Grace Cottingham
October 4, 2026
Website: meonics.one
Hi wonderful people. Of The First Degree, do you know anything about my school now that brings forth The New Beginning? The New Beginning, you—will you begin again not knowing things about the cosmos, not again? Or will you recreate it for you, your people, no longer clinging to Earth, will you be remorse no more, the state of in? Or will you be clinging to Scripture no more that you claim was God-sent, God-inspired? God will you be now, no longer clinging to the image—the image of faith, the image of a male, a patriarchal enforcement agency. Your ice escapades not, or will you change all that you know about your land? Being incremental no more of…
Will you change everything you think you know? Or do you know more now? Will you create the Creator School where creators are created to create The New Beginning now, The New Beginning me? Meonics with a flow, a study, a curriculum coming forth from your lips that you let absorb you not? Or are you changing the times?
Child joy being? Neverland in? Not again? Or are you creating one to be the always me? On?
I watched Neverland yesterday afternoon—Finding Neverland. I wept. I laughed. I cried. I saw, I see, I beget the Neverland that was always within me, or am I no more regarding it as future?
The beginning is here. The New Beginning is. And you see its cyclic Israel about not, or will you no more be religious about it, holding on to a religious message? Will you be the creators you are, with the penmanship of the Most High, because you are writing the script, the play.
Will you play now with some of the angels? Or will you be all connected to all of them at one time, rising above your circumstances? Or are you writing a different chapter now, no more ladened with the cares of this world? Will you see the Creator is you? And you have been awarded, you not? Or will you create you now with the pen of suffering no more?
It’s all going away not, but we are recreating our way out of it that we have been neglected in, or did we neglect each other? Or did we neglect our Godship duties or do we have none? Or are we the privileged people among the cosmos now to know it and reflect not in contemplation other? Will you no more be your template of sorrow following? Will you be Jesus the Pattern, creating it the pattern, the Christ pattern the pattern The New Beginning is here for you to patternize no other after you that haven’t known who you are, or will you be changing all that you know because—did you hear what I said—because why? Because why? Because you love now? You love not this place you want to cling to, or physical body, or manifestation of your projection of unitary righteousness, or were you fragmented to death? Or will you change what you’ve been holding on to and what you projected you, your life of?
I am Jesus the Pattern making known like never before. And you can have it free. Well, you can download it free. You can read it free, but can you understand it? Will you assimilate it, not just seeing the words on pages, letting your intellect reward you with only the definitions of man? Will you sing a new song? Will you sing a new energy with not the worship prepared for other? I change the music of the heavens now, and you will neglect it not, but you will see its effect everywhere now.
Jesus the Pattern. You see, so many people want to study Jesus, to know about Jesus, to worship Jesus, to worship their thought process about it, never knowing the author, thinking you have eternal life in your scriptures.
The New Beginning is here. There are five sections in this book, 321 pages. There’s five sections. I wrote it over a period of 10 years. Section one I wrote mostly in London 10 years ago. No, 20 years ago. 20 years ago, it was 2006. Jesus the Pattern.
You see, the religious have strong-armed people and used its tactics of brutality to imprint upon us and inculcate within us a need for a God that we could worship, worship, worship, turning us into passive followers and telling us to be servant leaders, being subjugated to them, to them and their message. The religious right are all wrong.
Jesus the Pattern makes his appearance not, but she does. And she is all of you who have a womb for his word no more, but yours, who creates your new beginning with you, your pen, your breath that stinks no more with the motive of sorrow to increase suffering in people.
20 years ago, wow. 2006 I wrote this first section. A few of the sections within this first section, a few of the subtitles:
• Jesus learned how to learn
• Jesus learned that the scriptures are not ultimate authority
• Jesus learned what scriptures applied to him
• Jesus learned which ones addressed his now
• He learned the values
• He learned to die to what others thought and did—in other words, the people that had other ideas, other thoughts, other motives didn’t flow through his lips. The energy around him of other people, news of the day, the ideas, the religions did not taint his message.
