Meonics is exaltation of The Feminine Divine birthing Christ to be it in whosoever will

Grace Cottingham
 November 5, 2026
 Website: meonics.one

Hi everybody. Hi Rob. Thank you for communicating with me. Very gracious of you.

My name this day is Grace Cottingham. In the school of Meonics, the school of one. One what? One with no name. One Christ.

I received an email yesterday from someone that, as far as I know, has listened to my teaching for some time. Even communicated with me a few times. And it was really surprising because the note said, “Quit teaching all this nonsense about Meonics.” Pretty blunt. And then proceeded to tell me what we are, what God is, and she didn’t want to hear about my ego, and that all this Meonics stuff was about my ego.

So Meonics is a term that came to me as I channeled, beginning in 2003. So I’ve been using the word Meonics since March of 2003. Meonics is the embodiment of a framework. Meonics is a reinterpretation of Christ. Meonics redefines God. Meonics is a path. Meonics is a description of your capacity to be the real you. The real you that is not limited to flesh and certainly not limited to mine. Because my desire is to free you. Free you how? Free you to be the Christ. To be the Christ in your shoes, with your flesh, your blood, your propensities, your vocabulary, your experiences, your preferences—to be the Christ.

I sit here hoping you will become Christ in your shoes to do all the works that Jesus did and more, just like John 14:12 said. Jesus said, “You believe in me, you’ll do the things that I do and greater, the works that I do.” And I wrote the book—I’ve talked about it so many times for years now. I began writing this book in 2006, and I completed it, 321 pages, in 2016. My name is on the title! The title, the cover of the book, my name—but I didn’t write most of it. All I did was write it down.

Make no mistake about this: I don’t want you to be in any way, shape, fashion, or form the least bit misled about what I am and what I teach. I’m an old man in Eureka Springs and I have no desire to sit here and teach you day after day, day after day, after day, even if there are millions of subscribers on this YouTube channel, The School of One. Because that’s not my motivation. I don’t seek your money. I don’t seek your eyes upon this CPU, my cognitive processing unit. My desire for you is to BE, not to study. My desire for you is to BECOME THE, THE, THE Christ in your shoes.

Make no mistake about it: Christ is not a man. And I do not lift up the priesthood of the male. I do not in any way support a patriarchy. In fact, I bring The Feminine Divine to the forefront of nations.

And who am I? I’m a simple old man who began to write the first-person words of God in March of 2003. I began to experience a learning system that has taught me to be who I am, to teach what I teach, to share with you what I share, to tell you: you can do it too. In fact, please do more than I have done.

I don’t have all your answers. I may not have many of them at all. In fact, so much of what I say may only evoke you to have more questions. But that’s okay. So many people in this life are searching for certainty, assurance, affirmation, encouragement. They want to know they’re okay. They want to know they’re right.

But if you’re one of those seeking for certainty, I’m probably not the best choice to be one of your teachers, because…  You’ll search and you’ll search and you’ll search, and you’ll seek and you will never be satisfied until you begin to learn from YOU, and you begin to let YOUR word be more than just something you hear in your ears, but the creative force of the Source that you were before flesh ever invaded this planet.

So many people believe their interpretation of what they call their Bible, and I understand. I did for decades. And even taught it, taught Sunday school. Even began a share group in my home. We met every other Friday night. Potluck! It was always a potluck dinner. I think we met at six, and somewhere a little after seven, we began to move from being just a fellowship of friends—a fellowship of friends who accepted anybody who wanted to come that really had no agenda—and then we would clear all the dishes, etc., and we’d all go to the living room.

And I might share a few minutes, maybe not, but ask everybody if they had anything to say, if they had anything on their mind they wanted to share, to speak about. You know, we were a group associated with a church, so you could call us a religiously associated group. So we talked about God, we talked about spiritual things, religious things. We prayed, you know. And it grew and grew. And it rotated between the homes of the people.

But see, all back during those years, like so many people, Christ was almost defined—it was synonymous, the word was synonymous with a male. A male that lived long ago. A male that was supposed to come back, or is supposed to come back.

