I’m giving you my heart my vision my mind and my presence 

I am Grace Cottingham
The School of One on YouTube
Meonics.one
October 26, 2026

I love you. Here I am again, an old man in Eureka Springs telling you, you are angels. And if you deny it, you can resist it. You can separate from the very state of your existence, because you’re the creator of it. So if you want to create a consciousness and separation of you, and just remain the observer of it, your life, your creation, you can do it. But I’m going on.

I have things to do, people to see, countries to enjoy, people to understand. Or will you understand? Or do you not really want to understand you? You just want to remain a people here on earth? A stiff-necked Israel? A religious enterprise? An empire of religion? Mounted on heads of pogo sticks, not, or are you changing how you go up and down? How you vacillate? How ambivalent you are? What you care about to see, to do, to become? The aware of? Or will you enter something new? A new reality? A new reality where you’re no longer burying your head in the sand? Oh, you ostriches of religion.

My name is Grace Cottingham. In religion no more, though I grew up in it. I taught it. I loved it not. But I loved something about it. I loved something intangible. I talked to a force, the invisible me. We have not known who we are. We have assumed the obvious, the obvious answer. The answer that’s so commonly misunderstood. Common vernacular, words. Words giving us our reality. Words limiting us. Words creating our world. Hmm. You know, there’s more to the story.

I can’t really say that I ever really loved the story. The story of Jesus. The story of God. Moses in the bulrushes. The people of Egypt. People of Israel. People wanting kings. People fighting. And then all this talk about the promised land.

The people of Israel begin to multiply, multiply, multiply. So the people in whose land they were in became concerned about that. They wanted to protect their turf. They didn’t want to be outnumbered. So they wanted to lock these people out. They wanted to render them powerless. So he gave them a story about God. Or wait, wait. No.

That’s in a different chapter. Or is that a different multiverse? Or are you changing what’s had you on remote control all your life? 

Gee, isn’t it amazing? I don’t have to go out and chop the wood today. I just press a little button. And all of a sudden heat comes out. It’s a miracle. For no apparent reason, I press a button and it warms up in here. I press another button and the thing will even oscillate. Oscillate. I press another button. Lo and behold, it becomes more powerful. Press another button. It knows when to cut off. The damn thing must be conscious. Conscious. It connects with something. It communicates with something. It’s got to be a miracle. Everything that we have not understood, we’ve called a miracle.

Or we’ve called it unknowable. And we’ve created this mystique about things that are not obvious to us. How can a car travel without anybody in it? Must be a miracle. Oh, that’s part of the operation of God. It must be spiritual. The first time that I knew firsthand of a driverless car, it went backward.

But see, if you don’t know more of the setting, if you don’t know more of the picture, if you don’t have the vision of the setup, the circumstance, or the factors at play, the forces, you don’t really know. But of course, you can attribute it to God. That’s okay, right? That’s what a lot of people do. I know. I was one. I kid about this car going backward without a driver.

True story. I had a really good friend. I went to grad school with him. I lived in Tulsa. He lived in Claremore, Oklahoma. And he lived on a bit of a hill. And the long and the short of it, we had an ice storm one year. He couldn’t get all the way up the hill to get in his driveway. He lived near the top of the hill. So he parked about two-thirds of the way up. That’s as far as he could get. So after a while, he came back out to check on his car. It wasn’t there. The car had slid, literally. After it had remained in park a while, it had slid down the hill.

True story. True as far as I know. I mean, when he told me about it, I trust that he represented the facts accurately. I trust that I understood the story. I trust that I’m representing it to you fairly, justly, with equity, appropriately as a metaphor. A metaphor? A metaphor. A literary device? You tell one story to exhibit something else, right? Complex subject to have coffee over, huh?

My name is Grace Cottingham, and I invite you to subscribe to this YouTube channel if you have it, if you’d like to. I give you my heart. I give you my mind. I share with you my consciousness almost every day like this, and what I continue to learn to become conscious of. Conscious that we are not limited by what we see anymore. There are forces at work, forces at play. Force fields? Electromagnetism. Temperature? Ice? Little devices?