• Jesus learned how to see into the kingdom of heaven
• Jesus learned how to enter the kingdom of heaven
Where was his kingdom? Within, inside of him. He learned how to learn from within. He became the first to learn to experience The New Covenant, the way of learning, the system of education being taught from within him to let his word emerge and speak it, say it, write it, teach it, reproduce it in those who would love.
This is all in the first 50 pages. Jesus learned how to become one, understanding the message of the pattern. And I end the section with “Your reward for birthing the pattern.”
You can have the digital copy free. jesusthepattern.com. jesusthepattern.com is a URL, a domain name that will take you to where I have this online and you can download a free copy, a PDF or an EPUB file, either one, both. And you can share the link with everybody in your contact list. You can give people the gift of my book. Tell them about it. Begin a book club. Begin to read more than you’ve ever been told from a pulpit.
You see, most preachers won’t teach this. They don’t like this message because if you know the truth, you’ll no longer be under them. You’ll no longer sit on their pew. You’ll never finance their building program again, and they want their money. They want to be in control.
But this is a new beginning. This is The New Beginning, and no one will stop it.
If you want to publish this book in print for worldwide distribution, you can let me know. I have self-published it. I have printed a few copies, sold a few in all this time, not even 50 copies. It’s not like it’s been a bestseller. But see, you’re not normal, are you? You’re listening to me. So I suspect the very fact that you are listening to me at this moment indicates to me you’re nobody else’s fool. You’re ready to see more than you have ever seen. You’re ready to hear more than you have ever heard with your ears. You are ready to learn about the learning system from within you that no one can take from you. You see, there’s an energy that you are connected to that is inextricable and more costly than gold.
The New Beginning is now.
So when I began to write in 2006, “Jesus the Pattern,” this first section, I wrote it as a booklet. But I already had the sense, the idea there were multiple booklets that I was writing: “Jesus the Pattern,” “The New Covenant,” “The Priesthood of All Believers,” “The Kingdom of Heaven.” And for some reason or other, I had the idea that of those different headings, there would be five booklets in the series. So I wrote “Jesus the Pattern” booklet one, and I wrote “The New Covenant” booklet one, “The Kingdom of Heaven,” “The New Covenant.”
This wasn’t easy. When I came back to the States, I finished up booklet one, and I began booklet two. But I’m pretty sure I wrote booklet two in England again in 2008. Gosh, that was not easy. So many things I could say.
I barely had money to get there, much less money to live. So a way was made. A friend of a friend contacting a friend. So I learned of a church in London that owned a hotel, a very small one, and they let visiting preachers, etc. use it. So I knew I would be there at least a month, maybe two, to write this. So I asked. No problem. Greeted me.
Boy, there’s more to that trip than I’m willing to share at the moment. But I learned, see, I experience, not everything is as it seems. Not everyone has an ulterior motive, but so many people are driven by control. They’re driven by ego. But they present everything in a wrapper of love and religion. But when you begin to see inside, and you begin to learn certain operations and values exhibited, it can be very disruptive to your plans.
So I hadn’t been there but a few weeks. A man knocked on my door and said, “You can no longer stay here. You spent your last night here. Be out before dark.”
When you decide you want to know the breath of God—assuming you think God is love—when you are no longer after the answer that everybody else has given you all your life, when you are ready to go inside where the kingdom of heaven is, when you are ready to go inside and deal with you without remorse, without condemnation, no longer applying guilt to you, no longer being emotional about it, but learning to learn from within, there is a cost. And it is the most costly cost you will ever pay.
Religion is, you know, like a fast food drive-through. “Oh! Oh, you’re here! Yeah, sign this membership card, say the sinner’s prayer, you’ll be a new creation,” right? What a joke. But I understand it’s been perpetuated so long that we haven’t known the alternative. We haven’t understood The New Covenant. We haven’t understood the education, the process of infinite eternal love, know the life.
