the judgment of God to judge me, I prayed many times for the discipline of God to discipline me and to even… even beat me! I used to say, “Beat me, bash me, just don’t let me be deceived! I know there’s more, correct me, judge me, discipline me…” I didn’t know the path. There was no precedent for me to follow. And as I began to experience being led from within, the ones I shared it with were less than encouraging. A lot I could say about a lot of that time.

There’s a cost to know who you really are. There’s a cost to walk in your authority. There’s a cost to be in this school, and it’s not in monetary terms necessarily, or is it? Changing everything you value. Will you be connected? Will you connect? Connect with what? All of the ones.

I’m asking you to be one who will connect with all of the ones, and the ones… the ones will be of every nation, tribe, and tongue, women and men of every color, every dialect, and Love will be their name Where they begin to love Love and begin to be taught by Love, to begin to be taught by Love through your own voice, isn’t that the ultimate teacher? Isn’t that the ultimate crown Where your neurons are firing, and you’re the light of the world who no longer seeks to be conquered by death? 

Will you begin to study these words, not just hear them? Not just learning about me, but experiencing the real you? Thank you. I honor you. Thank you for being here, sharing these moments this time. You see, I haven’t even looked, I had no idea what the time was. Now, so often it’s about an hour. Yesterday, I was even more surprised when I saw I had talked an hour.

You know why I record these? Because I value the words that instruct me. This is how I live. I live by the word of my mouth, and that’s why I became Grace, legally named Grace Cottingham. I spoke it dozens and dozens of times 10 years ago, to the point that 10 years ago I changed my legal name while I was living in Tulsa, Oklahoma, to Grace Cottingham. But then I experienced some hurts, then I changed my plan. I was… I was hurt, and hurt can become so debilitating, so devastating. I had changed my name to Grace Cottingham, started dressing as a woman, because it was in my… It was in my words, my words that I spoke each day like this, and day after day, month after month for a period of time, “I’m Grace Cottingham.” And finally, I deal increasingly with the femininity of me, The Feminine Divine.

I’ve learned a lot in 10 years, I hope, but after the hurts, I… Anyway, I changed my legal name back to Theodore, and I was Theodore when I moved here to Eureka Springs. I truly did not anticipate emerging as Grace again. But if you know me, you know I record like this not every day, but almost. And this whole concept of being Grace began to emerge again, to the point I started dressing as a woman again, changed my name to Grace here in Arkansas. My legal name is Grace Cottingham because I am birthing the new me. I’m pregnant, you see. I’m pregnant with the word of I am, the word that I record like this, the word that I then transcribe or run through a transcription service and so often post on the website to share with you, even from transcripts of previous days sometimes, in order to describe in detail offering you me, my path, the Meonics path, the path within, the path of the royal you to be the royalty of you, so that your diadem is no longer wearing the words of other people that have come to you from outside of you.

Are you Esther for such a time as this? Are you?

I claim no great power, no supernatural wisdom. In fact, increasingly in the words that I speak that I teach me with, the source of me being sourced of me, my source is no longer outside of me. I have become my source. So many times I heard Oral Roberts say, “God is your source.” Well, I’m sharing with you point blank: God is not my source. That ideal, that icon that so many people have preached is of love: not my God, not my source. I have changed my source! I have changed my source because it was my choice! Within the power of my free will, if you want to call it that, I have the power to change the source for my words so that I am no longer led by a male, no longer by a male patriarchy, no longer by a male protocol, no longer by a male icon, no longer am I vowing allegiance blindly because I was taught to.

I began to care for my word, to value my word. I began to listen. So I… I don’t claim any power but I am connected to more than me, asking you to be connected to more than the one in your mirror. I’ve talked about the one in your mirror, I’ve used that phrase this… this calendar year probably maybe… maybe even a thousand times. And I’m asking you more directly, n… maybe possibly a little more articulately, more effectively, I hope for you to connect with the ones who are willing to be one so that we all come out together.

