The Creator, creation, and Consciousness

Speaker: Grace Cottingham  Date & Time: October 21, 2026 | 12:10 PM CDT  Location: Eureka Springs, Arkansas  Channel / Platform: The School of One (YouTube / meonics.one)

Hi, lovely friends, Angels, thought to be of a lowly estate, but you’re not. You’re not made a little lower than the angels. You are the angels. And you are creating creation all the time. And the consciousness that results… is the result that we see all around us. Because God… is not separate from the angels. Or was God never existent like we thought; A man was, a male God, a procreator, progenitor?
 
 I asked AI a question this morning on my phone, flipped into ChatGPT, and asked it: Why do people believe this is reality? And it gave me one of the more thought-provoking answers, I thought. Why do you think this is reality? Because we can hammer it, nail it, manufacture it, mine it. But what is the mind doing to us? Or what is our mind manufacturing? Or is all of this a result of consciousness?
 
 Are you the creator of your consciousness, of your reality? Are your eyes causing the collapse of the wave function so that the quantum infinite invisible is suddenly visible? Or do you know? Or do you just care to think?
 
 If you just want to think, you can think about it as long as you want to think about it… until the undertaker comes. And then you divest yourself of all thought. So at some point in this life, you’re going to divest yourself of everything you’ve believed. So where does all that belief go? Just return to dust? Not very exciting.
 
 So I asked ChatGPT: Why do so many people believe this is reality? Because I have taught you for a long time now that this is not reality like you think it is.
 
 And even just a few days ago, I entitled an entire message about this. But you don’t have to believe it, it’s all right. If you want to believe you are in the real world, you can keep cranking it out. You can keep observing your life as an observer, instead of being the creator of it, like you have the opportunity to be.
 
 My name is Grace Cottingham. This is The School of One in Eureka Springs, Arkansas. A school of quantum consciousness. It’s a school of creators becoming creators again where you no longer destroy yourself. You no longer give yourself to a God to worship it like the Philistines, or the pagans, or the people in your Bible that had all those idols—idols everywhere, idols! Idols on their fireplace, their mantelpiece.
 
 Where is your idol? Why do you worship an idol you call God? Why do you worship anything when love never asks you to worship it? Love does not want your worship. Aren’t there people that you love? I mean, seriously. Serious love, unconditional love. I say if you want their worship, a lot of people would call that sick—a sickness, a malady. You want somebody to worship you, raise their hands and praise you in adoration, call you redeemer, soon-coming king, messiah? Love does not want to be acknowledged as the messiah. Never did, never has, never will.
 
 You see, when you are willing to become the creator of you, if you don’t restrict you being it, you can learn from another world. You can learn from the quantum me, the quantum world, the quantum angelic force, the source of all love, unconditional love.
 
 So I asked Chat: Why do so many people believe this is the real world? Gave me an extraordinarily insightful answer, I think.
 1. Because we experience it through our senses—our five-sense mind. Because we experience, we think it’s real.
 Friends, I have come to you like this for 23 years. And many, many, many times I have told you, talked about, and taught and given you many examples, exhorting you, encouraging you, inviting you to no longer be limited by your five-sense mind. For 23 years I’ve done this. And I have written thousands of documents about this that did not come through my intelligence, but came through my surrender because I had the channel open, because I listened, because I heard God, because I connected with the source of eternal life that doesn’t give me a messiah to appease.
 
 If you’re not willing to be wrong, you’re arrogant, you’re stiff-necked. And I understand. I was born in this world, born of a woman named Mary.
 
 People believe this is the real world because we experience it through our senses, but that doesn’t make it necessarily so.
 
 Item two, it said: People believe this is the real world because the world appears—appears—to be shared. Ah! Other people see the same mountains, walk through the same doorways, etc. Very interesting wording right there: “This agreement”—ah, agreement! This agreement between all of us gives us strong reasons to believe that we inhabit a shared world. Agreement. We all agreed? We agree that this is the real world? Or are we beginning to agree that all the miracles that Jesus did, all of us can do?
 
 Item three: Why do people believe this is the real world? Item three, it says: because the world behaves consistently. And then it goes on to mention gravity works whether we believe in it or not, fire burns, objects fall. So it’s speaking about those characteristics.
 
 But the one that really stood out, stands out to me that I share with you… when I asked ChatGPT: Why do people believe this is the real world?
 Item four: Because we are taught what reality is before we can question it. Wow! Our minds are effectively commandeered before we even develop the maturity to ask the hard questions. We are told, we are taught in pictures, and we are told how the world works. We are told about manners and protocols and requirements and demands, and gods, and how to appease the gods.
 