I’ve said many times, there are multiple recordings here on this YouTube channel: the message of Christ was hijacked. You see, religious people, they saw an opportunity to seize upon a popular message. They wanted to unify their empire. They wanted to be in control. They wore the robes, and they weren’t willing to give up their authority to be who they were.
The New Beginning is here, not like you expected. You see, we’ve been taught for so long about the Bible, through the Bible, through those who wrote the commentaries, prepared sermons, lectures, and hammered us to death with what they thought. But you will never see heaven until you go inside. Your belief system will not open the door. The words you speak will not open your door. The membership cards and all you do for the glory of religion and proselytizing and telling other people about Jesus will not open your door. You’re the only one who can.
And if you’re defiant about it, you’ll be farther away from it than ever. And if you just want to use it for power, privilege, authority, you just want the principles to make more money, be a better person, you’ll forfeit the greatest privilege that you ever have—the privilege to be the real you, the privilege to no longer be governed by the word of man, where you begin to learn to go inside of you, not seeking absolution, not seeking the words of somebody you confess your sins to, not seeking favor with God. This is where you begin to come as a little child, no matter how many PhD degrees you have. If you’re not willing to come as a little child in your humility, I’m sorry, but I let.
You see, it’s up to you, because you are writing the script, whether you’ve known it or not. And we haven’t known it. We’ve been so religious about it. We’ve believed in destiny, we’ve believed in the will of God for our life, and we’ve sought the will of God, God, God, the will of something outside of us, the will of something we’ve created, and we’ve affirmed it by man’s words and man’s thoughts.
Jesus is the pattern. Jesus is not your soon-coming. Jesus is not your Messiah. But you can believe that, and you can be romanced with all of those stories and you can find comfort in them, and you can find a lot of communities who will confirm your illusion. But there’s such a high cost. It’s a lonely road to go within because you walk it alone. See, nobody can go with you inside of you. And who is your captor? The religious. Those who tell you they care for your soul. Those who want you to say their prayer.
I mentioned before, during all this time, you know, I lived in Tulsa, Oklahoma for over 40 years, and during the early 2000s, as I began to channel and learn all of these things that I share with you so freely, I had 21 one-week conferences. At one of them, a woman came and after two or three days she became increasingly vocal, vociferous in her questions and her rejection of what I was teaching. But at one point, we weren’t shouting or anything, but finally all of a sudden I realized, I said, “You are trying to get me to say something the way you want me to say it, and I won’t do that.” She said, “Well, I think I’ll go home.” I said, “Okay.” So many people, they don’t want you to just do something, they want you to do it their way.
Jesus is The Pattern. See, Jesus the Christ, my friend, Jesus wasn’t born any different than you or me, your mom, your dad, your siblings, your neighbors. Religion wants to say, “Oh, Jesus was special. He was anointed from the womb,” and however they want to put it in terms so that you will exalt him, subjugating yourself. But that was not the intent of Jesus. Study the words for yourself where you determine and you interpret, no longer according to the preachers, prophets, pastors, and tongue-bearers, tongue-wearers, interpreters wanting to tell you what to believe, how to believe, what to say, when to say, how to be acceptable in the sight of God. When somebody wants to tell you how to be acceptable in the sight of God, you can be certain they are ignorant of what they are doing. They haven’t paid the price to go inside.
Section one in this book, Jesus the Pattern, the title of it is “The Commoner.” The Commoner! You see, if you believe Jesus was special, you could say, “Well, Jesus was special, he was anointed, he did all these works, but that was his destiny, and you’re not special, and you’re a common person.” So you weasel out of your responsibility, you abdicate your privilege to be the real you and you live a lie.
There’s more to the story. The story’s been hijacked, it’s been truncated, it’s been convoluted, and it’s been used by people—used by people! Do you understand what I’m saying? You’re not limited to the words of your preacher, pastor, tempter. When you go inside, you will begin to experience love in new ways for which you have no precedent.