Years ago, I heard a little story, and you can call it silly. And I don’t refuse that, that it may be really silly, yet it’s a powerful little story. So it’s a make-believe, right? Pretend. Like a kid? Pretend. Pretend. The story goes, so this hermit had been living alone in the woods a long time. Wanders out, sees a church building, and I don’t remember some of the details to make it really super effective, but the idea is that he was not familiar with air conditioning, where the air would be cool inside of a building. But he looked in the window of this church where there were people, and he saw somebody messing with this little device on the wall.

Somebody walked outside, and he says, what’s that little device on the wall? They said, oh, that’s the air conditioner. What does it do? It makes things comfortable. It cools everything off. He says, where do I get one? Oh, you know, the hardware store. He goes to the hardware store. What does he buy? He said, I want that thing on the wall that cools things down.

So the guy sold him a thermostat. So he goes to his hut, you know, tapes it to the wall, turns it, and wonders why it doesn’t get cool inside. Silly little story. But see, we haven’t understood. We’ve looked at our circumstances. We’ve looked at each other. We’ve looked at ourselves in the mirror, and mostly, we interpret things like the hermit did. We look at our house, the car, our income, the world situation, and we say, oh me, oh my. But there’s more to the story.

And over a period of years, I have become increasingly articulate about it. I’d like you to understand this, though. If you just want the bottom line anymore, you can click a few buttons, get an AI summary of this entire teaching. You can get an AI summary in just seconds, so that you can glance through the key points and go about your day. I know you’re important, and you have people to see, things to do, places to go, deals to make, money to put in your coffer. I understand.

But there’s a process. If you want to connect with reality, I suggest you must learn how to see. You must learn how to see what’s invisible.

You must learn another learning system. I know, it may sound silly. And if you don’t want a learning system that has not been peer-reviewed, I understand that.

If you want something accredited by the higher education accreditation committee to control your life, and what you know about reality, and what you don’t know, and what you experience the reality of now, you’re free to do that.

I want you to know there’s more to the story of Jesus. There’s more to the story of the world that you have grown up in. There’s more to the story than the thermostat on the wall that we so often want to control. We want to control the thermostat. We want to control the temperature. We want to control the situation. We want to control other people.

My name is Grace Cottingham, and this is the school of one. I guess I’m the only one in it. The school of one. Well, I’m one.

When I first began, when I first began to experience an education from within me, I didn’t even know how to talk about it. I was not articulate. I was anything but. I so well remember standing in my parents’ kitchen one day, early 2000s, I guess, and I, they actually asked me a few questions, and I said, I feel like it’s as if. Oh, a literary device, as if. As if I’m in a swimming pool, and over the period of several years, when that first began, it was like I was trying to walk, navigate the world, deal with a family, being a dad, a husband, had my own little one-man business.

It’s kind of like being in a swimming pool, trying to navigate, but I was like I was walking around in something deterring me, something that wasn’t quite normal, natural. It’s like I was in six inches of water. Well, you can try to run in six inches of water, but difficult. You can do it, but it’s difficult. But then there came a time, I don’t know why, it was as if the water was knee deep, and being very concise, there came a time, or a long time, it was like the water was chest high, but I was still trying to navigate the world. I was still trying to do everything.

I was still trying to understand. I was still learning how to connect with the real world. The real world, you think this is air you breathe? It is very costly.

It is very costly to begin to communicate with the real world because we haven’t been taught how. We’ve been taught to value what we could see and corroborate, validate, verify. We valued the scientific method.

So many people believe you can’t, if you can’t replicate it in the laboratory and get basically the same result, then it’s anecdotal. And because so much of life, especially real life, real life, life, real life, is not subject to molecules. You see, this little magic remote that’s so miraculous, so magical, so powerful, it makes it warm in here.