 And the last item it answered, number five: Why do so many people believe this is reality? Number five: Because we confuse our interpretation of reality with reality itself.
 
 Kind of reminds me, many times I’ve said over the years that most Christians don’t believe the Bible. I’ve said that many, many, many times. I’ve said so many Christians believe their interpretation of that Bible. For example, John 14:12, Jesus said: If you believe in me, you’ll do the works that I do, and greater. I don’t know if I’ve ever met another human that believes what it says if you just simply read it and take the words literally: If you believe in me, you’ll do the things I do. But the interpretation emasculates the point, the power of the verse. It takes your power away from you. The interpretation causes you to think you’re powerless. “Oh, well that means…” and people go on to explain it. And their explanation then becomes truth to the hearer. It becomes their reality. And they think they know what it means, so they don’t even ask any questions about it. They don’t question it, they don’t ponder it. They don’t approach the bench with awe and wonder.
 
 How much would you know if you let yourself learn? No longer cursed by having to learn line by line, precept by precept.
 
 It’s all about the change, my friend. And when I say “it”… everything is going to change because we don’t live in a static universe. Love is continuously revealing itself and the nature of unconditional love.
 
 So I’d like you to understand… your investments are not going to always be predictable. You may not want to have all your money in the stock market or the defense industries. You may not be able to depend on the past to project the future. But if you want to keep trying, good luck with that.
 
 This is The School of One. My name is Grace Cottingham. This is The School of One on YouTube. I invite you to subscribe if you haven’t and go to the website, the school website, where you can learn many things. You can avail yourself of many writings, many insights—several thousand prophecies that I wrote as I sat still. Some of them while I was in McBirney Chapel, First Methodist Church, downtown Tulsa. But I didn’t write many there. That’s actually where I began writing daily like I do and have for so many years. But I guess I made a tactical error. I made an appointment and shared with the pastor how God was teaching me directly and gave him some of the transcripts. Whereupon I was reminded that people aren’t taught like that today. Oh, okay. I listened, I left. Walked in late the next Sunday morning, listening to the man in charge of that big operation talk about how God doesn’t talk to people today like in old, and how some people are delusional, thinking they talk to God and that God talks to them.
 
 So you probably know my next sentence: I don’t think I ever went back. See, I knew I wasn’t welcome. I wasn’t only not welcome, I was told I was delusional. Oh, okay. Maybe you think I’m delusional! What in the world did people think of Jesus when he talked about his Father, when he talked about power, when he did the miracles? Do you think people praised him?
 
 Friends, there is a cost to understand this world. There is a great cost to begin to learn who you are, what you are, where you are, and what you have the capacity to change.
 
 What’s those Bible verses that are in red that say: Don’t think I came to bring peace but a sword? Oh my. I don’t hear that preached very often, or didn’t use to. I didn’t come to bring peace, but a sword, to divide families? Two in one family?
 
 My friend, it’s costly to know your power. And understand, there are many people who want the power. They seek the power because they want to control people. They want to control the stock market, they want to control… they want to gather, gather, gather unto themselves. They want to have eyes on them where they disseminate their venom. You can always tell the difference between an angel and a devil: an angel always loves—unconditional love.
 
 I’ve taught on love off and on for years. And I’ve been teaching on the conscious creator for a year. Consciousness, the quantum world, the classical physics world. Why do you love the world? Why do you think this is real? It’s all outside of you. But the kingdom—the kingdom of God, the kingdom of heaven, the kingdom of a reality that is not subject to the molecular world—is inside of you. The quantum consciousness. But if you want to limit yourself to the vocality, the vocal cords, the product of someone else’s thinking, you can do that. But you’ll never experience your own love for you until you’re ready to go inside.
 
 So I told part of that story. So what happened after I didn’t go to First Methodist anymore? I had a friend, an older lady, just an absolute angelic woman. Her name was Mary Lou, Mary Lou Cochran. And she just happened, right? Just happened. You can call it fortuitous, you can say it was left to the universe, synchronicity… but there’s so much more to the story. Mary Lou called me and said, “Ted…”—I went by Ted most of my life—she said, “Why don’t you come down and visit Trinity Episcopal? You know, I go there so often, and they have that Iron Gate Ministry where they feed the homeless.” So I did, I went. And I think even while I was there, maybe part of the staff walked through, and I talked with them. And then later I went and met with Ed Roling who was on staff there at Trinity Episcopal. And I told him, I said, “I pray. I pray every day. I pray five days a week from 8 to 12. Would it be okay if I come pray in your church?” They welcomed me with open arms and treated me like I was really something special. And I will always honor Trinity Episcopal and Ed Roling and Mary Lou and a lot of people who are now going to do things they never imagined because of their love. You see, love communicates. Love is not mute. Love does not withhold. Love shares.
 