I hope my words will help you open the door and not be afraid. You see, to walk where I am saying you can walk, you begin to overcome your fear of God. And you begin to learn that it’s not a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living God. Well, wait a minute, who’s God? A God of vengeance and wrath that I’m trying to appease or is it unconditional love? Big difference!
Are you willing to fall into the arms of unconditional love? Uhhuh! Haha! Yeah, I am!!! Yeah, here I am!!! Hahaha! No fear.
Jesus the Pattern. I didn’t tell you it was easy. In this book, I’ve never told you it’s easy to read. When you’re ready to know the real you, it’s costly. And this is a new beginning where the hundreds and thousands and millions of people in hundreds of years that we have been encrusted with the mentality of the limitations of this world is giving way now to the leaders who find that all this time Neverland was inside of you. And you’ll begin to find more value in certain movies and books than you’ve ever heard from any pulpit, from any pulpiteer. And you begin to learn to dry up your tears, and you begin—you begin, you begin, this is a new beginning—you begin to learn a new way to learn where you’re no longer sitting in a pew. And you can imagine without much trouble, without much effort, the consternation, the perplexity, the disappointment that people will have in you because you’ve fallen away from the faith. And they’ll call you a blasphemer, a pagan, a reprobate. They’ll turn on you and deny they ever knew you, some will. They’ll withdraw their affection. I understand.
Religion wants followers, so nobody tells you the cost. But I don’t want followers. I don’t want followers. My name is Grace Cottingham in Eureka Springs. I desire people who are ready to know the truth and willing to go inside of you, where you are willing to know the truth. The truth that sets you free not by information, but the truth that sets you free because you grow it! You grow it! You are the creating the creation of the Creator, changing the demands upon you, not, or will you change your response, your reaction, and change your life now? This is the new birth!
So, yes, if you’re wondering if I’m rephrasing, recasting, re-envisioning the whole idea of Christ, Christianity, the whole Christian message? Yes. I’m not ignorant. I used to teach it. I know whereof I speak. Grace is not free.
Jesus is the pattern, and this is The New Beginning. And I offer you my words free. I offer you my word—my word—free to be my word, the word, where you begin to become yours, where you begin to see your power and walk in your authority.
You remember the story in the Bible, a lot of people feared the message. They feared how popular Jesus was getting, the crowds. They thought they might need to take action. And somebody said, “Hey folks, if this is not God, it will come to naught. And if it’s of God, we cannot fight it.”
But you can be sure religion will fight my message of me, of who I am, of me telling you to be I am, the I am, the inextricable love of unconditional love. Heaven is inside of you. And all the religions of all the world cannot lead you to it and open your door. All the authority in heaven and earth is given to you for you. This is your path and you’re creating it. This is your breath, this is your life, and make it wonderful! Hahaha! Oh man, so many stories I remember.
So many times I thought, “I can’t do this, I can’t do this, I can’t—I can’t do this.” And anyway, one day, regarding that movie, one day within me, “Go rent It’s a Wonderful Life.” So at the time Blockbuster, I think, was big at the time, and I did. I think it was mid-afternoon even. I went down and rented that movie. Came back and watched it alone. Before it was over, I was just sitting in the floor weeping, wiping the tears off of my face.
I don’t want you to be my follower. I want you to do the things I do and heal the land. I want you to heal Israel. Not the one in the Mid-East, but the one in the metaphor. You can call it spiritual Israel, you can call it whatever you want to call it. Israel, the way I use the term, is the nation of lovers who form a state of being all connected in the consciousness of one. Write that down!
You see, I’m teaching in this school. This is school for you to enter into your school that no one can deny you entrance to. And the cost is more costly than any school on planet Earth because it’s not in monetary terms, it’s within you. This is the experience of experientially experiencing The New Covenant. And without experiencing it, there is no new birth, none at all whatsoever. It’s all been a sham, a scam by people, blind leading the blind.