Just press a button, cuts off automatically, take the battery out, and it’s worthless. It’s powerless. The pre-programmed circuitry within it has no power.

Friends, the real world does not require electromagnetism. The real world is not limited to your microns, your neurons, your quarks, your organelles, your dendrites, your pions, your Zion, your Nebuchadnezzar, your spacecraft, your rocket ships, your dollars, or what you see with your eyes. You see, there’s more to the story than what you have been claiming your vision of.

We have taught each other very effectively to limit each other. As humans, we have been critical, diabolical, evil. We haven’t understood love. We haven’t understood the power of love. We haven’t understood where we are, what we are, or what we’re to do here.

Decades ago, I read the two existential questions. Who am I? Why am I here? Friends, you are more than an assembly line worker to help increase the GDP of your country.

My name is Grace Cottingham. This is the School of One. Are you one? Will you be one? One what? One that begins to venture beyond the realm of safety. Venture beyond the realm of the visible empirical. It might be scary.

By any chance, do you remember the first day you went to the second grade? The first day you went to the third grade? Walk in, sit down, wonder what you’d learn. What will this year be like? Wonder what I’ll study. Who will I meet? What will I learn? I’m asking you to consider. Just consider. I’m not asking you to believe me. I’m not trying to be persuasive.

I’m asking you to consider learning a new language. A language that is not dependent upon syllables. I’m asking you to begin to see. See the invisible and enter the realm of what is unknowable and understand no one can keep you out of it but you. Whether you’re rich, whether you’re poor, whether you’re black, whether you’re white, blue, green, yellow, red.

My name is Grace Cottingham and I love you and I give you my heart. No, not my blood pumping muscle but the real me. The real me that doesn’t need this blood pumping muscle. I’m asking you to begin to see there’s more to the story of you than what you think is your epidermis. There’s more to the story and the story that I have to share with you is one where you begin to take the limits off of you that you have superimposed upon each other that we have adopted as reality and languished in so that we meet our need any which way we can. How do we meet our need? Work our ass off. Try to do what’s right. Try to be good. The best husband, the best dad, or just trying to be good, trying to love.

We’ve empowered this concept among our race of doing what’s right. Do what’s right. Do what’s right. Of course. Be a good dad. Be a good kid. Be a good Christian. Don’t make ways.

I have had no precedent for what I have experienced for 23 years and I really have no symbols of success. I don’t offer you a three-point plan of prosperity. I don’t offer you a formula to have favor with God. I have the experience of beginning to experience a communication system with the invisible infinite.

If you are looking for the verification of my success to determine whether it’s worth your time to listen to me or the things that I share, you can do that. I understand. But what I say is not popular.

What I talk about is not made visible yet or are you bringing it into the visible empirical world? Will you be one who does so? Will you no longer be limited to the sight of your eyes, the hearing in your ears, like it speaks about in the book of Isaiah chapter 11, verse 3.

I’m an old man now. I’m 75. And this morning as I got my coffee, came upstairs. Just while I was walking upstairs, I thought, I’m an old man. I’m 75. I have no school. I have no students. I have no building. No trust fund. I have nothing that symbolizes success. But I have my words. And my words, I have given you freely for 23 years.

And what I’m calling my heart is not limited to my blood pumping muscle, but a reality, a connection to the invisible realm for you to enter it. No longer being religious about it. No longer trying to appease a God. No longer trying to have faith. No longer trying to memorize verses of your Bible. Because if you don’t separate from who you really are, you won’t need all that. You won’t need a Messiah if you’ll be who you really are. You won’t need to ask forgiveness for sin. You won’t be creating it. You won’t be seeking a Messiah.

I would like to know you better. I really would. I’m serious. I’m really serious. I call you friend. I see, or at least I have indication. I have an indicator that at this moment we’re having coffee together. We’re in conversation. We’re communicating. We’re connecting. But will we collaborate? Are you willing to connect or do you just want to remain unknown? If you want to hide from me, you can do that.