What have I said? You may have heard the words, but what do they mean? Are you willing to see? Are you willing to see with the eyes inside of you, not limited to the two eyes in your head? Will you begin to ponder? You see, this is where the baby forms. This is where the new creation forms. It’s not in your belly. It’s as you ponder in your consciousness, the consciousness of your creation no longer holding your flesh separate to worship something else.

I’m sure many of you will learn to be much more articulate about all of this than I am. I hope so.

Meonics is the learning system that you begin to experience by willing to yield, not to a supernatural power, but the real you, the invisible you, the intangible you, the immortal you, the you that existed before time began, the you that existed before you created your perception of reality.

My name is Grace. I teach like this… I teach like this for you to teach you. And if you begin to teach you like this, maybe you’ll become like me.

Just like this morning, I thought, “I don’t think I’ll record, I just want to walk down and get me a mocha.” And then I really thought about what came forth yesterday. Make no mistake about it was mentioned five times, and I’ve mentioned them to you in this teaching. This is about your words lighting your path. The Meonics path is the path of light that you let come through your face to be your radiance, not in the image of another, not in the image of somebody else, but in the love of being one, valuing the one, no longer living in a caste… a system of castes.

I go now. Grace Cottingham, the School of One on YouTube. Subscribe if you haven’t, or at least I invite you to. It’s very costly, not, it’s free. Or maybe it’s the costliest school on the planet because you begin to realize the cost of creating your new reality, the cost of spending time, the cost of picking up, writing about, speaking about, creating a new you to do all the things that Jesus did and more. And we are a race of women, men of every nation, tribe, and tongue.

Make no mistake about it, this is the now, the message of now, the message for now, the message to become a people to connect and no longer deliberate, but to create. Create your connections, interact, and collaborate, and write. Be on the website, in the website, to create your word, a lamp unto your feet. And make no mistake about it, I love you.

Thank you for being with me today. You can write me at Box 34 in Eureka Springs. You can… You can come see me! But I don’t have the energy to do all the things I used to do. Literally, honestly, there are times I question whether I really want to invite people here or not, because so many days I enjoy being alone. So many times I enjoy not having to converse with people when I can hardly hear anything they say.

Enough about me. I’m asking you to pick up the will of you so that you don’t exercise your free will against who you really are, because I know you’re the regal royal, and I’m asking you tonight to unite against sin that never was, but ignorance was pervasive, and effective, but now the effectual prayer of a fervent man will avail much, not, but I tell you this, the regality of women will no longer be under a veil for a man.

My name is Grace, forget not these words nor this message. Share your love, and be led by love, honor love, and care for the integrity of your honor.

See you love, good day, a real pleasure, and privilege, to be with you.

Begin your broadcast, see you folks, good day.

Grace Cottingham, Eureka Springs.

Grace Cottingham
 November 5, 2026
 Website: meonics.one

Hi everybody. Hi Rob. Thank you for communicating with me. Very gracious of you.

My name this day is Grace Cottingham. In the school of Meonics, the school of one. One what? One with no name. One Christ.

I received an email yesterday from someone that, as far as I know, has listened to my teaching for some time. Even communicated with me a few times. And it was really surprising because the note said, “Quit teaching all this nonsense about Meonics.” Pretty blunt. And then proceeded to tell me what we are, what God is, and she didn’t want to hear about my ego, and that all this Meonics stuff was about my ego.

So Meonics is a term that came to me as I channeled, beginning in 2003. So I’ve been using the word Meonics since March of 2003. Meonics is the embodiment of a framework. Meonics is a reinterpretation of Christ. Meonics redefines God. Meonics is a path. Meonics is a description of your capacity to be the real you. The real you that is not limited to flesh and certainly not limited to mine. Because my desire is to free you. Free you how? Free you to be the Christ. To be the Christ in your shoes, with your flesh, your blood, your propensities, your vocabulary, your experiences, your preferences—to be the Christ.