 So over those several years that I went, at least it was my custom almost every day, five days a week mostly, they couldn’t have treated me better. And then, lo and behold, there came a time wherein all my channeling and writing, all these prophetic words, the call came forth inviting me to have a week-long conference in Tulsa. And I… so many things I could say about those years and so many of those events. So when I… you see, I didn’t immediately dismiss the idea. I said, “Wow, where would I have it?” And instantaneously there was the thought within me: Have it here. Here? Where’s here? Here? At Trinity Episcopal? Have a week-long conference at Trinity Episcopal where I talk about God teaching people directly from within? Wow. I didn’t know what they would think of that. They opened their door so wide open to me, welcomed me. I spent many hours in that cathedral. Many times I laid face down on the floor at the front.
 
 All of those things have gone into my reality, my consciousness. And this is who I am. I’m an old man in Eureka Springs, 75.
 
 There was a while that I went down to St. John’s Episcopal in Tulsa, Oklahoma, about 41st and Atlanta Street. They were nice to me. One day, instead of going into the sanctuary to pray—I didn’t go there very often, but a little while—but I had many times seen a stained-glass window over a certain doorway. And right across from that doorway was actually a bench, a padded bench. And I just kind of thought, you know, I kind of sort of wanted to just sit there and ponder, looking at that stained-glass window. And I did so. And I thought a number of times as I was sitting there, “I wonder, what am I supposed to see? What am I supposed to know?” Looking at a gorgeous window, I think it had five different panels in it.
 
 I don’t know exactly how long I was there, I think maybe an hour and a half. But at some point, probably over an hour… you see, you can’t rush this! When you care to connect, this is not something you’re controlling on your schedule. This is something you begin to yield, to invite, and you begin to learn the value of woo—like where you woo a lover, where you care. You care about your words, and you care about theirs.
 
 And I looked at those panels a long time. And then it dawned on me—a thought dawned, thought dawned, think about how we use words, dawned—it dawned on me, I thought: those five panels, Jesus is in every one of them, and in every one of them Jesus is doing a quote “miracle.” And as I sat there, I began to connect with ideas, thoughts, information, data… that those weren’t just fortuitous circumstances, they weren’t happenstance. Every one of those events was a message. And I offer you this day that every miracle Jesus did is a message to you, my friend. Yes, women, people of every nation, tribe, and tongue. Showing you, giving you the message in visual form—no video back then—giving you the message in visible form that this world is not reality. Your protons, neutrons, and electrons don’t have the final say.
 
 This is The School of One. One? One what? Are you willing to be one? One who becomes one where you, the creator who created you as your creation, begins to realize, understand, perceive, become aware, become conscious that you created you. And you even have the power to create you again. But this time, if you will, please create you as your creator, not your creation.
 
 You see, you were creating all the time. Every day you are causing things to happen. Many things… many that you have no idea about.
 
 When Mary Lou Cochran phoned me that day and invited me to come down to Trinity Episcopal Church the first time and I said yes, I don’t think she had any idea of how that would affect my life. And how 20 years later I’d be almost every day on YouTube for an hour teaching about my appointment with death—not, my appointment in Samarra—not, but my appointment with you.
 
 We have not understood our power because people have taught us about what reality is and told us in no uncertain terms that we are limited, that we are frail, that we are fragile, that we should beware of false teachers, that we should be afraid of the lion in the street, the fiery furnace. But that’s not my message. My message is unconditional love. My message is you are not powerless. My message is not about a patriarchy with a male God sitting on a throne that you need his approval, his permission. My experience has been about the feminine divine, the feminine divine that reproduces parthenogenetically. That’s a long word for simply meaning the reproduction without anything outside of yourself. So without anything outside of yourself, anything that’s in the classical physics world, everything that’s within the classical physical world is not needed for your reproduction of you.

The quantum world is within you. You’ll never know unconditional love until you give it to you. And once you give yourself unconditional love, you give yourself permission to be right, permission to be wrong, permission to be the leader. You give yourself permission to recreate you because you’re no longer limited to your creation. You become one, where the creation and the creator have become equal. Let this mind be in you that was in Christ Jesus, who thought it not robbery to be equal with God.

Instead of seeing the divinity of Jesus, will you see his humanity, his commonality? He wasn’t special at all. But a lot of people sure did write a lot of folklore about it, or maybe they wrote a lot of facts, you decide. But what you decide does not determine my reality.