And if you want to be known to me, you can do that. You can ask me questions and I may answer them. May not.

Occasionally I get the question on this YouTube channel, why don’t I turn on live interactive comments? And I’ve done that multiple times. But it seems like to me, and I could be very wrong, but it seems like so many people that made live comments when I left them on: Most of the people that left comments, they don’t know who I am. They don’t know what this channel is about. They’re just walking down the street. They’re driving down a highway of information. And they suddenly see somebody they maybe look at for more than a nanosecond and leave some comment that’s often disparaging.

And I’m at the point where, you know, the screen of my phone, you know, is not very big. And the words that come out on those comments, especially interactively, on the bottom line, I can’t read them. I don’t, I don’t catch half of them. So there you have it. I don’t see as well as I used to. I don’t hear as well as I used to. I’m probably more reclusive than I’ve ever been. Because I don’t, I know this is not my world. And I know it’s not yours. And I can’t prove it to you. I don’t give you any guarantee, any assurance that I even know what I’m talking about. I may be all wet.

I’m just an old guy in Eureka Springs. But I know what love is. That I differentiate the kind of love that I talk about, that I teach about, that I’ve experienced, is an unconditional love. I had no precedent for this. I had no precedent of encountering the infinite invisible that would communicate with me telepathically, telepathically.

Well, I didn’t, I didn’t hear somebody speak and yet I began to write day after day. I’ve talked about that multiple times. And on my website, my website, the school website, your website, it’s a website, Meonics.one, I’ve documented, documented? I recorded and transcribed over 3,000 conversations for you to learn from. For you to begin to experience the communication that allows you to collaborate as an equal with the infinite, the invisible, the real.

So I mentioned getting my coffee this morning about to walk upstairs. I thought, I don’t have a school. I shouldn’t say I have school in Eureka Springs. I thought, no, I don’t want to. I walked upstairs, picked up my phone, tapped into the YouTube app, the YouTube studio app, and changed the description of this channel.

And this is what fell out. Fell out? No, this is what I created. This is what I wrote:

The School of One on YouTube. The channel description now. I am an old man now, 75. I have no school, no students, just a channel on YouTube and a website. That’s it. I have learned that each one of us is our own creator, not God.

The word God, quote, God is a misnomer. We are in “The Garden of Eden”. We are “God” creating ourselves. The Story, the story, “the story”, the story is ongoing about all of us, our consciousness. The concept of “Israel”. Israel is cyclical, cyclical Israel.

Israel, as taught about, is not a geographic country. Reality is not as it appears. But see, religion is based in what you can see on your, in your two eyes.

Religion is, religion is all about worshiping something outside of you. You never know what reality is unless you’ll go inside. You can claim this is reality. You can claim the verifiable existence, that it’s empirically documented, scientifically proven. But you may be just operating according to a pre-programmed circuitry, where the energy of the visible world is simply allowing your electrons to flow, to facilitate the operation of your algorithms. Reality is not as it appears.

Back to this channel description. I teach, what do I teach? I teach that the Creator is a network of creators. The Creator is a network of creators that you can learn to connect with, telepathically as equals.

I call this, for the moment, CCN, a cosmic consciousness network. We’re not sacred, we’re not divine, or even spiritual. We’re just conscious.

Conscious of what? A new reality. I said Israel is cyclical. This is a new beginning.

So, if you want to live out in the comfort of all of your assumptions, that all of us have been taught right, and that your religion gives you your origin story, you can believe that, or you can create a new one. My name is Grace Cottingham. This YouTube channel is called The School of One.

I may be the only one in it. But I don’t know, people keep subscribing, people keep clicking on it, but nobody ever asks me a question. I tell you my website every time, meonics.one. You can connect, you can subscribe, you can connect two different ways.

You can connect to receive the transcripts of my teaching. This is one way I open my heart to you. I open my consciousness to you.