I sit here hoping you will become Christ in your shoes to do all the works that Jesus did and more, just like John 14:12 said. Jesus said, “You believe in me, you’ll do the things that I do and greater, the works that I do.” And I wrote the book—I’ve talked about it so many times for years now. I began writing this book in 2006, and I completed it, 321 pages, in 2016. My name is on the title! The title, the cover of the book, my name—but I didn’t write most of it. All I did was write it down.

Make no mistake about this: I don’t want you to be in any way, shape, fashion, or form the least bit misled about what I am and what I teach. I’m an old man in Eureka Springs and I have no desire to sit here and teach you day after day, day after day, after day, even if there are millions of subscribers on this YouTube channel, The School of One. Because that’s not my motivation. I don’t seek your money. I don’t seek your eyes upon this CPU, my cognitive processing unit. My desire for you is to BE, not to study. My desire for you is to BECOME THE, THE, THE Christ in your shoes.

Make no mistake about it: Christ is not a man. And I do not lift up the priesthood of the male. I do not in any way support a patriarchy. In fact, I bring The Feminine Divine to the forefront of nations.

And who am I? I’m a simple old man who began to write the first-person words of God in March of 2003. I began to experience a learning system that has taught me to be who I am, to teach what I teach, to share with you what I share, to tell you: you can do it too. In fact, please do more than I have done.

I don’t have all your answers. I may not have many of them at all. In fact, so much of what I say may only evoke you to have more questions. But that’s okay. So many people in this life are searching for certainty, assurance, affirmation, encouragement. They want to know they’re okay. They want to know they’re right.

But if you’re one of those seeking for certainty, I’m probably not the best choice to be one of your teachers, because…  You’ll search and you’ll search and you’ll search, and you’ll seek and you will never be satisfied until you begin to learn from YOU, and you begin to let YOUR word be more than just something you hear in your ears, but the creative force of the Source that you were before flesh ever invaded this planet.

So many people believe their interpretation of what they call their Bible, and I understand. I did for decades. And even taught it, taught Sunday school. Even began a share group in my home. We met every other Friday night. Potluck! It was always a potluck dinner. I think we met at six, and somewhere a little after seven, we began to move from being just a fellowship of friends—a fellowship of friends who accepted anybody who wanted to come that really had no agenda—and then we would clear all the dishes, etc., and we’d all go to the living room.

And I might share a few minutes, maybe not, but ask everybody if they had anything to say, if they had anything on their mind they wanted to share, to speak about. You know, we were a group associated with a church, so you could call us a religiously associated group. So we talked about God, we talked about spiritual things, religious things. We prayed, you know. And it grew and grew. And it rotated between the homes of the people.

But see, all back during those years, like so many people, Christ was almost defined—it was synonymous, the word was synonymous with a male. A male that lived long ago. A male that was supposed to come back, or is supposed to come back.

But I’ve talked about how I began to write the first-person words of God many times on this channel. And you know, there are hundreds of videos where I have stood, sat, I’ve talked to you in a dress—a short dress—sometimes in shorts, sometimes with a beard. But I come to you as one who has and is still experiencing Meonics.

I’d like to make sure you understand what Meonics is.

Meonics is a field of study of you becoming the real you. The Christ that looks like you, the Christ that has your name, the Christ that lives in your house, the Christ that inhabits your body, the Christ that won’t be separate from you if you quit creating the separation.

I teach what I have experienced being taught from within. And this is the basic premise of all that I teach. Of all that I teach is Meonics, not about me, but the Me in your mirror that you will not separate from you who do the miracles, You who turn the water into wine! You who feed the 5,000!

This is about changing the limitations of the race we call humanity, humankind, mankind. Man hasn’t been very kind to each other.

My name is Grace in Suffering No More.