My reality has become Jesus the Pattern. My reality is that you can do all the works that Jesus did. My reality is that you will never go without food again. You’ll never beg for crumbs from the rich man’s table. You’ll never again stand in a bread line. This is my reality, and I bring my reality to the forefront! Because I’m sick and tired of people being so brutal to each other, so disrespectful. Have you never read the book of Jude? A great lesson in there, a great lesson, very instructive for you who want to lead, or you who are willing to lead, or you who are willing to begin to see this reality does not limit you.

You can do the miracles Jesus did and more. This is my message, this is why I live! Everything Jesus did was showing you your power. Please don’t waste your life sitting on a pew, worshipping the devil, worshipping God, trying to avoid the devil, whatever you call it.

You know what one is, right? You’re it. But if you don’t want to think that, you can think you’re in separation, you can think you have free will, you can think you’re not in a simulation, you can think God made this world, you can think you were fearfully and wonderfully made, but my friends… go home and take two aspirin!
 
 The empires of religion will no longer maintain their stronghold over you if you are willing to love. And when you are willing to love you, and you are willing to forgive you… for what? For separating. You see, you have been the creator all the time—The Creator. And you have the power to create as The Creator. You can change your life, you can change your reality. But I’m not talking about the power of the mind to manipulate. I’m talking about the gentle affectionate lover.
 
 When I would drive down to spend my mornings… I was meeting with my lover. Today, October 21st, 2026 at 12:10 PM Central Standard Time, which is right now, I am meeting with her. Because I feel her, I touch her, I see her. Or is she invisible? Or is it me? Am I one with the invisible me? Am I both visible and invisible at the same time? Is this reality the way that we have thought it was? Is this the real world? Or are you willing to unplug from your unreality? If you’re not willing, obviously I’m not your teacher.
 
 I’ve mentioned a number of movies. Over these 23 years I have mentioned over 300 movies that you can learn from. This movie is called The 13th Floor. This is for graduate students! Gretchen Mol, Craig Bierko. This movie was made from the book by the prophet Daniel Galouye, a Frenchman. Oh, I’ve shown you the book before, I’ve talked about it.

As long as you are in love with your interpretation of reality, you will never do all the works that Jesus did, much less the more. But you see, friends, I’m not alone in this world. I’m not limited to this world, and you aren’t either. And when you’re ready to do something about the brutality in this world, the misogyny in this world, all the war, the maiming, the killing, the devastation, the brutality… you don’t have to be feeble. You don’t have to sit on that pew. You don’t have to accept that this is reality, because you can change it, if you’re willing to love people. I’m not talking about the power of the mind, manipulation, narcissism, gaslighting, selfishness.

I’ve taught a number of times about who you no longer let teach you. And there are many people that would love to teach you, but they won’t wash your feet. And if you have a leader who won’t wash your feet, I suggest you take the first exit, and you find the leaders of love who will love love itself, and restore your power to your kingdom.
 
 My name is Grace Cottingham. My name is: you are no longer limited to your reality. The tune that you have danced to, that you have gotten up and danced to all of your life… the music’s about to stop playing, or is it? Will you no longer be someone else’s puppet? The puppet masters? The Andromeda Strain? I know, it was just called science fiction back then on Earth. Nobody cared about it, except for a sub-genre of making movies for money. I understand.
 
 Jesus, I’m inviting you to love Jesus not as a savior, not as your savior, not as a soon-coming king, not that he paid any price for you, but as The Pattern that you begin to see… you begin to see through these words a new vision for you to create a new beginning where you are no longer enraptured, mesmerized by the religious stories and their fearmongering.

Go inside. Learn to let belief no more give you its reality.

“If you believe in me, you’ll do the things I do.” John 14:12. John 3:8, ah, there’s another good one. So many Christians think they’re born again because they’re told they’re born again. What a joke! They say a little prayer, maybe get sprinkled, and emerge with all the same problems, all the dilemma, still standing in the bread line, applying for more and more credit, trying to keep up with the Joneses, trying to make sure everybody knows that they’re blessed of God because they prosper. So they’re afraid to tell people when they’re sick and dying because they want to be in health and prosper, they want to be blessed by God, they want to believe they’re blessed in God. Right, I understand. Jesus is the pattern. 321 pages I wrote over a 10-year period, and I offer it to you free. Free! You don’t have to do anything for it. You have to be willing to go to the website. I have a URL redirect now, so you can go… so easy to remember: tedcottingham.com. That’ll redirect you to where several thousand of my writings are, plus two books. And both books you can download, you can download free, PDF or ePub. My name is Grace Cottingham.
 