I open my blood supply to you. I open up my supply of oxygen, nitrogen. Or am I opening, am I opening your eyes? Or will you open someone else’s eyes today, and begin to see, begin to feel, begin to experience the literal connections with the infinite empirical, the infinite eternal, the infinite immortal, a realm that does not limit you to your algorithms, your DNA, a battery, your mind.

Will you change? Will you be open to change? Will you consider being open to change? How’s that? Will you consider considering the idea that this is not reality, but the religious world is hung up on you being saved from that which you cannot see and I’m inviting you to enter what you cannot see, and that you don’t understand reality until you will go beyond the veil of what’s visible, and what you consider real, what you consider a miracle, where you’re no longer just looking for the thermostat on the wall to cool your home.

I sit here this day and share with you that there is a cosmic consciousness to be afraid of no more. There is a cosmic consciousness and you can come to the table with it, where you’re no longer thinking the angels are above you, and that you’re made just a little lower than the angels.

You see, there’s a cosmic consciousness of unconditional love that does not create a system. There’s a consciousness of unconditional love that operates according to its own power, because it’s the generator of itself. But if you insist on exalting your ego to choose separation, you can fall for that theory.

But I tell you what, ultimate humility does, communicates. Ultimate humility is no more a recluse. So I’m talking to me. I’m talking with you. I’m talking on a YouTube channel. I have no four-wall school. I have my heart. I have my experience. I have my words.

I have a vision of you in flight, not needing an airplane. What did Isaiah say? Who are these that fly? Who are these that fly like doves to their nest at night? What did Jesus say in John 3? A person born again is like the wind, like the wind. You can’t see where they go or where they come from.

They’re invisible. I’m inviting you to enter the invisible realm, the invisible world, and no longer separate yourself from the true you who created you to be you and begin to love you first again, instead of loving this world or loving God, thinking you’re appointed to die, and then experience the great assessment. See whether you pass or fail.

I’m asking you to defeat religion in your life and realize that which is said to bring you God, brings you hell. It brings you the opposite. Do you see how plain this is being this day in your hearing? The things we thought were upside down, wrong side out, convoluted, introverted, not but misrepresented.

We’ve been duped by the mind, the mind that says this is reality, that you’re a human, that you’re a male, a female, you’re black, you’re white, you’re this, you’re that. You have a role to play. Seek God’s will. Find God’s will for your life.

My friend, you are the creator of you. You created you. And now you have the great opportunity, the greatest opportunity of all to begin to know, to feel, to see, to experience, to create you again. This time where you don’t need a battery. This time where you no longer experience the Tower of Babel. You’re no longer limited to the vernacular, the lexicon, the diction and grammar of the people on earth.

This is where you begin to connect and collaborate and create. If you just want to look-see, kick the tires, you can walk along. You can drop in when you want to, when it’s convenient on this channel. But, my friend, there’s so much more if you’re not afraid, if you’re not afraid to connect, to connect with what? The invisible infinite, the network of the angels. It doesn’t matter what you call it. What you label it will not defeat the operation of your heart, the motive center of your being.

My name is Grace Cottingham. I appreciate you being here. I love you and I’m sharing with my friends. Will you be my friend? Will you befriend the people who can do nothing for you? Will you connect with a world no longer limited to yours? Will you communicate with the unseen and not be afraid? Afraid to listen? Afraid to commune? Afraid to have coffee with the angels? 

So, I don’t have a normal school. I’m not a normal man. I’m a woman. I know what Parthenogenesis is. I have created me with a womb. Not that you can see it or are you hearing it. Are you hearing my new creation speak? This is not my old creation. I’m no longer limited to my old creation.

I speak with the tongues of men and evil, not; men and angels, not. I speak with a love that can no longer be contained on planet earth and I’m connecting with the royalty of the heavens asking you to also where you begin to see and connect. You begin to do something you’ve never done before.