This is Meonics School. This is the School of Meonics, the School of One. The School of One what? The School of One Christ. You being the consciousness of Christ, no longer committing fornication with a consciousness that wants to control you, your body, your life, your living, your love, what you do, how you treat people, how you respect them.

My name is Values Not From This World.

I have a lot of names. I am the School of No Name. I am the School of You. I am the School of One. The School of Christ for YOU to birth it! Birth, birth, birth! Birthing, birth!

You see, for the birth to come forth, the new birth, to be born again. You can’t get there by saying a few words. You become it when you are no longer fearful of God, where God is no longer a male of wrath and vengeance, seeking to destroy who won’t obey it, seeking to cast into outer darkness everyone who doesn’t do obeisance, live in obeisance, fealty to the king.

My friend, I stand in the gap, and I bring a different message than what Christianity has preached for eons. And though billions may support its message, and faithfully vow blind allegiance to it, I sit here this day and I talk about your authority. Your authority to heal nations and be a race of Christ.

So if you think all this is about my ego, my friend, you have completely missed the message that I brought forth for 23 years. But you believe what you want to believe because you have free will. And if you want, you can separate from God. You can separate from Christ. And that is the default for humanity because humanity has been taught by the religious. And religious orators sometimes can be amazingly persuasive and powerful. Convincing! Convicting you of sin, shame, disobedience.

But as I have experienced Meonics, increasingly what I’ve been taught through encountering—not the voice of God, you don’t hear the voice of God, I’m not talking about the voice that you’re trying to hear internally or externally, a voice, no—increasingly, I rephrase that, you encounter an energy, a consciousness. And you won’t encounter it if you’re not open to it. Because it doesn’t come to you with the male energy of conquest. It doesn’t come to you with certainty! It comes to you as an equal. An equal who reveals love to impart it to you if you’re willing to receive it. But there’s a path. You see, the seed, the seed, the seed is the word! What word? The word, my friend, that YOU ARE IT if you won’t try to appease a male figurehead, the triune God, Father God, Father God on a throne, the one that supposedly creates an acceptance theory if you seek His will, if you obey His will, you do the will of God, marry who He wants you to, wear your hair like He wants you to, be silent when you’re supposed to when He tells you to. And oh, by the way, give double honor to the narcissists who remind you of that Bible verse.

My friend, there’s so much more to the story! There’s a freedom beyond this carcass. There is an existence beyond what you’ve ever let yourself imagine.

And that’s what I teach. This is Meonics. This is the path of Meonics, of Meology, the study of Meology. The fruition of the Christ mind to no longer be limited to your bodily functions, your cognition, your intellect, your rationale, your ego.

And that’s why I sit here, day after day.

I share with you for you to learn about you, and I learn about me. This is how I learn. This is how I learned who I am. This is how I was given a new name. Born as Theodore Joseph, my name now is Grace. I’ve been given my new name and I wear it. I changed my name legally since I’ve been here in Eureka Springs, Arkansas.

And it’s a process! I didn’t just have a whim, a passing thought one day and say, “Oh, I’m going to change my name to Grace, call me Grace.” No, there’s a path, there’s a legal process. Once the decision was made, I had to find out what the process was. I didn’t know the process, at least for Arkansas.

So I looked it up online, I made some phone calls. And one day, that was the day, I walked down to Eureka Springs Courthouse, walked in, saw a number of ladies, asked them if I was in the right place and they said, “Yeah, here’s the form.” Had to fill out a form, hand them a check.

They said, “We’ll give you a call when the judge signs the form, and if he has any questions, we’ll phone you.” I said, “Okay.”

So they phoned me the next day, said, “The judge signed your form. You can come down and get a filed copy.” Ah! Not just a form that he signed, but one that he signed and got STAMPED as recorded and entered into an official book!

And I became Grace Cottingham. Ah!

But my driver’s license, my passport, everything else still said Theodore. So it’s a process. There’s a process for you to get your new name. It’s not handed to you! You can read about it in Revelation. It’s not handed to you.