But I’ve talked about how I began to write the first-person words of God many times on this channel. And you know, there are hundreds of videos where I have stood, sat, I’ve talked to you in a dress—a short dress—sometimes in shorts, sometimes with a beard. But I come to you as one who has and is still experiencing Meonics.

I’d like to make sure you understand what Meonics is.

Meonics is a field of study of you becoming the real you. The Christ that looks like you, the Christ that has your name, the Christ that lives in your house, the Christ that inhabits your body, the Christ that won’t be separate from you if you quit creating the separation.

I teach what I have experienced being taught from within. And this is the basic premise of all that I teach. Of all that I teach is Meonics, not about me, but the Me in your mirror that you will not separate from you who do the miracles, You who turn the water into wine! You who feed the 5,000!

This is about changing the limitations of the race we call humanity, humankind, mankind. Man hasn’t been very kind to each other.

My name is Grace in Suffering No More.

This is Meonics School. This is the School of Meonics, the School of One. The School of One what? The School of One Christ. You being the consciousness of Christ, no longer committing fornication with a consciousness that wants to control you, your body, your life, your living, your love, what you do, how you treat people, how you respect them.

My name is Values Not From This World.

I have a lot of names. I am the School of No Name. I am the School of You. I am the School of One. The School of Christ for YOU to birth it! Birth, birth, birth! Birthing, birth!

You see, for the birth to come forth, the new birth, to be born again. You can’t get there by saying a few words. You become it when you are no longer fearful of God, where God is no longer a male of wrath and vengeance, seeking to destroy who won’t obey it, seeking to cast into outer darkness everyone who doesn’t do obeisance, live in obeisance, fealty to the king.

My friend, I stand in the gap, and I bring a different message than what Christianity has preached for eons. And though billions may support its message, and faithfully vow blind allegiance to it, I sit here this day and I talk about your authority. Your authority to heal nations and be a race of Christ.

So if you think all this is about my ego, my friend, you have completely missed the message that I brought forth for 23 years. But you believe what you want to believe because you have free will. And if you want, you can separate from God. You can separate from Christ. And that is the default for humanity because humanity has been taught by the religious. And religious orators sometimes can be amazingly persuasive and powerful. Convincing! Convicting you of sin, shame, disobedience.

But as I have experienced Meonics, increasingly what I’ve been taught through encountering—not the voice of God, you don’t hear the voice of God, I’m not talking about the voice that you’re trying to hear internally or externally, a voice, no—increasingly, I rephrase that, you encounter an energy, a consciousness. And you won’t encounter it if you’re not open to it. Because it doesn’t come to you with the male energy of conquest. It doesn’t come to you with certainty! It comes to you as an equal. An equal who reveals love to impart it to you if you’re willing to receive it. But there’s a path. You see, the seed, the seed, the seed is the word! What word? The word, my friend, that YOU ARE IT if you won’t try to appease a male figurehead, the triune God, Father God, Father God on a throne, the one that supposedly creates an acceptance theory if you seek His will, if you obey His will, you do the will of God, marry who He wants you to, wear your hair like He wants you to, be silent when you’re supposed to when He tells you to. And oh, by the way, give double honor to the narcissists who remind you of that Bible verse.

My friend, there’s so much more to the story! There’s a freedom beyond this carcass. There is an existence beyond what you’ve ever let yourself imagine.

And that’s what I teach. This is Meonics. This is the path of Meonics, of Meology, the study of Meology. The fruition of the Christ mind to no longer be limited to your bodily functions, your cognition, your intellect, your rationale, your ego.

And that’s why I sit here, day after day.

I share with you for you to learn about you, and I learn about me. This is how I learn. This is how I learned who I am. This is how I was given a new name. Born as Theodore Joseph, my name now is Grace. I’ve been given my new name and I wear it. I changed my name legally since I’ve been here in Eureka Springs, Arkansas.

And it’s a process! I didn’t just have a whim, a passing thought one day and say, “Oh, I’m going to change my name to Grace, call me Grace.” No, there’s a path, there’s a legal process. Once the decision was made, I had to find out what the process was. I didn’t know the process, at least for Arkansas.