You can choose whatever you want to for for lack of what ambiguity remains in the openness of that invitation. I invite you to connect with me. I don’t send out spam. I don’t even have anything for sale. I don’t seek your money. I don’t relish your support.

What would make me happiest of all is for you to respond to this call to action by taking your place at the table. No longer forfeiting your power.

My name is Grace Cottingham. This is the YouTube channel The School of One. You can go to the website. You can connect. You can you can connect by there’s one spot on the menu, the website menu to connect. Connect via email. Are you willing to connect beyond the visible? Are you willing to begin to experience a consciousness that will teach you how to begin to become increasingly articulate with the consciousness of the unlimited infinite? Will you no more let your fear immobilize you? Will you pick up your pen? You can write me at Box 34. Box 34 in Eureka Springs. We’re not studying fractals, Fibonacci numbers, black holes. We’re sharing the heart of him, not; but her, The One who no longer needs anything outside of her to bring forth the child. The child the child who shall lead them. The child who will feed them. The child who will do all the miracles that Jesus did and more.

Will you begin to see and begin to grow up in a system of education that doesn’t conquer you to remain in this visible empirical reality?

I give you my heart. I’ve done so for 23 years. I call forth your courage and even sitting here I’m being more courageous, bold, forthright in my presentation, my call to action, explicitly, you have the greatest opportunity that exists in the cosmos to recreate you because you were the creator and I’m asking you to be the creator again.

If you want to write me, you can. I’ve made the invitation clear. Box 34 in Eureka Springs, Arkansas. My web address Meonics.one.

You see, when you begin to no longer insist that you are not God, you may begin to communicate with that which has never separated from you.

But many people have never taken the time to know who they really are. So they continue to say, who am I? What am I doing here? Living my life, just trying to make a living, trying to have a few crumbs from the rich man’s table, move all the way across the country for a 5 or 10% raise, have a few more comforts, try to find another thermostat. I understand.

My name is Grace Cottingham. I am Grace Cottingham. And whether that means anything to you or not, I love you. I’ve laid my heart open before you. I’ve asked you day after day, time after time, week after week, year after year, to pick up your pen and write me. It’s not like I’m trying to build an empire, build a mailing list, raise funds, send out solicitation letters. I don’t do any of that.

I send out the transcripts of what I teach. And I encourage a boldness. And I present you a call to action, to begin to interact with the invisible, who has always been faithful to hear your every heartbeat, your every request, have coffee with you whenever you want. The cosmos is opening up, but you who are afraid of it will probably never see it. I understand if you want to hold on to that which gives you comfort instead of going to a new land that you can only see as you go. Is that what was told Abraham? Get up, Abraham. I’m calling you to a new place. Where is it? It’s not on any map.

It’s not on a map? Well, I don’t know about that. That may be scary. Are you willing to go where man has never gone, where religion will tell you you cannot go? Now, this day, I’m asking you to overcome your fear and no longer think this is reality, because it isn’t.

But you can enter a reality, and the consciousness of that reality will teach you. And it will teach you directly, internally, telepathically. So I look forward to the day when you won’t need me, and you’ll graduate, and you’ll become the one teaching, and you’ll teach others.

You’ll begin your YouTube channel. You’ll begin a school, maybe have more than one student. Maybe millions will no longer limit the infinite to what’s empirical. You’ve been infinite all this time.

I’m asking you to recreate you without limits and love each other equally. Of every nation, tribe, and tongue, every boy, every girl, every whore, every harlot, every undesirable, every homeless person, love them, every immigrant, every alien, haha.

Entering an existence where you never have a need again is my vision for you all. My name is Grace Cottingham. Thank you for joining me today.

Thank you for understanding. Thank you for picking up your pen and writing me. Snail mail, email, connect with the invisible empirical, the infinite eternal, that which is more real than what you see in your mirror. Never limit yourself to your image again.

I love you. Grace Cottingham.

The School of One on YouTube and in Eureka Springs. I love you. See you later.

Good day.