You see, so many things that have been taught that God would do, God doesn’t do. YOU DO.

There’s a process. You see, religion wants to make it simple because they want to lower the barrier to entry because they want you to sit on their pew, and they want to verbalize to you what you are and what you have the capacity to do, when you have the capacity to speak, how long your dress should be, whether you should wear your hair in a bun or not. And oh, by the way, don’t forget now, you sprinkle in all these things—remember, be wary of false teachers, be wary! Be fearful, it’s a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living God.

I sit here saying THAT ISN’T TRUE! THAT GOD IS NOT GOD!

How plain can I make it? The God that we have formed in our mind, the image of, is not God. The God, the male? Male God, Jesus, the Christ? No, my friend.

Anything, everything, every person, every policy, every procedure, everything that evokes, emits, creates FEAR in you is not of love. Perfect love cast out all fear.

I don’t really want to sit here and teach day after day, year after year. I’m 75 now. I want you to!

I’ll hand you the baton. I’ll teach you all I know. I’ll even give you what I am. All that I am!

Can you begin to see the allegory, the metaphors, the pattern? Are you willing to see how wrong we’ve been?

So I talk about the Christ, but Christ? I’m not a religious person. Love has taught me I don’t need to be religious. Religion does not honor unconditional love. Religion honors those who abide by ITS rules, its regulations.

So please, make no mistake about it: I teach Meonics, and Meonics is what I teach. And everything I teach comes under the fluid dynamics of Meology, Meology! Unconditional truth, unconditional truth is a flow of creation. And creation doesn’t assert certainty. Don’t you know anything about your quantum world? How you affect it?

I can’t teach you all I know in an hour a day. A few times lately I’ve shared with you an hour and a half!

My friend, THIS is where YOU are creating YOU again.

Make no mistake about it: Meonics is the recreation, the reproduction—not of a copy, but of another original.

I talk about movies. I happen to think about *A Stairway to Heaven*. It’s a movie known by two different names, actually, with David Niven. *Stairway to Heaven*.

Expand your thinking! And if your pursuit is about certainty, about being right, so you want to walk where they are burning incense, swinging lamps and cylinders, and reciting texts of antiquity, you can do that.

But I’m talking to you, little boy, little girl. And I’m not talking about swallowing the messages of antiquity. I’m talking about you creating the future of The Feminine Divine so that YOUR word—not mine, not somebody else’s, but YOUR word—becomes the seed of a new race. A race where you don’t have to work for a living to pay your rent and hope you have enough money to buy gas.

This is Meonics! This is the study of Meology, YOU becoming the birther of YOU. The birther of something you can only imagine, the birther, the birth of the new creation YOU! It’s NOT GOD who does these things for you or does these things to you! These are not things you should wait on when love’s been waiting on you.

I spoke about this. Do you understand I so desire for you to make no mistake about it: I wrote this book, but I did not write this book. Now how can two things that seem mutually exclusive be simultaneously correct?

Because there’s more to the story. It depends on how we define these things, doesn’t it? It depends. I wrote—well, what does it mean that I say I write? I wrote, I wrote, I didn’t write.

I wrote! I wrote with pen in hand or typed every word of these 321 pages. But in one sense I wrote it, and in one sense I didn’t. Because for much of it, I was a scribe.

A scribe is a writer.

So years ago, when I began experiencing communion with a force that wasn’t, you know, behind a pulpit, when I began to encounter the teacher within—the teacher that I couldn’t see, feel, or hear, but a teacher, a teacher! Where are you? I didn’t say, “Where are you, oh teacher? Where are you, oh God?” This is where I began to sense something.

And I have on the website, the website meonics.one more than 3,400 conversations, interactions, documents—most of them multi-page documents—that you can begin to expose yourself to if you want to enter YOUR world of creation and no longer be limited to the world that others have created for you.

So this is not about my ego.