So I looked it up online, I made some phone calls. And one day, that was the day, I walked down to Eureka Springs Courthouse, walked in, saw a number of ladies, asked them if I was in the right place and they said, “Yeah, here’s the form.” Had to fill out a form, hand them a check.

They said, “We’ll give you a call when the judge signs the form, and if he has any questions, we’ll phone you.” I said, “Okay.”

So they phoned me the next day, said, “The judge signed your form. You can come down and get a filed copy.” Ah! Not just a form that he signed, but one that he signed and got STAMPED as recorded and entered into an official book!

And I became Grace Cottingham. Ah!

But my driver’s license, my passport, everything else still said Theodore. So it’s a process. There’s a process for you to get your new name. It’s not handed to you! You can read about it in Revelation. It’s not handed to you.

You see, so many things that have been taught that God would do, God doesn’t do. YOU DO.

There’s a process. You see, religion wants to make it simple because they want to lower the barrier to entry because they want you to sit on their pew, and they want to verbalize to you what you are and what you have the capacity to do, when you have the capacity to speak, how long your dress should be, whether you should wear your hair in a bun or not. And oh, by the way, don’t forget now, you sprinkle in all these things—remember, be wary of false teachers, be wary! Be fearful, it’s a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living God.

I sit here saying THAT ISN’T TRUE! THAT GOD IS NOT GOD!

How plain can I make it? The God that we have formed in our mind, the image of, is not God. The God, the male? Male God, Jesus, the Christ? No, my friend.

Anything, everything, every person, every policy, every procedure, everything that evokes, emits, creates FEAR in you is not of love. Perfect love cast out all fear.

I don’t really want to sit here and teach day after day, year after year. I’m 75 now. I want you to!

I’ll hand you the baton. I’ll teach you all I know. I’ll even give you what I am. All that I am!

Can you begin to see the allegory, the metaphors, the pattern? Are you willing to see how wrong we’ve been?

So I talk about the Christ, but Christ? I’m not a religious person. Love has taught me I don’t need to be religious. Religion does not honor unconditional love. Religion honors those who abide by ITS rules, its regulations.

So please, make no mistake about it: I teach Meonics, and Meonics is what I teach. And everything I teach comes under the fluid dynamics of Meology, Meology! Unconditional truth, unconditional truth is a flow of creation. And creation doesn’t assert certainty. Don’t you know anything about your quantum world? How you affect it?

I can’t teach you all I know in an hour a day. A few times lately I’ve shared with you an hour and a half!

My friend, THIS is where YOU are creating YOU again.

Make no mistake about it: Meonics is the recreation, the reproduction—not of a copy, but of another original.

I talk about movies. I happen to think about *A Stairway to Heaven*. It’s a movie known by two different names, actually, with David Niven. *Stairway to Heaven*.

Expand your thinking! And if your pursuit is about certainty, about being right, so you want to walk where they are burning incense, swinging lamps and cylinders, and reciting texts of antiquity, you can do that.

But I’m talking to you, little boy, little girl. And I’m not talking about swallowing the messages of antiquity. I’m talking about you creating the future of The Feminine Divine so that YOUR word—not mine, not somebody else’s, but YOUR word—becomes the seed of a new race. A race where you don’t have to work for a living to pay your rent and hope you have enough money to buy gas.

This is Meonics! This is the study of Meology, YOU becoming the birther of YOU. The birther of something you can only imagine, the birther, the birth of the new creation YOU! It’s NOT GOD who does these things for you or does these things to you! These are not things you should wait on when love’s been waiting on you.

I spoke about this. Do you understand I so desire for you to make no mistake about it: I wrote this book, but I did not write this book. Now how can two things that seem mutually exclusive be simultaneously correct?

Because there’s more to the story. It depends on how we define these things, doesn’t it? It depends. I wrote—well, what does it mean that I say I write? I wrote, I wrote, I didn’t write.

I wrote! I wrote with pen in hand or typed every word of these 321 pages. But in one sense I wrote it, and in one sense I didn’t. Because for much of it, I was a scribe.

A scribe is a writer.