 I’m no longer in love with God, don’t mistake. I found that love… that love will teach us directly. Not God! Not God! You see, as soon as you use the word “God,” there’s all of this baggage, right? You think of a divine entity outside of you. But my friend, you are the creator of you. Hear me well: you are creating all the time. You’re creating all the time, and you are the creator of you. And you are creating your consciousness even right now of what you’re going to do, what you’re going to say, what you’re going to connect with or not. You can connect with The School of One, meonics.one. I’m not asking you to talk to the dead, I’m asking you to come alive and see things you’ve never seen before, and let love be taught first-person where you write the words, where you pick up your pen, where you record the teaching, and you begin to teach other people.
 
 You remember holding my hand the transcript of a few days ago, October 17th, the title: “You Will Be Taught as You Teach.” I am learning as I am teaching, for I am not teaching limited to my intelligence nor the activity of my neurons, protons, electrons, gluons, organelles, dendrites. There’s more to the story, friend.
 
 My desire is for you to heal people, to love people, to love them unconditionally, and segment no one out of your life just because you think they’re different.
 
 I changed the government of my reality, and it is no longer governed by electromagnetism.
 
 In Luke 8:24, the disciples went and woke him saying, “Master, Master, we’re going to drown!” He got up and rebuked the wind and the raging water; the storm subsided, and all was calm. John 6:21: “Then they were willing to take him into the boat, and immediately the boat reached the shore where they were going.” John 6:21.
 
 If all these other planets are millions of light-years away, how is it that you can go to them? Isn’t that a valid thought? Would you like to know? Okay. All that is, all there is, is inside of you. You are not as you perceive you to be. You perceive yourself with the awareness thinking of your limitations as a human, limited. But you’re not. And when you begin to realize the reality of a nature that does not limit you, you can begin an educational system with the invisible you. Topper? Oh. Oh, Harvey! The Stairway to Heaven, David Niven.

I’ve given you homework, I’ve given you assignment. I’ve called you into being the head of the class. I’ve called you to the place of honor, if you can see it. I go now, I’m done for this teaching.
 
 Jesus the Pattern. Free download, ePub, PDF. Do something you’ve never done before today. Take time to begin to ask yourself some questions. What if… what if this is true? Would you like to have the transcript of this? Almost every day now I send out the transcript of my teaching a few hours later. You can go to the website, meonics.one, that’s m-e-o-n-i-c-s. You ever wonder about the meon? You think that’s anything like a proton, a neutron, an electron, a pion? Wonder… wonder if meonics relates to a particle in the quantum world? And wonder if it just happens to be spelled with M-E that pertains to Y-O-U? And you’re not off, you’re on, you’re shining, you’re glowing! An energy from within. Meonics.one, where you become the one, no longer created by a foreign God, no longer worried about your final assessment, whether you pass the final exam or not, getting into heaven, avoiding hell, no longer under patriarchy.
 
 On this YouTube channel, The School of One, I have the description of this school. I encourage you: see it, breathe it, read it, speak it. The school to create the quantum conscious you is open in Eureka Springs, Arkansas, where the curriculum originates within you.
 
 I am a race of light teaching common people to enter the angelic realm of unified consciousness. I invite you to enter my mind. But see, who is me? You have to learn. Me may be the teacher, me may be the creator, or the creation, or both/and.
 
 This is Meonics. Enter the consciousness, my consciousness. Enter me, a network, a school, a community. The state of being the interconnected one. No longer limited by our mind, our body. We are rewriting our origin story as equals, returning to our first estate, the angelic consciousness of one.
 
 For what purpose? Coming together to heal the children, stop war, abolish misogyny, end patriarchy, and do all miracles Jesus did and more.
 
 My name is Grace Cottingham, Box 34, Eureka Springs, Arkansas. I love you. If you want the transcript, if you want to connect with me… you can click that little rectangle button that says “Connect,” subscribe, meonics.one. Thank you for listening. Feel my love, my care, my concern. I don’t want you to be powerless. I’m asking you to lead, to love unconditionally, to heal the children, and no longer ever again think you came from the rib of a man.
 
 Grace Cottingham, meonics.one. Share these words. If you want the transcript, they’re free and post-paid! See you later, friends. You know, I do this about every day, almost every day. And I record them. And I read through the transcription, and I share the transcript. And I learn this way because I experience this as a learning system of education that no longer hems me in this reality, for I am freeing the angels on high to never again look like they are in need.
 
 See you later, friends. I love you.

Good day.