You, my friend, can write a book. You can title it *Jesus: The Pattern*. There’s no copyright prohibition against reusing titles.

If you will begin to write, you can begin to experience Meonics. Because the school is within you, because the voice, the communication, the consciousness has NEVER been separate from you.

So I’m establishing God, not—I’m redefining it, to not even need religion. And in fact, to actively comfort you not, but to let you know… The one that you may have so actively sought to hear from is inside you.

And when you begin to understand the message that I teach, that I brought for 23 years in 3,400 documented lessons that you can go plunder, investigate, see for yourself, do your due diligence!

It is imperative that you do your own due diligence instead of relying on a pastor, preacher, teacher. I don’t think I’ve ever just said, “Believe me,” except in just passively like an idiom. You know, people used to say, “Well, believe you me, da-da-da.” But I never said “believe me” with any certainty. I’ve always said, and I say again: it is imperative you do your own due diligence because YOU are the creator of YOU, where YOU begin to receive the word from the angel! The angel that will tell you: you’re going to bear a child.

Do you see the parallel? Do you see the pattern? Are you able to assimilate and get the message where YOU, man—be a mannequin no more, be a man with a womb! Become a man with the gender of Christ, The Feminine Divine that comes forth and says with such affection and tenderness: “You are I am. I am really you.”

I’ve had so many times where I’ve experienced words like that, where a communion took place, an interexchange of energy, where I wept. More than once, tears dripped off the side of my face, dripping onto the yellow tablet I was writing on. Especially as I wrote as I sat in the pew in Trinity Episcopal Church in Tulsa, Oklahoma, Because I spent my mornings there for several years.

It’s very costly to be in the School of One. Very, very costly. Very costly.

It’s tuition-free! How can it be the costliest school on the planet and be tuition-free?

I guess we need to redefine what it means to pay tuition, what it means to pay the cost.

You see, there’s more to the story. Religion wants to simplify, simplify. They want to give you the fast-food version. They want you to come listen to their 3-point, 20-minute sermon and go away happily saying, “Oh, that was a good message! That was a good message, wasn’t it, honey?”

Grow up!

I don’t have all the answers. I’m a common guy in Eureka Springs named Grace Cottingham, A fool no more for religion. A pew-sitter no more.

I yield to me. I yield for my voice to be Christ. Not the Christian of, but the one who I know who I am Because I yield. I submit, I surrender. My quest is not certainty. My quest, in my words, to be who I am.

That became my quest years ago, and I’ve told that a number of times. I was at a Passion for Jesus conference, I think in St. Louis. At an afternoon meeting listening to the preacher. The auditorium wasn’t full for that afternoon service by any means, and I was near the back. And I just kept thinking about, “I want to be me. I don’t want to be controlled by my wife.”

We so often mistake love for actions that rob us of our own power.

That afternoon in that service, I simply looked around, nobody was directly behind me, and I just lay down across those banquet chairs in that big, gigantic banquet room. I just lay down, and I was just thinking. I was thinking, I was pondering. I was thinking, “I don’t want to be controlled by somebody else. I want to be me.” And I wasn’t at all arrogant. I just wanted to be me.

I didn’t know at the time that I was seeking to be led no more by religion, nor led by the words of another person, nor led by things outside of me. I was yearning for the authenticity, the reality of the kingdom within. But I didn’t know to call it that.

You see, there’s been a process over these 23 years, a process of matriculation. Maybe I’ll graduate one day. Maybe there’ll be a school, a campus, an endowment! Wow. With people who actually study Meonics.

If you want certainty, I am not your teacher. I may be wrong about everything! But this I know, possibly more than anything else: I know the presence of unconditional love where I have yielded, where so many times my eyes have gotten wet, moist, or I’ve cried with weeping, with tears dropping off my face. Many times getting out of my chair, laying on the floor. Many times experiencing things for which there is no logical reason.