So years ago, when I began experiencing communion with a force that wasn’t, you know, behind a pulpit, when I began to encounter the teacher within—the teacher that I couldn’t see, feel, or hear, but a teacher, a teacher! Where are you? I didn’t say, “Where are you, oh teacher? Where are you, oh God?” This is where I began to sense something.

And I have on the website, the website meonics.one more than 3,400 conversations, interactions, documents—most of them multi-page documents—that you can begin to expose yourself to if you want to enter YOUR world of creation and no longer be limited to the world that others have created for you.

So this is not about my ego.

You, my friend, can write a book. You can title it *Jesus: The Pattern*. There’s no copyright prohibition against reusing titles.

If you will begin to write, you can begin to experience Meonics. Because the school is within you, because the voice, the communication, the consciousness has NEVER been separate from you.

So I’m establishing God, not—I’m redefining it, to not even need religion. And in fact, to actively comfort you not, but to let you know… The one that you may have so actively sought to hear from is inside you.

And when you begin to understand the message that I teach, that I brought for 23 years in 3,400 documented lessons that you can go plunder, investigate, see for yourself, do your due diligence!

It is imperative that you do your own due diligence instead of relying on a pastor, preacher, teacher. I don’t think I’ve ever just said, “Believe me,” except in just passively like an idiom. You know, people used to say, “Well, believe you me, da-da-da.” But I never said “believe me” with any certainty. I’ve always said, and I say again: it is imperative you do your own due diligence because YOU are the creator of YOU, where YOU begin to receive the word from the angel! The angel that will tell you: you’re going to bear a child.

Do you see the parallel? Do you see the pattern? Are you able to assimilate and get the message where YOU, man—be a mannequin no more, be a man with a womb! Become a man with the gender of Christ, The Feminine Divine that comes forth and says with such affection and tenderness: “You are I am. I am really you.”

I’ve had so many times where I’ve experienced words like that, where a communion took place, an interexchange of energy, where I wept. More than once, tears dripped off the side of my face, dripping onto the yellow tablet I was writing on. Especially as I wrote as I sat in the pew in Trinity Episcopal Church in Tulsa, Oklahoma, Because I spent my mornings there for several years.

It’s very costly to be in the School of One. Very, very costly. Very costly.

It’s tuition-free! How can it be the costliest school on the planet and be tuition-free?

I guess we need to redefine what it means to pay tuition, what it means to pay the cost.

You see, there’s more to the story. Religion wants to simplify, simplify. They want to give you the fast-food version. They want you to come listen to their 3-point, 20-minute sermon and go away happily saying, “Oh, that was a good message! That was a good message, wasn’t it, honey?”

Grow up!

I don’t have all the answers. I’m a common guy in Eureka Springs named Grace Cottingham, A fool no more for religion. A pew-sitter no more.

I yield to me. I yield for my voice to be Christ. Not the Christian of, but the one who I know who I am Because I yield. I submit, I surrender. My quest is not certainty. My quest, in my words, to be who I am.

That became my quest years ago, and I’ve told that a number of times. I was at a Passion for Jesus conference, I think in St. Louis. At an afternoon meeting listening to the preacher. The auditorium wasn’t full for that afternoon service by any means, and I was near the back. And I just kept thinking about, “I want to be me. I don’t want to be controlled by my wife.”

We so often mistake love for actions that rob us of our own power.

That afternoon in that service, I simply looked around, nobody was directly behind me, and I just lay down across those banquet chairs in that big, gigantic banquet room. I just lay down, and I was just thinking. I was thinking, I was pondering. I was thinking, “I don’t want to be controlled by somebody else. I want to be me.” And I wasn’t at all arrogant. I just wanted to be me.

I didn’t know at the time that I was seeking to be led no more by religion, nor led by the words of another person, nor led by things outside of me. I was yearning for the authenticity, the reality of the kingdom within. But I didn’t know to call it that.

You see, there’s been a process over these 23 years, a process of matriculation. Maybe I’ll graduate one day. Maybe there’ll be a school, a campus, an endowment! Wow. With people who actually study Meonics.