Jesus the Pattern. The first. The first what? The first of many. Will you see that Christ is women in birth? And those who want to be misogynistic about it won’t be in power very long. Now, I don’t know how long that is, I’m not forecasting a date, but I’m letting you know The New Beginning is now. The New Beginning is here. Did you listen carefully to the words that I spoke yesterday?
This is a picture I’m holding up, the transcript, and you can see somehow I consider my words that light my path. My word is a lamp to my feet, a guide to my decision-making ability, my understanding of my power to no longer be under your authority, you religious who want to wear robes and collars, swing your lamps, demand the tithe, tell people how to live, how long to wear their hair, how long their dress has to be. Grow up! This is The New Beginning. And it’s time for you to choose to be no more treated like a child that has to be told what to do, told to brush your teeth, told to watch out for traffic in the street. Grow up!
Today is October the 4th, 2026. Yesterday I entitled the lesson “Come Away With Me, My Beloved, Into The New Beginning.” Not into another physical country, into a new beginning. And I can lay my hand on my chest like this but I’m not talking about my blood-pumping muscle. I’m talking about the consciousness of God, the consciousness of Christ, the consciousness of a believer. Or what are you knowing about you now? Have you learned anything about you?
I’ve been teaching over 20 years. And if you just want words of comfort from your comforter, sit in your rocking chair while you drink hot chocolate and romance the ideals of soon everything will be hunky-dory because Jesus will come and all you have to do is wait, wait, wait… That belief system will cost you your life. How’s that for being blunt about it? The belief system which has been inculcated for how many years, how many centuries, millennia… Until you are ready to go in, until you are ready to experience The New Covenant, what you choose to believe will cost you your life and you will inexorably, inevitably give in to your Appointment in Samarra. I’ve mentioned that little story, it’s only one paragraph, I think, one little story—Somerset Maugham.
This is how I teach for you to create, for you to connect, for you to no longer be absorbed in the story of an idyllic romance or what you think your state of existence is limited to or not.
My name is Grace in action. This is The New Beginning. Did you see I hold up the transcript? I could read, I could read, I can talk. But see, at the end of the broadcast, at the end of this teaching, the end of this live stream, you’re going to go about your life. What are you going to do with it? If you’re not willing to learn and begin to love learning and begin love learning from within, don’t come my way. You want to quote your Bible and leave some Bible verses, quote your Bible to me? Grow up!
I’ve read the words in red many times. I’ve read the Bible, I studied it, I taught it. But I began to see something else. I began to sense there was more than has ever been told. And yes, certain words really did stand out to me like John 14:12, “If you believe in me, you’ll do the works I do, and more.” Well, I’m just in awe! So what did I begin inquiring about when I would pray, when I would ponder? “And more?” What’s the “more”? There was no restriction!
Jesus never sought followers, never. The whole idea, the rigmarole of you sitting in a pew was never the heart of unconditional love. But the heart of controllers will tell you, they will be quick to tell you what you should believe and what you shouldn’t believe. And I’m telling you, don’t believe me, don’t believe them. Go inside of you! Because you are the living word. You are the Creator creating you. Genesis 1:1 is happening this moment! Be no more anachronistic about it. No more deny your power. Begin to see who you are. Will you be one of many ones? Jesus the Christ, the first of many. Will you heal the children? Will you end misogyny, the hatred of women, making them second class, telling them they came from a rib? What a bunch of garbage! And it stinks!
You have the power. And the enemy is religion. The enemy is the set of rules that say they give you God. They try to tell you that you’re priceless in the sight of God and that Jesus did everything for you. And my friend, it just isn’t so. But you determine this for yourself, you don’t need to take my word for it. Go inside! The kingdom of heaven is within you. Look not right to the left or the right, it’s not up or down, it’s not future or past, it’s inside of you, and you are the Creator creating you right now. So what are you doing with Neverland, Dreamland, Utopia, Nirvana, Heaven?