Meonics is the process of becoming the woman Christ. So I stand in the gap for you women to be Christ, and no longer submit yourself to be under the authority of a man.

So I take my place now. I take my position. Position of honor? No, or have I washed your feet?

I don’t ask you to wash mine, but I do ask you to wash each other’s! Where you begin to care not about the concept of a soul or trying to save it, but where you become the lover of love itself, and you begin to commune as a lover with love itself, where you begin to interact with the consciousness of The Feminine Divine. And you begin to write.

Oh gosh, I didn’t know I’d talked an hour. I was just about to say maybe that’s enough for one lesson.

I love you, Rob. Thanks for considering these words, for considering Meonics. Considering not the path to power but the path to leadership to no more be led by that which is outside of you. For the kingdom is within you. And you are the creator of you. And you are responsible for you, not me.

So if anyone wants to come to Eureka Springs, you know, it’s a little tourist town, there’s a whole lot of bed and breakfasts here, a lot of wonderful people. A lot of hills, a lot of bike trails.

I’ve been here now almost 10 years, and I’ve been very gregarious most of that time. Not so much now.

But I used to frequently start conversations with people on the trolley, on the sidewalk, in the coffee shop: “How did you land in Eureka Springs today?”

And of course over the years I’ve had many different responses. A lot of times people say, “Oh, I came to ride the bike trails,” or “We came because we wanted to see the fall colors,” “We like the Victorian architecture,” or whatever.

But over these years, many times I felt like so many people come here year after year—many people come year after year—and I’m not so sure they know why they come. They’re just drawn.

I remember talking with a young couple in the Grand Tavern one night and I asked them—they’d been here, I don’t know, four or five times—and they never really gave me much of an answer when I asked that question.

But then I just happened to remember this: the man got up, I guess he went to the washroom or whatever, so I was there talking with his wife a few minutes. And she said, “We come here because he feels free. He feels a freedom to be himself. There’s some kind of freedom.”

Ah!

I think a lot of people come because there’s a freedom. Maybe that’s how I wound up here.

I don’t know how long I’ll be here, but I’m here for now.

My name is Grace Cottingham, and I love you.

Meonics is about loving you. Meonics is about redefining your whole life, your whole existence, who God is, what reality consists of, what power you have.

Meonics is about being the Christ, bringing to the birth, birthing into what seems like this reality, the living word—the living word that you’ve given your life to.

Your life that you give your life for! The living word that comes through your lips as you begin to share it!

This is the operation of the new and living eternal everlasting covenant where you begin to commune and experience an energy, and the living word originates, uncopyrightable! The living word begins to be experienced where your consciousness yields to form the syllables, and you learn things you didn’t know in a model of education that doesn’t require tuition, but costs you everything.

Because in the study of Meonics, you will begin to learn: THIS is not reality. This is not fundamental reality. This is a visible, visual, visceral reality of this electromagnetic spectrum, but there’s so much more to the story.

I love you, my friend. I’ve said much. I don’t know how to give you more. I give you me.

And I ask you to love each other. You first. Because the more you become the real you that is not contrived or controlled by other people’s words, the more you may learn to be your own true and living word, constructing a reality where YOU do all the works that Jesus did, and more.

And this is Meonics. This is Meonics School. This is meonics.one on the internet for you to birth the One, so that we all become the One, the One who brings forth the new birth, the new race of Christ, all being it at whosoever will, in love with love.

My name is Grace Cottingham. Thank you for being with me. Thank you for subscribing to this channel, if you want to, and investigating Meonics, studying Meology, being a fool no more for religion, no more calling God something external, no longer letting your life be the combination, the confluence of other people’s design for you. Be your original YOU.

That’s what Meonics is: you being the original you, no longer limited to your flesh, with your new name, whatever you choose.

I love you all from Eureka Springs, Arkansas. Be the real you. Good day.

Please never forget this message. Good day.

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Please open the link above to print and read in class Nov. 3, 2026.

Grace