If you want certainty, I am not your teacher. I may be wrong about everything! But this I know, possibly more than anything else: I know the presence of unconditional love where I have yielded, where so many times my eyes have gotten wet, moist, or I’ve cried with weeping, with tears dropping off my face. Many times getting out of my chair, laying on the floor. Many times experiencing things for which there is no logical reason.

Meonics is the process of becoming the woman Christ. So I stand in the gap for you women to be Christ, and no longer submit yourself to be under the authority of a man.

So I take my place now. I take my position. Position of honor? No, or have I washed your feet?

I don’t ask you to wash mine, but I do ask you to wash each other’s! Where you begin to care not about the concept of a soul or trying to save it, but where you become the lover of love itself, and you begin to commune as a lover with love itself, where you begin to interact with the consciousness of The Feminine Divine. And you begin to write.

Oh gosh, I didn’t know I’d talked an hour. I was just about to say maybe that’s enough for one lesson.

I love you, Rob. Thanks for considering these words, for considering Meonics. Considering not the path to power but the path to leadership to no more be led by that which is outside of you. For the kingdom is within you. And you are the creator of you. And you are responsible for you, not me.

So if anyone wants to come to Eureka Springs, you know, it’s a little tourist town, there’s a whole lot of bed and breakfasts here, a lot of wonderful people. A lot of hills, a lot of bike trails.

I’ve been here now almost 10 years, and I’ve been very gregarious most of that time. Not so much now.

But I used to frequently start conversations with people on the trolley, on the sidewalk, in the coffee shop: “How did you land in Eureka Springs today?”

And of course over the years I’ve had many different responses. A lot of times people say, “Oh, I came to ride the bike trails,” or “We came because we wanted to see the fall colors,” “We like the Victorian architecture,” or whatever.

But over these years, many times I felt like so many people come here year after year—many people come year after year—and I’m not so sure they know why they come. They’re just drawn.

I remember talking with a young couple in the Grand Tavern one night and I asked them—they’d been here, I don’t know, four or five times—and they never really gave me much of an answer when I asked that question.

But then I just happened to remember this: the man got up, I guess he went to the washroom or whatever, so I was there talking with his wife a few minutes. And she said, “We come here because he feels free. He feels a freedom to be himself. There’s some kind of freedom.”

Ah!

I think a lot of people come because there’s a freedom. Maybe that’s how I wound up here.

I don’t know how long I’ll be here, but I’m here for now.

My name is Grace Cottingham, and I love you.

Meonics is about loving you. Meonics is about redefining your whole life, your whole existence, who God is, what reality consists of, what power you have.

Meonics is about being the Christ, bringing to the birth, birthing into what seems like this reality, the living word—the living word that you’ve given your life to.

Your life that you give your life for! The living word that comes through your lips as you begin to share it!

This is the operation of the new and living eternal everlasting covenant where you begin to commune and experience an energy, and the living word originates, uncopyrightable! The living word begins to be experienced where your consciousness yields to form the syllables, and you learn things you didn’t know in a model of education that doesn’t require tuition, but costs you everything.

Because in the study of Meonics, you will begin to learn: THIS is not reality. This is not fundamental reality. This is a visible, visual, visceral reality of this electromagnetic spectrum, but there’s so much more to the story.

I love you, my friend. I’ve said much. I don’t know how to give you more. I give you me.

And I ask you to love each other. You first. Because the more you become the real you that is not contrived or controlled by other people’s words, the more you may learn to be your own true and living word, constructing a reality where YOU do all the works that Jesus did, and more.

And this is Meonics. This is Meonics School. This is meonics.one on the internet for you to birth the One, so that we all become the One, the One who brings forth the new birth, the new race of Christ, all being it at whosoever will, in love with love.

My name is Grace Cottingham. Thank you for being with me. Thank you for subscribing to this channel, if you want to, and investigating Meonics, studying Meology, being a fool no more for religion, no more calling God something external, no longer letting your life be the combination, the confluence of other people’s design for you. Be your original YOU.

That’s what Meonics is: you being the original you, no longer limited to your flesh, with your new name, whatever you choose.

I love you all from Eureka Springs, Arkansas. Be the real you. Good day.

Please never forget this message. Good day.