It’s costly! How many times have I mentioned the Truman Show movie? Are you willing to see the signs of the time? Are you willing to see the cracks in the marble, the glass, the brass, the religious empires as they try to hold on to their power, assert their authority, wave their wands, walk around in their Popemobiles?
I don’t want you to follow me. I want you to lead. I want you to begin to love and begin to have a sensitivity where you can smell the motive. You begin to learn to see, and you begin to become sensitive to your power, your authority. All power in heaven and earth has been given to you—you. Yes, you, little girl; old woman, old man. And it’s not too late. It’s not too late!
Section two in my book, Jesus the Pattern: Section two, “A New View.” A new view of Jesus? The rebel, the revolutionary, the one-minded man, the radical, the revisionist, the reformer, the priest, the king, the educator, the leader. Section three, “A New Path.” Section four, “A New Reality.” A new reality! You’re no longer limited to your present reality and your circumstances. And section five, “The New Beginning.” The New Beginning is here.
Thank you for being here. Thank you for listening. Thank you for being open and considering. Just begin to consider. I’m not asking you to believe me or anything I’ve said. I’m asking you to listen and consider and to go inside, to go inside of you. The kingdom of heaven is within you.
Religion wants you to repeat your mantras, pray your prayers, recite the rules, comply with those who assert their rule over you. But the kingdom has come, and the kingdom is being revealed in you who will birth it. And it’s costly. It takes time, effort, deliberate intentionality. And when you begin your learning system where you undam you, and you’re no longer looking for another Messiah, you begin to unlearn a lot of things and begin to learn how to come as a little child with awe and wonder, and laughter, and play.
Play, yep. Oh yeah. Going to play pickleball in a few minutes.
I love you. I love you.
I’ve laid on the floor face down on cold slate more than once, and I know a lot of other people, you may have done it too. More than once I laid face down in Trinity Cathedral—Trinity Cathedral in downtown Oklahoma, Tulsa. They were nice to me. They were wonderful to me.
There are preachers and pastors who made fun of me, even in their pulpit. I tell you that only for the reason that I don’t want you to be surprised when you choose to go inside and begin to experience The New Covenant as a learning system. It’s not that I want you to expect people to turn against you, but I don’t want you to be caught off guard. Your promised land is inside of you, and the kingdom is now.
You see, this is a call to leaders. This is a call to unconditional love, to no longer conform to the ways of man. My name is Grace Cottingham, and I love you. And I love love. And many of you will pay a heavy price if you choose to be who you really are, no longer caught up in religion. It’s costly, more costly than gold. And this is The New Beginning. You are the creator of you. And be saddled no more with a bunch of debt and things that tether you to this world system.
I love you. You can write me, snail mail: Box 34 in Eureka Springs, Arkansas. I’m here. I don’t know for how long, but I know this message goes forth. And I want to honor you for being a part of this school, a part of this message, a part where you become more than a listener, where you are no longer a passive follower, where you begin to learn from within you and you begin to write the words on yellow tablets, and you begin a YouTube channel and record like this, where you begin to teach people to experience—not vicariously, but experientially—The New Covenant. Thank you.
Lead. Light your path created by your words. The living of other no more be. Be the real you! Thank you again. Subscribe to this channel if you haven’t, tell other people about it, do something you’ve never done. It takes guts, I know. And it’s not always easy, but it’s worth it. Heal the children. End misogyny.
Thank you. Good day. See you later, friends. Grace Cottingham signing off. Hard to say today, I don’t know. I have a few times taught twice in one day, but regardless, be the real you. There are people who will listen to you that won’t give me the time of day. I’m asking you to walk in your authority and no longer be led by anybody else’s rod and staff that want to keep you in line. Be the real you! The New Beginning is now!
Thank you, friends. Activate, experience your unconditional love of you to all become the one. THE one! The one that we thought was another, for you all to become the one. Be the one. Recognized, realized, resurrected, no matter where you are, no matter where you’ve been, no matter what you’ve done. Be unconditional love to you.
Good day. See you later, folks. I love you. Hugs. Good day.